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Thursday, October 20, 2011♥


i'm sorry.
i know sorry meant nothing at all after i do so much.
but just accept my sorry cause i'm really sorry for what i've done.
i don't even have the face to face you or face thing.
not even dare to look at my phone.

what should i do?!
i can't even control myself even after i was forgiven so many time.
i'm always asking for trust but i'm the one always not giving other people trust.
look how foolish i am!
i'm a friend that anybody can trust and always the one people love.
but when come to relationship the 'he' will always have a thousands thing he don't like about me.
teaching others or even helping others to solve their relationship stuff.
but when it comes to mine, i'm totally lost.
i promise myself to change after he is dead and it seem that nothing have really change in me.
looks like it's really hard to get people love me for who i am.
am i that bad?!
hais. i can't even keep my own promise why should i even say i will keep others promise?

and what's now?
i've deleted away already, i know by deleting it away won't help at all.
i know chances are given lots of time.
i don't need or want any chance anymore.
from the start you know, you know you will get hurt, you know i don't wanna hurt you.
 and good, i've hurt you and myself.
i never even shard a tears from the moment you left my side.
what did i do?
deep down i felt so hurt, wanted to cry but just..
 #iloveyou

DRAW ME CLOSE TO YOU & NEVER LET ME GO.

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