Thursday, December 23, 2010♥
sometime i'm really tired of telling you i'm not sad or what.
i really have nothing to say and nothing or even unhappy about anything that i don't wanna tell you.
i don't know how to let you have a safer mind set,
felt so useless,
sometime i do blame myself for not being a good girlfriend.
and even thought it's my fault and not yours.
i did not blame you for keep asking me what happen.
i may look abit sad or what to you but really i'm not, nothing bothering me and nothing unhappy.
if there's something i wanna say i sure will say and i did tell you everything.
even thing that i know you will unhappy with i still tell you so why worry that i will keep thing from you?
i just wanna let you know,
i will tell you every little thing and keep nothing from you.
never hope, wish or want the most important guy to be unhappy due to thought that i'm unhappy. :(
i love the way he smile and seriously hate the way when he is unhappy.
i want him to be the last in everything and no other guy.
mummy always ask did i pray to god and i always say no and from now onwards i'll always pray before i sleep.
i'll ask god to let me with my baby dai dai forever and wish we will never quarrel and nothing unhappy thing will come around us, thing will get better as we both move on and still be loving one an other when we grow old. and lastly don't make him leave me, because i love him alot.
i know i sound abit too much and selfish but bo bian, he is mine and will always be mine :)
i'll make it too over cause nobody will snatch it with me.
DRAW ME CLOSE TO YOU & NEVER LET ME GO.
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