Friday, October 21, 2011♥
yesterday although had a very unhappy moment but everything was solve after that.
don't worry we did not quite quarrel at all. *swear*
so meet boyfriend at 12 plus going 1, all thanks to his duty.
so he came and fetch me then go his house straight away we both sleep.
today he will be ending work at 5 plus?
can get to see him earlier then yesterday.
anyway the time now is 12 and this sky is like 8 plus already.
can you imagine?
so dark lo, ok now raining already. everyone remember to close your window !!
shiok ah!
maybe will get some rest or even sleep ?
DRAW ME CLOSE TO YOU & NEVER LET ME GO.
Blogged @ 11:57 AM
Thursday, October 20, 2011♥
i'm sorry.
i know sorry meant nothing at all after i do so much.
but just accept my sorry cause i'm really sorry for what i've done.
i don't even have the face to face you or face thing.
not even dare to look at my phone.
what should i do?!
i can't even control myself even after i was forgiven so many time.
i'm always asking for trust but i'm the one always not giving other people trust.
look how foolish i am!
i'm a friend that anybody can trust and always the one people love.
but when come to relationship the 'he' will always have a thousands thing he don't like about me.
teaching others or even helping others to solve their relationship stuff.
but when it comes to mine, i'm totally lost.
i promise myself to change after he is dead and it seem that nothing have really change in me.
looks like it's really hard to get people love me for who i am.
am i that bad?!
hais. i can't even keep my own promise why should i even say i will keep others promise?
and what's now?
i've deleted away already, i know by deleting it away won't help at all.
i know chances are given lots of time.
i don't need or want any chance anymore.
from the start you know, you know you will get hurt, you know i don't wanna hurt you.
and good, i've hurt you and myself.
i never even shard a tears from the moment you left my side.
what did i do?
deep down i felt so hurt, wanted to cry but just..
#iloveyou
DRAW ME CLOSE TO YOU & NEVER LET ME GO.
Blogged @ 6:44 PM
Thursday, October 13, 2011♥
gonna update about what i do last week.
went to dog farm with boyfriend and taffy.
taffy was normally so naughty but when at the dog farm she was so guai can?!
thanks to those big dog, i think she was scare.
not only her even i was scare la !
after the dog farm went to nex to let her play around.
i was so afraid that she will bite or bark at other dog but she didn't wor.
haha.
saw one uncle with a chihuahua while waiting for taffy food.
the uncle ask me wanna together breed our dog or not but bobian taffy also not i buy de so much ask yupei.
so take the uncle number but end up yupei don't want.
like very sad la.
i everyday keep thinking of what the uncle told his chihuahua la.
'got girlfriend le but must see people want or not'
like i very bad lo, i didn't even dare to call the uncle say don't want.
boyfriend say buy one more to breed with the uncle but must wait until when :(
last few days went to plaza sing with my parents and two younger sister.
reach there not very long, boyfriend came to join us.
they also can really tahan lo, in daiso almost 2 hour la !
walk until my leg pain lo.
after plaza sing went to nex to eat then home ~
yesterday went to nex to make my phone de thing.
don't know what date usage keep on when i already off it long ago they still charge.
for 3 month i'm paying a totally of 400++ la!
i can buy alot of thing already la, and finally yesterday off le already.
after that went back to boyfriend house waited for his friend to reach and help him fix his com.
after done send his friend back to his camp and reach home at 11 plus.
watch show and went to bed at 12 plus.
later boyfriend ending work at 11.30.
very early again hor?
anyway is cause we going hospital and take report.
after taking report gonna stay at home whole day and watch finish the show !! :)
gonna go eat and then prepare my thing.
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Blogged @ 10:23 AM
Friday, October 07, 2011♥
yesterday went to watch 'REAL SREEL' with boyfriend at bishan.
reach there early so walk walk around then time zone play.
this show was super nice it's even better then transformers la,
so it's a must watch show, don't miss it !
currently i'm doing nothing but later maybe going to sleep if boyfriend still sleeping.
cause today have a nice weather :)
anyway he is now sleeping like a pig la, haha so funny lo.
later at night going out ~
DRAW ME CLOSE TO YOU & NEVER LET ME GO.
Blogged @ 5:06 PM
Wednesday, October 05, 2011♥
listening to song and random to quite alot of song that i use to dance.
haha, damn miss the past where me and my sec school friend will practice our dance at green hall.
(you die i die, you jump i won't jump)
i wanna dance so badly but due to back pain, everything is gone.
tomorrow going to look for job with jasmine, as i promise her.
some place too far some place i don't like, near one all taken.
am i too fussy?
it's all money fault, blame and curse him/her for being a need in human life !
sometime i really regret for quitting school so early, regret for not listening to what philson told me.
now that i have to always stay at home do nothing instead of going to school and study.
admit i don't like to study or work but i'm more afraid of being boring.
till now i don't even know should i get a job or not.
mummy daddy and jie jie is not really about me not having a job.
but i also got reason de what also not i don't want go.
hais, stress !
DRAW ME CLOSE TO YOU & NEVER LET ME GO.
Blogged @ 11:16 AM
Tuesday, October 04, 2011♥
some people are just so fuck up you know?!
agree already and did not do it.
don't come please me anything, i fucking won't care. totally won't ok?!
don't know step until what bad luck la. sway lo!
shoo far far away from me hor !
yesterday went ahma house with daddy yupei kimmy and boyfriend.
until late night 11 plus? then went home.
tabao to my house and eat then went back boyfriend house.
last night i was feeling damn suck.
can hardly breath properly feeling damn xinku la.
at first didn't wanna wake boyfriend up cause he need to get up for work at 6 plus.
but end up also wake him up cause really buay tahan le.
boyfriend really very sweet, keep saying wanna wait for me to sleep then he sleep.
i bet he is really tired now.
off to do my thing ~
DRAW ME CLOSE TO YOU & NEVER LET ME GO.
Blogged @ 2:43 PM
Monday, October 03, 2011♥
rainbow always appear after the big rain.
everything seem to be ok already. :)
yesterday went hospital and visit uncle with mummy daddy yupei and kimmy.
went to fetch mummy first then went to nuh.
uncle seem to be really fine.
still can joke around lo, lol.
my precious boyfriend now going another camp then have meeting awhile jiu end work already.
later maybe going ahma house with daddy and my sister.
anyway this few days keep eat abit jiu full.
is those damn little one lo, don't know what happen.
actually very hungry but see until food jiu already full le.
must take some time out to see doctor.
DRAW ME CLOSE TO YOU & NEVER LET ME GO.
Blogged @ 3:28 PM
