Wednesday, December 08, 2010♥
i have alot of thing to post but i just can't remember what i wanna say le. :(
anyway i have a super bad dream and i wake up finding mmyself crying.
i'm scare, i admit sometime i said i don't scare or didn't say doen't mean i really don't care.
actually in my heart i care alot !!
sometime i talk unwant hear thing but i don't mean it.
just don't know why i just don't dare to say i care so please try understand?
anyway i dream about something relate to what yesterday night i talk with my bby.
we almost almost quarrel.
i was super fcuk up yesterday night and almost i just kup his call.
i didn't want to hear him explain anything it will only make me more sad.
-hiding the person from the truth is also some kind of lying-
it's not that i'm angry that's why i don't want any explaintion from you, i trust you but no more explaining can?
you said it thing happen for some reason then let it be the past.
i can't do anything to stop it le but at least you told me.
please no more suddenly suprise for me anymore ok?
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yesterday heard some unwanted commet.
i'm ok, i'm fine, i'm really fine with it and it's super fine~
i know i am who i am you are not me so don't anyhow commet other people, like who is the this kind of person?!
sooooo~
i am not you also so i don't have the right to stop you'll de bloody mouth for saying anything bitchy out. :)
althought it's been use to it but no matter what i'm still a girl.
please leave some thinking for me.
i know no point saying anything like trying to explaining to everyone.
people understand me will know i won't do anything like what the feak said.
(you're the one choosing who to trust)
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anyway chat with bby until morning about 5.45 and wake up at about 8.50.
only sleep for few hours lohx.
yesterday night having fever and headache.
don't know why suddenly like that also lohx, think is raining the weather not good ba.
this morning still having abit headache, giddy giddy de la.
anyway bby now coming over my house then must faster go bathe cause he very near my house only. *ubi*
ok ending my post here le.
tata~ :)
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