Thursday, March 25, 2010♥
baby too chong me le. he brought alot of lollipop put at my house now i left 2 packet only. hahaz :D it's ok later he going book out le. beelay finally found a boyfriend le. hope that guy will treat her hao hao if not.. hahaz :D shh.. anyway i also hope tomorrow can see until her boyfriend, need to fetch baby first then see how. mummy ask baby to take his cloths all that too my house wash hahaz :D heng ah! that's mean i can see his boyfriend lo~~ ;)
my house outside,
nice hor??? hahaz :D ton on 23 and go home in the morning. wait for botak. hmm.. and one more thing. not going to visit jasmine on sat le going next tuesday. hope can really see her ba.
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Tuesday, March 23, 2010♥
mood better but still not really that good, sian lor. later going bishan with joanna and beelay. actually meet 3 de but until now haven do thing. hahaz :D sian la. don't know wanna meet fishburger on 45 or not. going to do thing le. tata~~ ;)
Shine Jesus shine
Fill this land with the Father's glory
Blaze, Spirit blaze,
Set our hearts on fire
Flow, river flow
Flood the nations with grace and mercy
Send forth Your word
Lord and let there be light.
Fill this land with the Father's glory
Blaze, Spirit blaze,
Set our hearts on fire
Flow, river flow
Flood the nations with grace and mercy
Send forth Your word
Lord and let there be light.
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Monday, March 22, 2010♥
teach me what is love?
i understand it by it makes me confuse of the time. not saying about boy/girl relation but saying about family love. by the way to made it clear that's not the reason why i'm feeling so sad now a days. why i'm behaving this way all that doesn't link to my family, so far didn't tell anyone. not gonna say too so don't have to ask why.
mummy from morning jiu keep scolding us le, attitude everyone in the house la. scold them also got my name inside. every time there is always me when problem come. what did i do wrong? i only said 'wait don't talk to me first' like that only la. haix. so i do nothing just endure it!
(daddy make spoil de, he tape it back but no use)
yupei start the quarreling almost everyday for the past few days. daddy broke one chair, it's still ok lor. our toilet door!! it's the worst la, not go toilet also need to scare outside people walk pass. heng is our house no outsider will pass by. still got many other thing broken. don't know what the hell happen to pei pei lor, keep giving attitude. heard mummy crying when she is on phone with godma last week. actually wanted to record it down to let pei pei hear de but end up didn't. when she crying i get so heartbroken, wanted to comfort her but i'm just not that kind that will tell all those mussy thing de so i didn't. after she hang godma came to our house and she was crying all the way talking to her. haiz. everything so happening.
anyway i wanted to go out tomorrow, anyone free and wish to go out too text or call me ;)
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Sunday, March 21, 2010♥
morning baby pei me to church again after that we went to hougang mall cause i wanna buy nose stud. straight away go home after that.. then at inter something happen *super bo liao de* then baby jiu dulan then at my house downstairs talk, make until i pc so all the way give attitude to him plus raining lor. then bring him to somewhere jiu ok la. he got abit sick lor, scare baby sick while inside camp then i cannot take care of him. haix. anyway after that jiu go home bath liao dabao home eat. finish eating baby jiu about to go liao cause need book in. *sad* while doing his thing daddy told him last time when he is in camp de thing. i laugh until can't stop la! when marching need sing ma then my daddy that nian dai they jiu purposely sing 'gu li gang, gu li gang, ji pa kong gao' *hokkian* means 'pay, pay, $109' still got allot la. after baby make hao thing jiu pei him go Paris ris, meet dao his friend i stay there awhile jiu go le cause quite late le.
