Thursday, March 08, 2012♥

i'm back again, the reason why i'm blogging two time at a day and it's within a few hours it's because i'm super boring and feeling super fuck up now ! so what i have a bad temper, uh? don't mess with me if don't want any quarrels or argue. i can't walk properly i can't sit properly then what am i suppose to do now?! rest rest and rest?! come on la, this is boring ok?! i don't wanna rest my whole day and spending time on the bed like a dead person. I DON'T LIKE IT ! i feel so uneasy now, wanna throw thing, beat up some one and etc. so so don't like the feeling i'm having now. having a real bad mood now, i'm so boring so boring, wanna go out can't go. i don't need any rest like what the doctor said, i'm still young i have strong bones. i don't need any rest i also will be ok so don't ask me to rest any more ! i shall go back to work later on or tomorrow, work until my bone crack is still better then lying now here like a dead person ! there is no difference working in the office or a teacher, cause either of it i still have to sit. and what's more office i need to sit all the way, that is way more worst then standing. since i can't do anything then i'll just work like a dog, so it won't make me feel boring at all. ARGH ! i'm so fucking ANGRY ! don't know where or what should i throw my temper at !
this is terrible, terrible bad mood. feel like crying so much. i feel like there's no one i can talk to, no one that really understand me. even there is one out there, this is not something i can just tell you to make you understand, it's a feeling. everything is in a mess now. i feel so lost and alone.. :(
DRAW ME CLOSE TO YOU & NEVER LET ME GO.
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