Friday, December 31, 2010♥
webcam~
today is the last day of 2010
how i'm gonna spent it ?
hmm~ i totally have no plan lohx.
anyway happy new year~ !!! :)
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Blogged @ 2:02 PM
i trust you !
i believe everything you said. :)
sometime i'm just pretending that i don't know what you mean and joke you say you don't love me.
i know you love me alot and so am i :)
anyway today went to bedok point with baby daidai, yiling, joey, mao and ahbee. :)
meet boyfriend at my house then meet the rest on bus.
reach there walk walk and guess what?!
there's nothing for us to walk lohx !!
all most all the shop is sell food de la!
totally boring de lohx, somehow like nex like that but worst. =,=
atleast nex is big and still have some to walk.
bedok point so small walk not even 5 min can go out liao lohx.
so after exploring the mall we went to have kfc for dinner?
after that jiu all went home.
we had alot of fun today hope we'll all meet up soon :) (Y)
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Wednesday, December 29, 2010♥
as time past when we all grow we can see many people changing in our live.
and sometime we do not wish that thing will change but it's all about fate you know? :)
people changing to a better, people changing to worst.
of cause all people want everything to become better but everyone will of cause do something they want or love.
and not somthing they don't like.
so people may think they are doing the right and not the wrong.
live is full of colours so don't waste it, don't turn it to black and white you seen?
this few days have not been posting my blog due to lazy-ness.
i totally have nothing to post on my blog lohx and it seem quite dead already.
i will try post somthing up~
anyway christmas has just past, happy time past too.
went to my mummy friend house for bbq and before that we celebrate it at my hosue.
not really a celebration la, just some eating only lohx.
hmm.. time past so fast yah, it's been already two month with my boyfriend already.
so far so good haha. :)
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Monday, December 27, 2010♥
DISAPPONITED!!
i never thought you will go back to that stuff again, cause i trusted you.
but guess i was wrong AGAIN you will never learn and never really understand how we feel.
i say and scold you, said thing that make you feel hurt, sad, regret or sorry for what you have done.
just to let you change and i'm only doing it because i care.
but for fuck i'm doing those thing and thinking you will change.
change not for me it's ok, change it for your mummy, daddy or anyone also hao.
everything do it for something.
never say something that you won't do it,
cause you will really break someone heart !!
as for now, there's no point for me to scold or even say you anymore.
i've totally given up on you. :(
people nag because they still care, don't wait until they stop nagging.
cause then you will regret for it.
ask yourself is that what you really want, to leave you alone?!
good, i'm fucking leaving you alone.
now i can really promise you i won't scold you anymore!!
i should have never trusted you. :(
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Sunday, December 26, 2010♥
yesterday was christmas eve and yet i did not go out like what i post yesterday but~ daidai come and find me at night.
actually don't want him to come de cause he is sick but he keep on want so bo bian let him come.
anyway i miss him too !!
end up he ton at my house until the next day morning which is this morning then he go home cause i need to go church.
totally sian lohx, mummy lie to me say last week go then off two week no need go but end up also need.
so i slept less then an hour jiu need go prepare thing and go out le.
ok asusal i fall asleep in church. :)
and~ i'm not proud of it~ =,=!!
after church went home stright and use com while waiting for my babyboy to wake up.
daddy told me and yu pei he today never cook so ask us find food ourself.
so use lappy until i'm getting more and more hungry le then i go out find jie jie they all.
me : you'll eat le ma? (asking jie jie, yu pei, kimmy and jie jie friend xin ru)
they all answered : eat liao lohx~
kimmy : i eat maggie mee. :) *smiling at me*
me : walao everyone eat then never tell me i still haven eat lohx, gonna call mac deliver liao le.
yu pei : wa~ help me order also !!
( i didn't care her and walk back to my room and the phone rang)
yu pei : yuhuan the mac call you ahrx?
me : ya lohx so good right? :)
(after awhile baby called)
me : the mac call again. (telling the rest)
me : i very boring lohx.
jie jie : come play with us la? (they playing monopolly)
me : don't want, i grow up liao le. :)
jie jie : who say grow up jiu cannot play de?!
so meet my babyboy at sengkang then went to eat.
after that head down to amk hub to meet beelay then went to nex to find mao.
walk walk then home sweet home~
dai dai send me home as per normal then we chit chat at my house outside then went in sit down until about 11 plus then he go off.
almost everyday we having misunderstanding. :(
don't wish that thing will keep on going like that lohx.
really just hope you will think the right way. ;)
i really never zai yi about him or anyone only zai yi about your stuff.
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Blogged @ 1:31 AM
Friday, December 24, 2010♥
baby is down with fever and sore throat :(
and yet i did not know what to do and what more today is xmas eve lohx.
not spending it gonna rot at home this year xmas eve.
poor thing uh?
actually going out meet joey and zhizhi de but baby sound so jialat so decided to stay at home or later go find him ba.
currently have nothing to do.
i wanna go buy thing at kovan don't know i should go alone or what.
