Monday, April 30, 2012♥
some catch up session with qian and jasmine. <3
Angie's wedding ! :)
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Blogged @ 10:25 AM
Monday, April 23, 2012♥
so long didn't updated my blog le. i'm so lazy to update whenever i'm at boyfriend house. anyway his parents and sister went to thai for 5 day 4 night and today is coming back. we had hard time finding our own food. haha. the day before yesterday morning we cook for our own breakfast, wash and clean the kitchen floor our self. lucky just for one day if for the whole 5 days sure die ah. so tired la.
anyway on the same day at night went to Angie's wedding dinner. can't believe she is the first one to get married when she is always the one saying she don't want so fast get married, everything must be what she want then she will get married. haha. meet joey and zhizhi at zhizhi house downstairs then went there straight to meet yen cause she is the first to reach and don't dare to go in. haha. although we just had a short time meeting but it's a wonderful night. :)
oh ya, went to meet Jie Rong (Desmond&Eric friend) last thurday at cpf building. des told me intro me to his friend but never say he working at requite express lo ! iya never mind anyway i've already go interview le. JR say will tell me when he got retail job as he always has it. and latest by next week which is this week but yesterday evening i text me he no reply until now lo. don't know is busy or what, i don't dare keep text him also. so hope he will faster get back to me. cause i really wanna faster work !!
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Monday, April 16, 2012♥
my sister laptop don't know what happen cannot on. is it spoil? die liao lo, if spoil jiu jialat already. i knew it will spoil lo, that's why i keep reminding myself to buy thumb drive. now see la, cannot on i don't know what will happen next. don't know later can on it or not, then if cannot on it my thing inside how? How? HOW?! all my picture, my song and alot alot more. last time photo already lost one before already then now again?! hais. :< currently mood is super sad, i pray and pray and pray that the laptop will be ok.
a few more days to Angie wedding already. and i still don't know what to wear for her wedding. and before her wedding it's daddy birthday. jiejie say wanna buy kinet for daddy. but until now haven't buy cause she don't know where to buy all that. some more need to buy xbox before can buy that. haha, buy already sure mummy will keep nag. she already don't like daddy keep play game already. jiejie buy ipod for father day and mummy buy desktop for daddy birthday now jie jie wanna buy kinet for daddy birthday. iyo, daddy now can go dao where play dao where, living room got his play-station dinning room got this desktop, in his room he will play ipod. daddy is so lucky. :)
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some people just like to be a keyboard warrior you know? want to say say in front of us don't act like a coward talk behind us. still private it, i tell you what no use one uh. how many of your fb people is you don't know de? don't tell me you know them all and even if you know them can't we know them too?! what a joke sia. of cause we will come straight to your face and not to hers :) you don't need to worry about that.
you'll just act like a small kids, drink enough milk and then talk again. never use brain and think before you'll talk. talk big and then no act. really makes me wanna, hahahahaha ~
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Blogged @ 3:36 PM
Friday, April 13, 2012♥
Happy Belated Birthday !
yesterday was gong gong birthday and it's like the only time I remember his birthday after know him so long. and yet I didn't get to say it to him, I felt so bad, I'm a jerk. when he look for me the last time saying he got problem I didn't help yet i thought he bomb to me cause it's like too kua zhang lo. not gonna state it out what he do. and now I don't know where did he go. iyo, I post until like he is dead already, some more his picture is like fuck lo. anyway this was the photo I use to put at his contact on my Nokia phone, so it's like so long already. not important, so he is not dead I guess, some how I just think he really got caught. and once again, happy belated birthday ah gong.
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I'm going to do some adjustment in my blog. so if you still want me to continue link you in blog please fb pm me or mention me in twitter. thanks :) cause I actually have taken alot of people out already.
actually I still have the thinking of going surgery for my left eye, make it to double eyelid. 'cause one eye double one eye single so weird lo. never go out with make up is like 7 month ghost walking around. :( actually still thinking after I 20 plus then go do but don't know why now a days keep on tv saw all this kind of show saying surgery. one make you have to maintain until you are old if now the out come will be very worst then before it is done. specially boots and face skin, but heng ahh ~ never thought of doing those. haha. for the boots is like going up aeroplane and then inside your boots the thingy burst?! gosh, bet some of you'll got see the video before. and and and the skin, I heard the specialist say every don't how many years must go inject and must keep doing.
after hearing all these is like I only want to make double eyelid what, show me all that make until I think this think that. then end up don't dare to make already. but ok la, anyway is just a double eyelid, I just wanna make my life more easy abit. cause i'm really lazy to make up this few days. forget it, natural is the best :) precious love my natural looks right, haha :) cause I got make up or not he also don't know de.
anyway I got two weird dreams lo, I really don't like sleeping alone cause whenever I had nightmare I woke up there is no one beside me la ! ok, firstly got this weird dream that I'm about to give birth, my tummy is damn big already then after awhile I was feeding the baby. OMG! then the second one is my precious boy kena wack by edwin that big fat bully. haha, in the dream he is really very fat lo, the tummy like got baby. some more precious is kena wack at his house near by block.
