Thursday, March 31, 2011♥
dangsin i naleul gidalige haji mos
naleul ulge mandeul haji maseyo.
nan jib-eseo geogjeong iya
geuligo dangsin eun haengboghage il-eul moleugess bakk-e eobs-seubnida.
eonjenga naega jeongmal neomu singyeong an beolyeoss-eumyeon johgess-eo
geulaeseo naega geuleohge manh-i apeuji anh-eulgeoya.
iljjig jib-e gago issjiman jigeum-iya museun il-inji malhae yagsog ?
ojeon 4si nan gwaenchanh-a baboga anieyo jebal ? !
nan dangsin i na-ege byeonmyeong ui modeun jonglyu leul jul geos-ida mul-eo bondamyeon nado al-a .
yuhuan dangsin-eun geuleon i silpaehal su issseubnida. : (
naleul ulge mandeul haji maseyo.
nan jib-eseo geogjeong iya
geuligo dangsin eun haengboghage il-eul moleugess bakk-e eobs-seubnida.
eonjenga naega jeongmal neomu singyeong an beolyeoss-eumyeon johgess-eo
geulaeseo naega geuleohge manh-i apeuji anh-eulgeoya.
iljjig jib-e gago issjiman jigeum-iya museun il-inji malhae yagsog ?
ojeon 4si nan gwaenchanh-a baboga anieyo jebal ? !
nan dangsin i na-ege byeonmyeong ui modeun jonglyu leul jul geos-ida mul-eo bondamyeon nado al-a .
yuhuan dangsin-eun geuleon i silpaehal su issseubnida. : (
sorry to post it in korean but i just feel like posting but don't wanna let some one know.
i just wanna say it all out and then forget everything.
this is a post that saying something that i'm really not happy about.
going off to sleep now later on meeting joey, ahbee, yiling and kexin to buggis.
still not sure mao mao and tiffany got meet us or not.
goodnight everyone and i wanna thanks liang soon ! :)
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Blogged @ 4:01 AM
Wednesday, March 30, 2011♥
you promise not to go out at night.
you promise not to shout.
you said i can't understand you but first did you understand me?
you ask me to give you face but first did you give me face?
i keep quiet you say you talk to me i don't want answer.
i answer you, you say i give you attitude.
when you promise something and you can't keep it for sure i'm unhappy what.
and when i'm unhappy for sure i will keep quiet when i don't wanna quarrel with you.
you wanna know what happen i can tell you but don't ask me not to be unhappy.
cause you have already break your promise.
i didn't say you can't help.
all i want is you to keep your promise. :/
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Blogged @ 11:31 PM
this monday celebrated mao mao 19th birthday.
actually going watch movie with joey zhizhi and bf de but end up didn't go.
and so me and bf went down serangoon meet zhizhi and joey buy cake then go down revzone meet mao and her boyfriend.
we just help her normal celebrate only cause everyone need to go home early.
bf got lesson, zhizhi need book in joey cannot late go home and mao bf got work.
so we all went home lasted at about 11 plus going 12.
cause i reach home at 12 plus abit only.
actually today going meet angie pay school fees de but end up she say she sick then don't want go out.
so bo bian later ask baby come help me if not i don't know give the money to who liao.
anyway tomorrow meeting kexin they all like a finally lo.
haha. :)
ask me accompany her go buggis buy badge.
and this week i'm kind of busy so ask me out must tell me first. ;)
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Blogged @ 4:53 PM
Tuesday, March 29, 2011♥
currently with bf at my house doing nothing and we both feel like sleeping.
actually i going meet joey today and accompany her go meet her "friend" de but mao sleep until very late,
so joey go with her other friend.
tomorrow meeting angie to pay the school.
haha we both register until now still haven pay i thought over due le.
haha.
edited post;
today is me and bf de 5th month and we are staying at home rotting. :)
haha, heng is we both also don't celebrate this kind of thing de.
happy 5th month baby, love you to the max ! :)
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Blogged @ 5:24 PM
Monday, March 28, 2011♥
i don't know why in this world have such a person like you.
hey, this world don't need you this kind of person la.
shoo far far away from me please !
when quarrel ask me to fuck off from you.
ok fine then now you fuck off from me, thankQ very much~ :)
i'm not your dog or your toy ok?!
