Wednesday, October 17, 2012♥
the day before yesterday, again i dream of him. (A) the reason i'm saying it here because i had so much to say to him but yet i don't know how and not really to let anyone ask. so if you guys don't know what am i talking please do not ask because i really don't wanna talk about it. it's not something that i cannot put down and yet something that i MUST remember for my life in order not to make the same mistake again in my life. how terrible it is when something you completely forget and few years after, then out of a sudden you were told the stupid mistake you make cause a life? understand how i feel? stupid foolish me, they all say ain't my fault even i had dream about you saying it's ok, but i know it's my fault. you guys just don't want me to keep blaming myself. but in order to feel better i really wish you guys will blame me.
if there's a chance, would want to tell you how sorry i was and i'm willing to change my life for yours.
i know it's a bit unfair to my current boyfriend but stand in my shoe and feel how i really feel. if it's you guy what will you do? i'm so miserable deep down and can you feel it, can you guys understand it? but i'm still very thankful that i had sucha wonderful boyfriend that understand. :)
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here's a photo that will push away all the curiousness of those people that don't know what's i'm talking. and remind some of you guys the days back then. by the way i was scrolling down my photo and i saw this and wanted to share with some of you. i know this photo it's a bit unglam but that's because this photo was taken back in 2009 and i think its' sep if i'm not wrong when i first pierce 2nd hold? in my tongue. haha. straight after finish piercing i take photo so you guys can see my tongue it's a bit pale. haha. and i'm so proud to say i pierce it myself. ok, there is nothing to be proud and hao lian of doing sucha a stupid thing in the past and i've already taken all my piercing out le. just wanna share with you guys i also had a very childish days back then and wanted to say don't go pierce all over your face you qi shi girl ah. i super regret my lips one DAMN UGLY !! until now you'll can still see the mark there. is super ugly one.
unless your style is those emo or pumky one and for your life won't take out then go ahead lo. if not really don't. don't copy those xiao lian, make you look like kids won't grow up only. haha. no offend to anyone, i was one back then too. :)
and who haven't get your ticket for the unleash yourself 3 yet?!
grab it now fast before the ticket are finish. call my boyfriend for ordering the ticket no. 91552561 (Gabriel)
or if you want you can call or text me also. i will help you inform him.
but only goes to those who have my number. :)