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Blogged @ 3:22 PM
Thursday, December 23, 2010♥
sometime i'm really tired of telling you i'm not sad or what.
i really have nothing to say and nothing or even unhappy about anything that i don't wanna tell you.
i don't know how to let you have a safer mind set,
felt so useless,
sometime i do blame myself for not being a good girlfriend.
and even thought it's my fault and not yours.
i did not blame you for keep asking me what happen.
i may look abit sad or what to you but really i'm not, nothing bothering me and nothing unhappy.
if there's something i wanna say i sure will say and i did tell you everything.
even thing that i know you will unhappy with i still tell you so why worry that i will keep thing from you?
i just wanna let you know,
i will tell you every little thing and keep nothing from you.
never hope, wish or want the most important guy to be unhappy due to thought that i'm unhappy. :(
i love the way he smile and seriously hate the way when he is unhappy.
i want him to be the last in everything and no other guy.
mummy always ask did i pray to god and i always say no and from now onwards i'll always pray before i sleep.
i'll ask god to let me with my baby dai dai forever and wish we will never quarrel and nothing unhappy thing will come around us, thing will get better as we both move on and still be loving one an other when we grow old. and lastly don't make him leave me, because i love him alot.
i know i sound abit too much and selfish but bo bian, he is mine and will always be mine :)
i'll make it too over cause nobody will snatch it with me.
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Blogged @ 11:19 PM
Tuesday, December 21, 2010♥
currently at daidai house, yesterday ton at his house until now haven go back.
weird hor? every time is he come my house ton but this time round different :)
cause he mummy and brother go oversea so i'm here to accompany him de.
anyway he is now bathing and i'm here doing nothing. :(
we plan to go watch movie but no people wanna go like that lohx.
some more now adays movie so weird de some only one cinema got then other don't have and the time so fast finish lohx.
hmm.. just now help baby daidai to play game and make him lose about 80 cents?
so sorry lohx, later don't dare to him him also but also cannot blame me lohx,
not i noob is his com lag lohx, so hard to play la.
the mouse also won't move at all some more i press le then don't have. :(
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Blogged @ 6:24 PM
Monday, December 20, 2010♥
i love the way how you hug my in your arm :)
i wanna stay like this forever !!
yesterday went to swimming with baby mao and yiling.
it's like so long i never stay in the swimming pool for so long le.
miss those days where i will go swimming from early in the morning till the swimming pool close.
after swimming went to find baby mummy then went to his house.
went home at 11 plus, baby send me home then went back home and chat with me on phone.
wanna go swimming again~ :)
yesterday when i was on the way to sengkang *alone* got one uncle very caring sia.
i was sitting in the center all the way behind and on my right and left was empty
and both end also got one uncle, right is chinese then left is a bangalar.
when the bangalar going down the bus he accidentally step until my slipper then he tell me sorry by raising his hand up.
then the chinese uncle on my right hand side thought he touch me so keep talking to me,
but i couldn't hear it cause i was listening to song so i take out my ear pierce and 'huh?'
then he ask me did the bangalar touch me or not.
later baby coming my house meeting me then see wanna go where need to get some new cloths :)
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Blogged @ 3:13 PM
Saturday, December 18, 2010♥
look at yiling she isso cute right?! :)
yesterday went to watch 'hello stranger' with baby yiling and joey.
recommended by jasmine :)
the show was nice, ending past was so sad and i cried until my fake eyelash drop =,=!!
it was a happy show but don't really know joey felt that way too or not.
anyway jut wanna say to joey,
i also wei le ni hao :)
cheer up ok?
i'm your full time good sister lehx, don't cry don't sad.
i'm your full time good sister lehx, don't cry don't sad.
i'll be there for you and it's always :)
after movie daidai came my house and ton :)
after movie daidai came my house and ton :)
today went to buggis with yiling beelay mao and baby daidai.
saw lina there !!
i was so happy to see her la~ :)
hmm.. nothing much to post i'm so lazy to think also.
and oh ya, my ez link card cannot use le must use aldut de liao le, sad lohx.
daddy say i go up le so cannot use children de. =,=
anyway tomorrow is 18 and that's mean magic show~ !!
going with dai dai hope he won't late !!
to let my baby daidai have a safer mind set~
i won't change,
my feeling for you will always be the same.
i won't change my mind,
cause i have a loving boyfriend like you.
i won't push you away,
because you will always be mine :)
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Blogged @ 12:55 AM
Wednesday, December 15, 2010♥
yesterday meet yiling joey and mao at 147 coffee shop then pei mao go nex shopping mall to interview.
after she inter view we went walking around the mall then eat.
after eating went back to serangoon slack.
every time i view your blog or even anything i saw or think it will link to you it really make me heartbroken. :(
what has happen to us, what has happen to all of us?!
where is the forever we use to say?!
i'm not afraid to let you know i hate the way you are now.
and that's not the the very first time i know you.
everything look so diffrent now !!
totally heartbroken, totally speechless~
i miss the past miss time where we have to together and i don't know will you feel the same way as me or not.
and because of this and one more thing i had a misunderstand between me and baby dai dai.
talk the whold night and we're just sove nothing~ !!
hais i know if this kind of thing gose on the relationship between us will surely be fading away.
and i really don't hope thing will get to that point and i'm sure he don't want it to happen too.