this is how you treat girls when you can't get them?
and when they are in the most miserable time you trying to act one "angel" wanting them to look for you?
oh please i'm not those kind of girl that like handsome guy and sweet talk one lo,
so too bad this won't works on me. :)
i'm a honest girl,
you are sweet, you are kind when you are jio-ing me.
you look cute and handsome and i'm sure lots of girl will like you.
but too bad your attitude suck like hell ! :)
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Friday, March 25, 2011♥
yesterday bf come my house say hao ting is accompany me say nan ting is sleep lo.
anyway it's ok la, i keep wake him up also no use.
cause he sure sleep back de and his excuse is~
'only i'm beside you then i can really sleep well'
ok, whatever lo, like that say i also bo bian liao le. so let him sleep.
end up i fall asleep too lo, then wake up at 11.17 like that then faster wake him up.
cause i scare no last bus if take cab i also don't want him to after midnight take.
sad thing is he come accompany me only sleep then awake jiu go home liao le.
i told him he accompany me de time is getting lesser and lesser already.
he say he need to work, need time for earning money so can married all that.
i'm always asking myself am i happy about that?
happy because he is true to me.
but i'm more to unhappy then happy. :(
this is not i what i want, i want you to have more time with me.
you say i don't understand but how much you understand what i'm thinking?
i don't wanna argue this thing with you so i stop saying and asking about it.
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Blogged @ 3:58 PM
Thursday, March 24, 2011♥
yesterday went down to serangoon meet bf yiling mao and alvin.
after that head to de kenzo again with yiling mao and bf, meet liang soon there.
shall cut short my post.
then i get abit tipsy vomit quite alot of time.
when i've got home i can't really sleep cause i keep wake up and vomit.
feeling damn suck la.
mummy thought i was sick lo. haha
the bad thing is i vomited on my floor so i have to clean it up although i so xin ku. :(
until now i still not feeling so good la.
i try drinking hot water but vomit, try eating thing but also vomit.
so jialat la !
first time like that lo.
i want my boyfriend now badly !! :(
anyway bf going to end his lesson already so that's mean i can get to see him in a few mins time :)
woohoo~ *happy happy*
but now i'm abit tired although i just bathe hao only.
never mind i shall go drink some hot milo as boyfriend just now order me to do de while waiting for him.
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Blogged @ 2:23 PM
Wednesday, March 23, 2011♥
yesterday went to buggis with joey, yiling liang soon and bf.
went there to anyhow help bf find one pair of shoe then went to kfc there meet yu da friend.
she bring me and joey up to their office while the rest wait for us at kfc.
so after went up heard her say abit of their thing and see see the office we went down to meet yu da at mac.
he talk with us awhile jiu go off le cause he got meeting or whatever.
done le went back to find bf they all then eat kfc. :)
after eating liang soon went home then we head back to serangoon meet mao, zhizhi and alvin.
slack awhile mao and joey went off, zhizhi send joey home then we go 147 toilet then wen to zhizhi house downtair wait for him.
then head to revzone then yiling went home.
meet tavis at there.
ok, tell you us what i don't really like that place at all.
i see nothing good about it and everytime i went there with a super weird kind of feeling.
like something sure go wrong de.
and yesterday it did lo !!
quarrel with bf at revzone outside.
i did not wanna quarrel de but end up we talk half way he say later then say then end up wait till i go home lo.
when i reach home liao still is i ask him de la.
and what more i talk to him he don't know reply me what. *sleep talking*
untill i really dulan le then he wake up hao hao talk with me.
i ask him to go sleep when we wake up then talk but he say don't want, don't want still at there talk rubbish.
back to where i stop just now.
after revzone went down to jalan bersa there meet jimmy for their work thing.
so eat at there, when they go order food zhizhi keep bully me lo !
keep ask me look behind then hit my head what more rub until my eyebrow the colour fade lo.
then when at 147 tavis laugh at my say i draw half only. :(
(must purposely say it here to let joey see)
end up go to de kenzo.
what the hell la, we just eat hao ask us drink. =,=
what more the maneger very tiko lo, keep touch touch touch.
don't wanna elaborate so much about what actually happen there but after that went back to serangoon find alvin.
then accompany him to 147 eat.
