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Monday, January 28, 2013♥


I know my blog is getting boring and boring each time i post. last few month I went back to see my old post and just now before i start posting, I went to see who view my blog and then I stuck at joey blog cause I saw she link a lot of people and slowly one by one I went in their blog and see. look like I'm the only one that is still updating my blog. tho joey has but 2012 she only post a few time and her last update was on 2012 12 of Dec. haha.

I saw she link the 3T1 EBS class blog also. haha. I miss my class so much. those people. what Yen Yen told me was so true, last time in class everyday see. sometime also don't wanna go school. but now, so long didn't see already. miss everyone of them so much. :( of cause I don't miss Joey, Ke Xin and Joanna  cause I can get to see them quite often. tho Lance, Edmund, Terrance, Angie and Yen Yen I can meet up with them but still I miss them quite alot. but of cause I still wish everyone can gather. regretted I quit school so early. always tell others don't regret what you done but I myself did something that I think I'll regret all my life. always blaming myself for not listening to my older friend. they always say don't quit, go back school. if not next time I sure regret. I still talk back say I sure won't regret, now good lo. want go back also not one will take. take private also like weird, all so young.

time pass so fast also, few of them already married and have their little monster already. and as for Yen Yen still waiting for his mr right. 

my birthday just pass few days. ok I didn't have photo for it. tho I said I don't wanna celebrate my 20th birthday but love still prepared for me. not a big one this year cause I really don't wanna celebrate it. told them I just wanna spent it with him, don't want any present or surprise cause I just feeling a bit too old. but I will want to celebrate my 21 and 80 haha. I don't even want when he say go out and eat. but end up I agree to go and say I don't wanna eat anything expensive too. evening we went to nex and eat. ps. I forget what we eat that day but I remember was Japanese food. and I saw Joey's hair, haha. at first I thought was just coincidental then I realize they plan it. so there was Joey, Ting Ting and Kexin, after that Eddie join us. after eating we head down to hougang plaza for pool then ice cube for ice cream ! it wasn't big as last year but I'm still fine because I said it earlier on that I don't wanna celebrate it. thanks for everyone that wishes me and came to celebrate with me and of cause my darling love :) my day will always be great when there is you around.

oh ya ! forget to tell you'll then I be heading to Thailand Bangkok this Thursday which is the 31 of Jan and will be coming back on the 3rd of Feb and it's a Sunday. :) anything you want me to help you to buy, faster text or call me. and one more thing, if any of you'll playing candy crash tell me ok? so I can send request to you and send me heart. I keep stuck. and and just one more any job intro for me? and and and I miss dancing. ok I'm just being random because I'm going to end my post already. 

jialat la, when I going end my post already then I remember I wanna say a lot of thing. -,- ok I shall cut it short. there is this guy, one of my friend, friends. at first I meet him he was kinda ok to me but after that I find him so keyboard warrior ~ is those very jialat one lo. keep at fb say people and scold people mother. and then there is some problem in between then my bf was getting really piss because he somehow felt that I'm helping the guy then he went to put his number but the guy didn't reply and didn't call back so I thought ok it's over already. some more I really don't want them because of game then start those bo liao stuff. and then last few days gong gong called and chit chat with me then he told me about this guy told him to tell us that if we not happy go find him. I was like totally wtf?! bf put number that thing was about 2 weeks plus then gong gong told me the guy 2 weeks plus call to tell him. people put number you don't wanna call and reply never mind then go and tell me friend not happy come?! no guts say no guts la. must go one round? number already there le. -,- at first I wasn't really angry at it but I keep at fb see him scold people make me more dulan. non stop acting big, very er xin lo. feel like making him xia sway but end up love wasn't angry anymore and told me not to.

DRAW ME CLOSE TO YOU & NEVER LET ME GO.

Blogged @ 7:27 PM


Friday, January 18, 2013♥


 look at their stupid face so funny lo !