I told precious about the dream and he say I think too much already but all that is like real la ! some more i cry wake up lo, so malu. heng no one around. I know in real life this won't be happening so I feel better after awhile but it's so scary lo. :(
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Blogged @ 2:41 PM
Thursday, April 12, 2012♥
I love this cute little guy of mine. :)
even with the little attention he gave me i know he still love me alot, just that he doesn't know how to show it. and i know sometime it's my fault giving him so much trouble and saying those things that he don't like. but he told me to say whatever i want and this is me? i talk straight no matter people like it or not.
you know I love you, I love you alot and I can't do anything without you. i'm sorry for everything that i make you upset or angry before. please don't leave me no matter what. :( after that day you ask me to go home makes me think and feel i no longer important to you anymore. although you say if you don't care you will went home straight or won't ask sam to call me already but did you know you did left me alone? i'm not blaming you, I just hope you remember you promise to hold my hand and wait for me. and that's the reason why I keep asking the same question over and over again. what I really want was not the answer, an answer is not really important to me. I want you to show me, show me that I still stand a place in your heart like I always do.
I love you, I love to see you smile and laugh. but seem like you are smiling and laughing more while you are playing game. I don't blame you, I'm not angry at you too. because I know you are doing something you like. not saying you don't like to smile to me or laugh with me. this is why i don't dare to stop you doing thing you like, because I'm afraid after I told you to stop I will stop seeing you smile and laugh so often.
I love you, I love you talking to me. even answering back, your answer was always so short. you will always say you are listening or you don't know what to reply. yes, I complaint alot. short answer I will say you only keep 'orh' never answer I will say 'at least say orh' and makes you difficult. because when you don't reply, I will at least want an 'orh' to makes me feel that you are listening and when I feel that you are listening and you just reply an 'orh' will make me feel that you just want me to keep quiet or you have nothing to talk about. you will say you did talk to me but do you know everyday at home alone I'm longing to hear your voice and everytime I had the chance to call you I hope you talk more. but you are just way to busy to talk to me, so that's why I expect you have more thing to talk at home but talking to your friend is more then you talk to me, maybe I was wrong but this is the way how I feel. you have the entire day after work to talk with me but you always seem to be very tired after work but when I saw you having the strength to get angry/laughing/talking on your game, it really upset me alot. I know sometimes you really have nothing to comment about or want to know more about it but you know, I love talking so I really wish you talk to me more. :(
I love you, I love you hugging and holding my hand. whenever I hug you is the time when I need you to hug me. I won't say you didn't hug me for the whole day but I just want it more. maybe that's the reason why I always say you don't care me, because I want your hug and kisses. but I still love every night before i went to sleep, I know you hug me because I ask you too but after sometimes I realize you will automatically hug me when you really are asleep and that's when I can't sleep without you hug me. i feel so protected. you really have big man idea, I don't know for what reason you don't really seem to remember holding my hands, I'm the one always need to hold yours instead you holding mine, I didn't say you don't hold me before but I really love it when you stretch out your hand and wanting to hold my hands.
I'm saying all this wasn't to pick up your mistake, you know I never ask you to change a single thing for me, because I love you for who you are. I may be angry, upset, or hurt with your bad attitude but you know I can never live without your bad attitude because that is one of the thing I love in you, without your attitude,, there won't be anyone able to control my worst attitude. and by saying all this is not blaming you for everything and like i did nothing wrong and didn't have any good side of you, so that is why I apologies in the first place for everything I did. after all I still love him no matter what, it's just that I like to complaint alot.
so people reading my blog don't mistaken that my precious was not a good boyfriend, he is, just that everyone makes mistake and I'm sure all of you'll can see these's are all small mistake that every person will make. so don't think you know him only by reading my blog post, you'll will never know how caring he is until you'll meet the real him.
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Blogged @ 2:25 PM
Friday, April 06, 2012♥
I brought to you Canto Sparks vs Rush Dance Club. :)
'UNLEASH YOURSELF TECHNO PARTY'
have you all heard of Canto Sparks vs Rush Dance Club? i bet some of you'll may not right, so feel free to take a look at the link below.
Canto Sparks and Rush Dance Club is throwing an event at club Shake @ Singapore Flyer this month 30th, from 9pm till 5pm.
i know what you guys are worrying, don't worry it fall on public holiday eve. :)
for more infor please go to this website --> https://www.facebook.com/events/204504619662828/
and for ticket booking please contact 9856 7721.
and ticket will be going at $28 and only 300 ticket, pre-sales will be available so WHAT YOU'LL WAITING FOR?! you guys also can contact me straight for booking ticket and table if you all want. so see you guys there ;)
fyi; this party is not an under age party so make sure you are 18 and above 'cause entry will be reject and NO refund will be given. thankQ ! :D
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Blogged @ 11:12 AM