done eating then home sweet home, like a finally :)
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Blogged @ 3:36 PM
Saturday, March 19, 2011♥
yesterday boyfriend took a very long time then reach my house, about 2 hour plus?
by the time he reach the guy outside already gone le.
but guess what the guy is my next door neighbor son-in-law lo =,=!!
anyway the uncle also got abit tiko that kind de.
when i send boyfriend to the lift there he keep looking lohx, don't even know he look for what.
so boyfriend ask me to be careful of him but think he also won't do what de la.
boyfriend pei me awhile then go find jimmy.
but awhile later he came back and say not sure got meet or not.
end up he also went to meet jimmy . =,=
i didn't really wanna give attitude de.
i know what you all are doing, i know you need to rush the thing.
i know i know i know !!
i know only there is you and him, i know i need to understand.
everything i know.
but do you know i just want you to have more time to accompany me?
give me your attention when i need it,
if not don't blame me for talking to other people that give me their attention.
:(
come back tell me not sure got meet or not when you know got meet le jiu go.
that really shows me alot. :/
how much do you understand me?
how much do you really love me?
how much do you really care for me?
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mummy finally said i should go back to y check up.
cause i have been keep saying that my back hurts quite alot.
so she say better go back.
but maybe only go back for one time jiu not going back le.
cause mine need to go specialist and it's not cheap lo.
plus we only wanna know need to go for operation or not if need then will go for longer check up.
hopefully is don't need la cause i'm scare.
i still remember how jiejie go through those pain and suffer.
at that time i already almost cry out le lohx, if it's me i don't know i will do what sia.
everyone pary and wish real hard that nothing will happen to me please ~ :)
and one more thing.
yesterday jiejie friend yu da and also shi min brother a once very good friend of mine.
talk to me at fb message and i got a shock la.
he ask me wanna work or not all that so we talk for quite awhile.
i wanted to go and take a look but got abit scare plus scare is those kind of work that baby say de.
so still thinking want or not.
just now he ask me again can go see see only.
should i go or not?
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Blogged @ 6:44 PM
Friday, March 18, 2011♥
yesterday ton at serangoon with baby, beelay, yiling, liangsoon, alvin and mao.
actually only meet then don't know why end up ton lohx.
got abit regret tonning la !
untill now i still haven sleep lohx my panda eyes coming out soon liao lohx for sure de. :(
i now then starting to feel tired lo.
siao liao la, i think i old liao lohx, now can't sleep much le.
ok anyway i just now going to bathe heard my house outside got one guy oi then i jump up sia.
got abit scare but act act didn't hear go faster go bathe then end up i come out liao he still there la.
ok i bathe not really long but also not short lo, about half an hour like that.
i damn scare la. :(
everytime i alone at home jiu got thing kind of stupid thing de la.
i wanna watch tv wanna put my plate lo.
boyfriend say coming until now also haven go out, guess he will again very late then reach le.
just now call him wanted to tell him other thing but he cut my speech then say he know he very fast jiu come.
don't know act one know lohx, sua i also don't want tell him le.
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Blogged @ 7:32 PM
Wednesday, March 16, 2011♥
sometime i wonder why. :/
today i was sick, actually going out but end up didn't.
bf went to find liang soon and jimmy at serangoon without me.
leaving me alone and his ipad at my house.
when he going serangoon that time i pei him go down cause not feeling well wanna go for a walk.
but he don't let and ask me go home and so good after that jiu have fever le. =,=
guai guai went home and do nothing.
mummy saw bf ipad and his he not around jiu ask,
mummy : where is jinyu?
(i keep silent)
mummy : jinyu go home le ahrx?
me : no la, he go find liang soon, beelay's brother.
mummy : then why you at home? he never bring you go?
me : nope, he sian wo tai ma fan so don't want bring me go. *lie*
after that jiu daddy ask,
daddy : i thought you say you going out?
me : no la, i say maybe only, never say going out.
daddy : then your bf lehx?
me : he go out without me.
daddy : 0.0?!
until late evening i take panadol and take a rest on bed till i get to sleep.
just wake up at 12 plus and i realise that bf still not yet home.
text liang soon both number didn't reply till i call him.