 HUNGRY !


there are all taken on mummy's birthday. (overdue photo)



HAPPY 18th MONTHS TO ME AND LOVE ! :)

18 month and which is 1 year and 6 month but love insist say 18 month is not 1 year 6 month -,- every 18 is the love and today is the 18 of our 18 months I can never imagine I'll love a person so much until I met him . he doesn't have the look also didn't have the money *by the way i'm not those type of person that will go for looks. I may like shuai ge or look at them but for serious I don't like.* but still I love him so much and I could never imagine what will happen without him. I know I say it a lot of time already but this is so true ~ I'm still me, sometimes I will still have those attitude that I couldn't control and just don't wanna care and really wish to break up with him but I couldn't really couldn't let go of him. of cause there were time where we quarrel and leads to break up, I was so lost crying alone in the middle of the night at the center of the big field opposite his house. but end up he still came to find me. :) sometimes I'll still wonder if we break up where will I be now, what I will be doing etc. but still I don't dare to think too much because I know I wouldn't break up with him anymore and hopefully he won't because he is one guy that won't be soft heart.

I know at times I'm so troublesome and not understanding thanks for bearing it all. we went through so much so much in the beginning and still we overcome it, I also believe that's not the end the real beginning has yet to be started and sure we will overcome it all as time past. and for me, praise me for not complaining at your bs anymore. hahaha. love you always my big tummy guy ! 

this photo was taken two years back.
ps. wanted to post some thing that with you guys but don't wanna post those smiling photo.

last few days mummy told me that my my aunty called and said that my uncle is passing away soon time is running out. I was stone for a min and didn't know what to reply her. so I kept quiet all the way and listen to what she has to say until she say 'if he really pass away you'll don't need go down' and I ask why, the only thing was said is until then we will see how and so I didn't ask more. we all wishing that what my aunty say wasn't true but we all know. when it's time, it's time to go. after that day mummy told me, later at night I started to have fever, sore throat, running nose, back ache, headache and etc. whatever shit came to me just within few hours. till now it's not gone yet. just for a few days I can't take it already but my uncle hang in there for so long ~ 6 - 7 years and I think it's enough of suffering, i will be strong just like him.

DRAW ME CLOSE TO YOU & NEVER LET ME GO.

Blogged @ 3:54 PM


Tuesday, January 08, 2013♥




went for the 3rd unleash yourself event.
ps, i know my hair very messy and the two photo taken with gong gong it's a bit weird.
tho we are the good friend of good friend but i still scare love will kp so.. yah. :)
love the photo taken with jasmine.
anyway i don't really like what happen that day, the people the place and everything.


on this month of 6th, it was mummy's birthday and we went to din tai fung to eat.
mummy hiam this hiam that so end up anyhow choose a place to eat.
btw i only have this photo because i lost my camera cable and still couldn't find it !
 make a guess how old is my mummy this year :) i, myself can't believe my mummy is so old already.
i guess among my friend no one mum is older then my mummy le ba.


short post each photo cause i can't really remember what happen. but there is one thing i sure won't forget and that is the half china half Korean guy that grow up in japan and trying to act like a Japanese in Singapore, working at santouka (central mall) name dong hai (cook) sibei act big. heard the worker at there say he fight with girl and pull their shirt also. sibei look down on him lo. *pui
*no offence to china and japan people* they rather keep a china girl (full timer) that is going back her country after this year end and this year she will be studying, then 4 Singaporean (part timer) that may will be changing to full timer this year. really don't know what they thinking. and the reason that we need to leave is because the china girl don't wanna accept apologize from us.
post at fb stuff they take to work place say and when we apologize don't wanna accept, she don't accept we need to leave?
first time encounter this kind of thing in Singapore.
still say they only want Singaporean -,- talk loud only, singaporean rice bowl really gonna snatch finish by other country people le, if there is still nothing done.
pity those old folks, don't even know they have enough cpf or money to yang lao or not.
if you guys having friend at there work, going there work or plan to go better think twice to work there or not.
they will sack you if they unhappy cause they have all sorts of excuse to not let you stay there.

DRAW ME CLOSE TO YOU & NEVER LET ME GO.

Blogged @ 10:52 AM






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