Tuesday, October 29, 2013♥
I think last few weeks I went to meet this sweetie at tem after her work. actually is the whole primary school friends but no one was free. but anyway we had a good catch up, our never ending talk make us almost no bus to go home.
I still remember....
we always exchange the elder sister role to each other when the other one don't know how to think or need a shoulder and even need help. I think she get the elder sister role more often when we were in primary school, because I was the playful and naughty one in class and always get into fight or quarrels. she will wanna join me disturbing others but she always think twice like will we get caught or anything and there to calm me when I'm on fire. hahaha. we have a few more girlfriends but I guess because I know her longer that's why I look for her more. if she can't help or solve my problems her sister and mum will help me. I use to go her house like my house, eat, sleep, bathe, play and alot, because most of the time her house only have the two of us so it belongs to us.
I can never forget those time when we are living so near each other I always creating trouble below or near her house there and call her down for help, the first thing she do before helping me anything is to scold me. -,- pull my piercing, using her finger to shoot it or whatever then use her bloody index finger to point point point at me like not scare people dulan. sometimes I get pissed but well, I know all because she care. call her up because I broke up with my ex wanting her to lent her ears to me but end up I got scolded for being stupid and so on ~
she is always never fail to be there when I needed someone. after growing up we have our thing to do meet up become lesser and lesser partly because she move to the west, it's kinda hard for us to meet up often but our heart is still as one. we have the same mindset, same target, same goal. other then dancing i give up. ( which I don't want to) I wish the best for her and she wish the best for me. her attitude is kind of the princess type like she wanna know means wanna know but till now we didn't have a real fight at all. I know fight and quarrel stronger the relationship between us but for real we only had like small argue, I guess because we really know each other attitude and what we happen next so no point had a big fight or anything ba.
I know this year is a hard year for her but yet I couldn't help anything. I'm sorry for everything that has happen to her too. I always told her, tho I'm far away from her now after she move but I'm only 8 number away. and I said I will visit her grandpa on sun yet I forget about it and still on that day her grandpa pass away I did not pick up her call. I felt so so so sorry, no feeling could describe how I feel. knowing each other 13+ years going 14 and little thing can't be done for her.
I just wanna say I'm sorry and thank for being strong even I'm not there at the point of time you need me.
DRAW ME CLOSE TO YOU & NEVER LET ME GO.
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