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Thursday, July 05, 2012♥



currently having a bad mood swing.

what have I done wrong ?!
punishment ?!
why do I feel like everyone is blaming me ?!

you guys just makes me feel that I'm useless, you'll think all this is what I want ? if is then go on blaming me. I'm losing control over myself. who to blame ? No one !
I know, no one to but myself. I'm the one that cause all this, this mess I make myself I clear myself. I don't need you help anymore. what I do you also won't be happy.
I tired, I tried once ok ?!
at least I tried, so what i fail ?
I said I'll return the money back, what are you afraid of ? come on la, we are a family. you think I will run ?

I wish there is some one that really understand me without me saying anything.
yes, the past has always been inside me and I can't forget about it.
I blame you because I the one that did wrong.
instead of feeling happy knowing I'm still on earth every time I open my eyes every morning, I feel why the fuck am I still here ?!
what I do you guys think it's wrong, you guys think it's right but I don't feel right and then what's the point ?

don't know why when there is people I still feel like alone, am I really so lost ? maybe I should listen to my mummy and really go back to my old church to see the pastor, as he always wanted to see my don't know for what reason.
maybe after seeing him I will feel better ?
I really cannot put down all the past, you don't know but deep down I still hate you a lot.
I just couldn't overcome it.
I thought everything past so long already, I've already forgiven you or even forget about it but I realize that's because I'm not at home, I spend most of my time outside. even I'm at home there is no reason why i should talk to you at all. 

DRAW ME CLOSE TO YOU & NEVER LET ME GO.

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