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on this month 20 which is baby book out de 2nd day i pei him go home take his shirt all that, until at night about 6 plus he say his friend got taiji ask me faster... ... ..
take mrt back to bukit butok... ... ..
he keep di siao me la, keep at there 'bar zhang, bar zhang' some more what 'sio bar zhang' then i jiu tell him i angry liao hor so he say angry lor then i ask him go away. he really walk away sia, fucking lor. didn't care him then the mrt come liao la so i faster go find him. make me pc reach west mall and he ask me wait outside alone! at first i thought what lor, but end up he come back with his friend but awhile later they say go buy water... ... .. 
hahax :D and he came back with a bunch of rose =,= wtf la so pai seh. at first didn't wanna accept de due to don't like flower but never mind la, he buy for me one month de so take lor. all the way i take sia, heavy la. so complain!! say he waste money all that want waste jiu waste at lollipop ma. after that went to his house i waited outside and he bring out lollipop!! yes! hahaz :D four packet :) so happy la! meet his friend agian then cab back my house. 
anyway happy one month and... ... .. 
FABIAN CHUA, YUHUAN LOVE YOU!! ;)
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Saturday, March 20, 2010♥
hmm.. yesterday went to find him wanted for him damn long de la!! at around 11 plus jiu tell me soon soon le reach there by 3.30 plus wait until 5 going 6 than he reach =,= after that went o his house wait for him bath then go back my house then change then went to ice pool meet jinyu joanna yiling ahbee kexin ziling zhizhiz tavis dernis and sofia play awhile only. saw ah hao at there too :) walk back to serangoon meet liangsoon. kena screan by police, first time so long la! WTF! went home at 4 plus reaching 5.
later going his house take thing then come back my house put, still don't know wanna go where later lor. sian. tomorrow he booking in le. haix.
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Thursday, March 18, 2010♥
anyway today actually is having sister outing de but end up nobody plan plus i going meet baby so cancel le. maybe tonight going pool with jinyu they all, but don't know baby wanna go or not lor. yesterday baby told me he 4 to 6 come out then now he tell me 3 plus he coming out. make me have to rush lor, but before i do i shall post finish my thing first :) hmm.. baby just text make me until very blur lor. never mind, my stomach very pain sia today don't know what happen. feel like want to toilet la but don't know is lai ang or what de. hahaz :D
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YES! baby is coming out tomorrow le :) woohoo~~
but tomorrow is girls outing lor, don't know how sia. going for girls outing then leaving them at evening, so sorry. must confirm with him what time come out first. haix. later going hougang mall meet joanna and ziling buying nose stud. lost it very long le later confirm very hard to put in de lor! going to eat pepper lunch! yeah~ ;)
yesterday saw jie jie talking with one guy then the guy give her see one group which his 5 years of friend make for people to know that he is a hongster or whatever. his friend very bad lor, i don't know what he do to his ex girlfriend even is how bad his so long friend also can't do that to him ma. just don't like what his friend do to him. throw his bike all that. WTF! i really don't like it man! he add my sister and his 5 years of friends one by one also add my sister then one of them say alot to my sister sia. so i also kpo add in ;X hahax :DD if wanna see jiu go my sister de fb ba ;) the guy that told my sister all those shit name is hong wei the profile picture abit uncle uncle de ;) but yet he only older then me by one year ohs.. best part is i ask my sister go put the 'LOHX' hahaz :D make him dulan so far he didn't reply le.
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Wednesday, March 17, 2010♥
no matter how strong it is, it will still break some day.
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Tuesday, March 16, 2010♥
left 3 more days le. hahax :D miss baby so much!
i get so irrtated by one guy in fb, i don't know who the hell is that person la. fucking noisy sia. keep hiiiiii, hellooooo all that i don't wanna ans jiu keep doing that. so finnally i say hello to that person and he ask stupid thing =,= ask me am i married already?! wtf la!!! still ok lor, then i told him i only 17 lehx then he say i don't look like 17 i look like over 20 le. ahh!!!! fucking du lan liao. i go view his profile de info there, he put he 1994 de la. please lor, look jiu know he already pass 30 liao ok?! stap one young de. so i reply him do i look that old then he say he didn't say that! don't know what he is talking la. then i told him that he just say only then he say he can't understand what i'm talking. ok i'm going crazy liao, so i told him nevermin then he say he don't understand what i'm talking agian! i pc until i don't want reply him and he start his hello thing agian!! then i say nevermind and he ask i got boyfriend or not then i told him i got then he ask what name.=,= for fuck he wanna know my boyfriend name sia. end up i also didn't told him. until i scare le jiu logout of fb.
