Friday, January 13, 2012♥
i should have look at yesterday horoscopes, last night i feel so terrible. like everything was just according to it, at first i told precious about it then he say won't happen and so i believe him but till evening it really happen and just all the way till 11 plus then everything was back to normal.
how come i feel that my life suck much?! staying at home it's a big change for me already, i even stop shopping. daddy just now say saying that makes my day even worst. although i know it's a joke but seriously i feel so fuck up after that. whole body feel so uneasy, don't know what should i do, where should i throw those anger at? everyday i'm doing the best i can, but somehow i feel that it just makes me more and more lazy.
daddy kimmy and yu pei went out, before they went out they ask me to join them. HELLO ~ you guys are going liberality lehx !! i don't go those place, must be quiet, talk also must talk soft soft. UNLESS if i feel like going then ~ i'll go. and guess what?! they ask me to cook maggie mee to eat lehx ! i've been eating that for like months already ok?! breakfast, lunch, dinner and even supper la. i'm being over abit, i don't really eat that everyday and every time but i really eat alot maggie me le now even i like de mee gorang i also don't like eat le. just imagine that. -,- some time i can eat up two times per day. i'm not those who like eating maggie mee, i start eating it because i started to like one of it. although i like eating noodles but that a difference thing. ask me eat that i rather starved to death. i'm so emotional and mentally hurt, i just need something to fa xie all out. :'(
seriously i feel so unhappy right now, sometimes i don't even know what wrongs with me, what am i unhappy with. am i suffering from depression?
DRAW ME CLOSE TO YOU & NEVER LET ME GO.
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