Friday, January 18, 2013♥
look at their stupid face so funny lo !
HUNGRY !
there are all taken on mummy's birthday. (overdue photo)
HAPPY 18th MONTHS TO ME AND LOVE ! :)
18 month and which is 1 year and 6 month but love insist say 18 month is not 1 year 6 month -,- every 18 is the love and today is the 18 of our 18 months I can never imagine I'll love a person so much until I met him . he doesn't have the look also didn't have the money *by the way i'm not those type of person that will go for looks. I may like shuai ge or look at them but for serious I don't like.* but still I love him so much and I could never imagine what will happen without him. I know I say it a lot of time already but this is so true ~ I'm still me, sometimes I will still have those attitude that I couldn't control and just don't wanna care and really wish to break up with him but I couldn't really couldn't let go of him. of cause there were time where we quarrel and leads to break up, I was so lost crying alone in the middle of the night at the center of the big field opposite his house. but end up he still came to find me. :) sometimes I'll still wonder if we break up where will I be now, what I will be doing etc. but still I don't dare to think too much because I know I wouldn't break up with him anymore and hopefully he won't because he is one guy that won't be soft heart.
I know at times I'm so troublesome and not understanding thanks for bearing it all. we went through so much so much in the beginning and still we overcome it, I also believe that's not the end the real beginning has yet to be started and sure we will overcome it all as time past. and for me, praise me for not complaining at your bs anymore. hahaha. love you always my big tummy guy !
this photo was taken two years back.
ps. wanted to post some thing that with you guys but don't wanna post those smiling photo.
last few days mummy told me that my my aunty called and said that my uncle is passing away soon time is running out. I was stone for a min and didn't know what to reply her. so I kept quiet all the way and listen to what she has to say until she say 'if he really pass away you'll don't need go down' and I ask why, the only thing was said is until then we will see how and so I didn't ask more. we all wishing that what my aunty say wasn't true but we all know. when it's time, it's time to go. after that day mummy told me, later at night I started to have fever, sore throat, running nose, back ache, headache and etc. whatever shit came to me just within few hours. till now it's not gone yet. just for a few days I can't take it already but my uncle hang in there for so long ~ 6 - 7 years and I think it's enough of suffering, i will be strong just like him.
DRAW ME CLOSE TO YOU & NEVER LET ME GO.
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