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Monday, March 15, 2010♥
4 more days..
not in the mood to post.
sometime i really hope you understand.
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Sunday, March 14, 2010♥
5 more day..
ok, i haven post any photo for the sentosa outing cause they didn't tag me!!
it's ok, i shall wait :)
today wake up at 8.10 cause need to go church!!
hais, so tired de lor.
fall asleep in church. :)
today pastor Ricardo Santiago come to our church but i didn't really hear anything.
so sorry!
only me and jie jie attend nia, cause kimmy and pei got camp.
after church went home and sleep all the way until 5 plus wake up.
now i'm alone at home nothing to do,
mummy and jie jie go church,
daddy working,
kimmy and pei go camp as what i say earlier.
currently roting at home~~
left 5 more day and baby is booking out already. :)
i'm still sick but my voice is back,
but sometime speak louder abit jiu zhao sia liao funny la.
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Saturday, March 13, 2010♥
i'll post the photo if i got time, *lazy*
today me joanna yiling beelay kexin shirleen and beewen went to sentosa for girls outing.
thought it was going to rain before we reach but heng didn't. :)
the weather was so hot la!!
straight away reach jiu go down the sea le. *song~ :)*
swim, play and chat in the sea then ling suddenly say want go over to another side.
and the worst part of the day come..
so we form one line,
shirleen, yiling, beewen, kexin, beelay, joanna and me (facing the shore)
and we start walking to another side.
starting some of them don't want de,
cause yiiling beelay and joanna totally don't know how to swim!!
ok but we still go,
guess what?
joanna and ahbee drown!!
yiling almost drown too!!
starting i thought joanna bluff me she going to drown de so i don't care.
until i saw her almost crying and very xin ku then i faster pull her up,
after that i push ahbee to kexin they all and went back to save joanna.
when i saving her she still straggler la, WTF!
don't know she scare fuck la, at first still say want be beside me.
after pull her to where she can stand le jiu saw beewen shouting 'save beelay, save beelay!'
then i faster go back and save bee.
i really have no strength le lor,
i almost cry out when saving ahbee.
i'm scare, super super scare de, scare i can't save dao bee.
after saving joanna straight away must save her plus i almost fainted la.
but it's ok, i still manage to pull ahbee up,
they help to pull us up too.
poor joanna kena push down by bee.
shirleen also very power la, from the other end come and save bee.
and all must thanks to ling leg also,
if she didn't put her leg into de sand i think they all will die together le.
cause beelay pull shirleen down and kexin was holding shirleen hand also kena drag,
don't know kexin hold ling or ling hold kexin also kena drag down.
i have really learn a lesson!
won't go too deep next time,
won't go if there is no guy going,
and cherise your friend when they are still around.
after that we all dare not go deeper or what de,
ahbee and beewen rest and the rest of us went to play volley ball.
play awhile jiu go bath le due to raining. =,=
bath together!!
so much fun inside. :)
bath hao jiu went back to serangoon to eat, slack then home sweet home. :)
actually ziling and joey coming de lor,
but end up joey can't go then ziling never come.
i will never forget what has happen today,
i will really cherise my friend from today onward,
especially ahbee. :)
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Friday, March 12, 2010♥
left 1 more week to go..
sick for few day le, baby not around many thing happen. haix. yesterday sleep until very late then wake up. actually is going movie with ahbee and ling de but too tired le. *sorry* baobeii is back le so later meeting her with ahbee and ling for movie. hahax :D won't be late this time cause i wake up at 8 plus plus!! cool har?? hahax :DD but one bad thing is i not very boring sia, nothing for me to do. mummy say she going to buy 3 more laptop for us. good good good!! ;)
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Thursday, March 11, 2010♥
8 more days..
yeah~~ so happy!! :) but i have to take mrt alone. ;'( baby having nafa tomorrow, hope that he will pass!! anyway today don't know going where lor, waiting for ling and bee to wake up. sat going sentosa le and it's girls outing, it's like finally la!! woohoo~~ hope everyone can make it. miss girls outing alot sia. ;)
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Wednesday, March 10, 2010♥
9 more days!
yesterday went to serangoon, actually wanted to go find qian they all de but i know baby don't like althought he say ok so i text zhirong and tell them lor. meet ziling, yiling, ahbee and jinyu then night time liangsoon come slack awhile jiu go le cause he need to book in, after that zhizhi came down. slack! currently i'm sick! no voice, got, abit only lor. later meeting yiling hope i will remember to go amk if not~ i'm so gonna get a good scolding le.
