Wednesday, July 25, 2012♥
hello I'm back ! :)
yesterday night went to boyfriend friend new house, I know them but don't know how to spell so never say out.
went to ntuc with them to buy thing then went back to their house.
mahjiong with them, not bad my luck wasn't that bad, earn 1.20 haha. we play small small cause precious and this friend don't really know how to play.
play until about 2 plus then order mac and eat, precious help them carry thing throw then went back home at 3 and reach home at about 3.3o.
reach home boyfriend still bu ser de sleep lo, play my phone game until about 4.
make me this morning so sleepy when coming home. bang here bang there.
tonight going out with jasmine joey and ting ting, later meeting ting ting go out eat first so i now still have to slack.
boyfriend busy, later miss him very much, lucky tonight he come fetch me :) love him so much.
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Sunday, July 22, 2012♥
hello people, will be having a short post cause very hard to post.
thanks for those people concern about my health
like i said not to worry, i will update when i know what happen to me.
going helipad with jasmine and qian on wed.
haha. weird sibo? i know alot will ask my boyfriend let me go meh all that right?
all along my boyfriend let me go de just that its me that dont want go.
because i know he will unhappy but this time is because i got some reason.
not because of my boyfriend or me. sooner or later you guess will know it.
happy guessing :)
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Thursday, July 12, 2012♥
bitch wanna bark come right in front of my face and bark until you song , don't bark behind and be a keyboard warrior ! I call this kind of people sore loser ~ :)
not happy come, not keep kp behind my back, unless you love talking to me ass :)
save my energy to type my loves one instead of wasting it on you, by the way you should thanks me instead.
get thing clear before you anyhow say.
and you You YOU ! you know who you are don't need me to say ba. because of everything i hate you even more. get out of my life will ya ?!
ok back to my happy mood ~ :D
today don't know why my mood was quite happy although nothing happy happen and what's more morning i just quarrel with my mummy. isn't it funny? so not to spoil my good mood, i download lots of song and singing all the way.
say until singing it just remind me of yesterday me and jasmine talking about why singaporean so want to find model instead of singer or dancer ?!
hey, find me model i sure no no. singing or dancer I don't even have to think lo. haha.
want so many model for what?! singapore what also don't have model the most ah. where you also can find model, out of 10 girls I'm sure 8 of them are model ~
please lo jasmine say de right ask me be model i really feel like slapping them la, are you blind ? I am so shorts please ! want make me malu ah?
yesterday so many weird number called me make until I don't dare to pick up unknown number already.
1 is the don't want face de model company call me so many times la, english don't understand? and guess what , before yesterday they call me the last time they ask me go down is like months already la.
make me hate model company so much, the next one ask me sure gonna get a good scolding from me.
and And WHO THE HELL refer me to a facial shop in raffles ?!
I guess everyone know why I am so angry ba, ok I'm not really angry just abit.
some more don't want to put name to let me know, you think what playing guessing game uh?
by the way some may thought this is prank by people or anything is fake but I can say it's not cause the person did say my name all that to confirm I'm the right person and she did say the shop name all that and that's why i know it's located at raffles and she also say the product and the discount. and also say I can bring one more person to go down with me and will get the discount also.
ok this is really not funny, refer me to facial shop for what ?!
by the way the discount was really good they give me a 90% haha and say only a few was chosen.
but anyway I didn't go down cause I don't do facial ~
anyway did you all realise I cut my fringe ? look so ugly right?
update you all about my health.
my health is not really very good this few week, so I just hope I could do what I want before I really can't.
I know I say until I'm like dying le but I'm not but just maybe I can't be as hyper like last time.
don' you guys realise I don't jump alot now and didn't dance plus keep saying I wish I can dance ma?
my back hurts I know alot of you may know but I don't know is I think too much or what I feel that it's getting worst already.
because it hurts more often, I really hope it's not getting worst ~
I know, I know see doctor right? see doctor need alot money leh, I see de also not those normal doctor is specialist leh, cause alot more. some more see already still have to keep go check up.
and I don't know it's my heart or my chest because it's at the left side hopefully it's not my heart this I will go for check up together with my stomach so no worries from anyone ok? :)
gastric pain from left to right so this is sure must go see doctor.
for those who don't know if you having gastric pain and the pain is coming from your right side you must go for a check up cause gastric pain should be on the left side and not right.
if it's on the right it may be your kidney got problem and that's why I'm going for check up for that.
for the time being I'm still really scare of what the doctor will say so I haven't go see but before I do I will tell me sister this again to confirm cause study nursing ~
type type also didn't realise I today type so much, told ya I got good mood :)
ok, ending my post here love you guys ~
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Blogged @ 3:33 PM
Thursday, July 05, 2012♥
currently having a bad mood swing.
what have I done wrong ?!
punishment ?!
why do I feel like everyone is blaming me ?!
you guys just makes me feel that I'm useless, you'll think all this is what I want ? if is then go on blaming me. I'm losing control over myself. who to blame ? No one !
I know, no one to but myself. I'm the one that cause all this, this mess I make myself I clear myself. I don't need you help anymore. what I do you also won't be happy.
I tired, I tried once ok ?!
at least I tried, so what i fail ?
I said I'll return the money back, what are you afraid of ? come on la, we are a family. you think I will run ?
I wish there is some one that really understand me without me saying anything.
yes, the past has always been inside me and I can't forget about it.
I blame you because I the one that did wrong.
instead of feeling happy knowing I'm still on earth every time I open my eyes every morning, I feel why the fuck am I still here ?!
what I do you guys think it's wrong, you guys think it's right but I don't feel right and then what's the point ?
don't know why when there is people I still feel like alone, am I really so lost ? maybe I should listen to my mummy and really go back to my old church to see the pastor, as he always wanted to see my don't know for what reason.
maybe after seeing him I will feel better ?
I really cannot put down all the past, you don't know but deep down I still hate you a lot.
I just couldn't overcome it.
I thought everything past so long already, I've already forgiven you or even forget about it but I realize that's because I'm not at home, I spend most of my time outside. even I'm at home there is no reason why i should talk to you at all.
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Tuesday, July 03, 2012♥
this was this frame that made by me and jiejie. fyi i gave the idea. :) nice ba.
family photo ~
everyone that attend, fyi there are still people that haven't reach because most of them need to leave already so we advance take everyone.
and this is the strawberry cake that me and boyfriend gave jiejie as her birthday present.
the strawberry so damn big can?! anyway jiejie like strawberry for those who don't know.
didn't buy any special present for her, cause mummy lo ! i actually wanna order a supper big 3 tier cake for jiejie de but mummy keep say expensive all that then last min let me buy then the person say too last ready, cause need to order before 1week. so i decided to buy the strawberry earring that i saw at tam1. then again mummy keep nag, say expensive and jiejie cannot wear. (jiejie couldn't wear any accessories) so i didn't buy.
anyway if you'll wanna look the at the photo can go to my fb. cause i now really very lazy to post photo le. haha. so sorry about that, unless it's my photo. hahaha ! people old, getting more and more lazy.
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