and they just eating and at that time was 12.48am now the time is already 1.54
forget it, i won't be so stupid keep waiting like a fool.
i'm going to sleep when i'm tired if he still haven reach home.
i'm tired, real tired. no lying :<
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Blogged @ 2:02 AM
Tuesday, March 15, 2011♥
ok it's like a finally lohx.
i decide not to take exam but then end up i take it too. haha.
anyway this morning quarrel with bf then didn't sleep until 8 plus he coming my house le i fall asleep.
i felt so bad lohx, cause before that i told him i was hungry then he went to cook for me.
and yet still i fall asleep let him wait until 10 plus then i wake up lo.
so after i wake up faster call him, found out that he fall asleep too.
but end up he also wake up then now he is sleeping beside me. :)
anyway he spent the whole moring prepare thing for me to eat but end up i eat half way jiu throw away le.
not that it's not nice, hmm.. actually not really nice la but ok lohx like normal only.
but my bf is so sweet la !! :)
love him to the max !!
ok but still feel sorry for him cause i didn't finish the food he cook.
he went to bai mei and ecorn to find those food.
but too bad la, i morning don't eat rice de so didn't finish it.
ending my post here goanna join baby in lala land ~ :)
later on still don't know got go where.
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Monday, March 14, 2011♥
send me to wherever you like and i don't really give a damn.
no matter is with you or without you i still can live me life well. :(
you never know how much it hurts inside me.
you all always thought i am so happy around with my friend but have you all think before why am i like that?
why i don't always like to go home why am i the only one different from the rest of my sister?
all along from sec 1, from sec one i'm always alone.
yes i'm a independence girl that always can go home on my way since i was so young.
you all don't have to worry about me getting lost in the mall or don't know my way back home.
cause i'm always the independence girl in your eyes.
and so i grow up on my own didn't need anyone help.
so i don't need anyone to teach me anything, cause my thinking was i don't have to learn anymore.
always giving problem to you all, wasting your time coming to school meet my teacher.
all you want is face, you feel so ashame keep coming to my school.
till i get to sec. still you are keep going to school.
i decide to quit school just because you said:
if i don't want study can don't study don't waste your money and you keep going to school meet teacher.
i don't find any wrong at going school to meet teacher.
other people teacher meet parents cause they don't behave well in school but i'm different what.
my teacher do not meet my parents for me not behaving well in school and yet is other thing lo.
by keep saying send me to girl home is what you think that can change me then you are wrong.
i always thought if i really can i will do not wanna stay at home.
i rather to let other people scold, beat etc me then to let my own family.
cause i thought as a family we need to understand, listen and care for each other.
ok so fine, since i don't feel it's a home, i shall go find people that will care for me.
and that's something call friend.
i began to make more an more friend outside so i would have more time to be outside then at home.
i always thought i would be more happier outside then at home.
you realise it yourself too, i didn't talk back much, didn't tell you all my thing at all.
and you told me to tell you or daddy if there is thing i wanna say.
so do you think i would say?
please not even my friend or boyfriend know about it.
i know you both are unhappy and you are always crying for me.
you know how unhappy i am too?!
i don't wish to keep pretending anymore.
when auntie pray for me she did tell you what happen.
but do you keep it in your mind?
yuhuan is really unhappy. :(
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Blogged @ 8:51 PM
Friday, March 11, 2011♥
just a few days and there is so many quarrel and misunderstanding between us.
this just happen just like a click lohx.
problem are solve but i'm still afraid that his feeling will change, till then i got no one to blame but myself.
i'm the one causing all those trouble. :/
didn't wish will turn out this way but too bad it happen anyway.
i'm such a useless girl, a useless girlfriend.
only know how to cry and run away from problem.
hope everything turn back to normal and we will be as happy as how we use to be. :/
i want to be the happiest girl ever and i know i will be cause with you i'm gonna smile. :)
baby i love you, i won't say i wanna leave you anymore so promise don't leave me.
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Blogged @ 3:04 PM
Tuesday, March 08, 2011♥
help to clean the table.
yesterday went down to serangoon meet yiling and joey at 147 to eat.
then went to 123 study :)
after that baby came follow by zhizhi then lastly alvin.
but after alvin reach me baby, joey and zhizhi jiu go le.
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Blogged @ 11:45 AM