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Tuesday, March 09, 2010♥
i will pei you wear whatever you want me to wear,
i will let you come up my house when you porn school even i'm tired,
i will pei you go see doctor if you porn school and scare kena scold,
i will not sleep just t pei yu go eat breakfast if you want,
i will pei you go hq every tueday and thursday without fail,
i will pei you wed cam even my hair is messy,
i will let you touch my lips if you want,
i will go your house ton if i'm free,
i will not scare you, scold you or even let you be alone anymore.
i really don't know what am i going to do without you, awhile is chee hao now you. haix. :'( i know you will be scare inside, plus you can't even contact me. i should have pei you go hq today, you called and i didn't heard dao, i'm sorry!! i was sleeping, so sorry!! :'( now who can i turn to when i was down? when i need someone to talk to? i said i will go your house and say everything out, i prepare le chicken soup le and mon i'm going up your house. but everything is too late le. early in the morning and these is bad news le. without you i felt so empty, no more 'who will i run to' de song. you said you miss me and wanted to meet, i should have meet you and not reject. i regret le, i thought everything is going to be fine but it's not what i think de. me and your mother always say when you go in we will be happy, put fireworks all that, we are just scaring you. your mother confirm very sad de, i don' know what to do also. haix. speechless! shall stop here, you just be guai guai ok? i'll be waiting for you.
5th day,
really can't tong anymore le!! i really miss baby alot. miss your everything, so many thing happen at a time and i need you by my side but you just can't. :'( miss you anyhow take my phone.
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Monday, March 08, 2010♥
later going down serangoon celebrate laising birthday, don't mistaken her birthday fall on this month 10, hahax :D same as alot people. actually plan to do something els de but jinyu say bring her go eat. haix sian lor, everytime is go eat de. so some of us didn't go, then jinyu alvin and bee wen pei her go eat. night then come back serangoon. didn't plan alot. cause is a very last min la!! hope she don't mind and happy :)
4th day le.
i have been sleeping outside alone all this while lor. maybe is use to it or what ba? but baby not around to disturb me lehx. haix. this is all those stupid picture that he take when i was still sleeping!! bad hor? take my unglam photo. miss baby so much! hais. still must wait very long lor. his handphone left 2 batt nia, don't know can tong until next week or not la.
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Sunday, March 07, 2010♥
yesterday night saw something that i really hope i didn't saw.maybe you can pretend you don't know or you really don't know about it.
it's ok, i'm not gonna get angry or what.
i just hope when i ask you give me an ans from your heart.
3rd day le..
today went to church, actually later going bishan de but end up lazy then change to tomorrow then go le. hehex :D later going down serangoon meet bee they all. sian sia, today in church baby not with me no people hand for me to draw lor. :'( baby faster come out le me draw again. tattoo!! i miss drawing baby hand and leg, this time when you come out i your face le!! hahahax :DD hmm.. nothing much to post also, this morning all most quarrel with baby. got one night me and baby delete our contact, he delete girls de i delete guy de. he got 293 contact and guess what less then 10 is guys then the rest is all girls la! WTF! ok so i delete 22 guy and he delete all girls, hahax :D see how hong he is more hong then me still dare to say me la. so yesterday night got someone text me but don't have name de and so i reply and ask who is the person then the person call but i already fall asleep le. then this morning i text the person again, also text baby and tell him, but bi ask me don't reply cause he scare is guy lai de. then lalalal... wanna know ask me :) end up text me de person is ah heng =,= it's his tem. numbers.
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