everything too happening for me nowadays. :(
i don't know how should i face all the problem at all.
i don't wanna answer you anything is because i don't wanna quarrel with you.
all along i don't want and don't wish to scold you at all.
so scare that i will lost temper at you.
i know you explain many time is just wanna let me understand how you feel all that.
but i already know?
i know why you will ask and say so many time about the same thing over and over again.
it's because you care, i know it all. :)
i understand too.
but something i just really don't like it.
it seem like you dosen't have any trust in me, just put some faith on me~
and don't worry, everything won't change it will still remain the same. *promise*
i know you don't like me to talk about him but for me i just don't feel any big deal.
i never told you anything good about him.
i don't wish to talk about me and his past guess you don't wish to hear it too.
so i have no point to explain everything what.
just trust me.
i say it's the past and yes it will be the past!
and and and sorry for making you so worry last night.
i forget to on my phone after changing my batt that why my phone is off de.
everything happen for something,
it's not your fault or my fault.
if it's someone fault then it will be ours fault and not only yours. ;)
don't be selfish let it be our fault and it's us who cause so~
just remember not to do this same thing again and that will do.
always remember,
your mistake is always forgiven BUT mistake is NOT allowed !!
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Blogged @ 1:59 PM
Tuesday, December 14, 2010♥
look at baby ahdai doesn't she look like a girl?
haha :D what more can i say?
she so chio with her pink hair band~ !!
hmm.. weird me something don't wanna post blog when i got thing to blog. *lazy*
and when i wanna blog i got nothing in my mind to blog. =,=!!
let's think !!
few thing that really make me doubt about.
early in the morning when i awake i was not really happy.
although i was tired but i can't get myself back to sleep and thanks to someone. :)
must really thanks you for letting me realise that what true friends are.
really felt so disappointed at you.
never thought you will becoming like this where is the forever and what is the 's'?!
you made me doubt about what you had said to me in the past. :(
and oh ya forget say about i dye my hair last few days.
dye back the same colour cause jasmine said i suit that colour.
actually wanna take other colour but lazy to choose so take back the same.
don't know why baby keep telling me he love me.
i already knew it long ago le.
he love me and i love him. :)
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Blogged @ 2:41 PM
went to orchard with joey beelay and my "girlfriend" ahdai :)
didn't take any photo also. the rest of the picture is at baby phone.
after orchard joey and ahbee went home then me and baby went to nex shopping mall.
after that we went to my house baby ton at my house.
and this morning he went back home then go out with his mummy and brother to tam.
but i didn't go cause too tired le so sleep all the way until 7 plus i think?
then baby ah dai come find me.
anyway i'm sick. :(
now feeling so giddy lohx, sit also got problem le.
after blogging going to call my dai dai. :)
and tomorrow going THAT salon again baby wanna continue his dye hair.
hate going that shop lohx.
that time say will very fast jiu hao and what more hao lian say take half an hour for one time.
but end up lent baby to that girl for 5 hours and she only make two time lohx !!
dulan la. *angry*
dulan la. *angry*
don't know tomorrow going to stay at that shop for how long again le.
she charge daidai for dying hair and i should charge her for touching my boyfriend hair and head for so long la!!
ending my post here gonna call my baby ahdai and have some rest le :)
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Blogged @ 1:08 AM
Sunday, December 12, 2010♥
i'm so lazy to update my blog, starting still thinking i wanna update or not lohx.
but end up i think i better update ba,
write abit boliao thing also hao dui bu dui?? :)
anyway later going town with my babyboy, joey and ahbee.
going prepare soon le if not later very late.
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Blogged @ 1:23 PM
Friday, December 10, 2010♥
yesterday went to serangoon pei bby dye hair.
dang dang dang dang~
the bride has arrived :) haha
anyway waited for him 5 hours lohx!!
and blech his becoming dog hair for only two time nia la =,=!!
must really say sorry to joey and beelay cause they went to plaza to play pool first.
but end up we didn't meet them and that was beelay off day.
anyway yesterday had a weird dream.
bby said it wasn't me the only one at fault.
but my mind wasn't thinking the same at all. :(
i felt like i'm the one who is causing his death.
if only i was true to him and if only i did not quarrel with him,
thing won't turn out like this anymore. :(
yuhuan, try try try~ !!
anyway now waiting for bby to get his thing done and we're going nex shopping with mummy.
need to find kimmy present and reach parkway perade by 5 or 5 plus.
so now i'm going to bathe while waiting for boyfreind.
if later got time then go his blog help him link and ask people link him up.
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Blogged @ 1:16 PM
Thursday, December 09, 2010♥
yesterday did some talking/quarrel with bby on phone and we were done talking at morning 5 plus going 6!
and so bby need to wake up at 7 and he didn't sleep at all.
actually don't wanna sleep de but i was too tried le and fell asleep.
he need to reach ubi there for his driving lesson at 10 and it endded at 11.30
so after that he came my house and find me. :)
then went to compass point meet joey and zhizhi eat sakae.
actually meeting mao and jasmine de but mao mummy tabao for her le and as for jasmine she didn't pick up my call.
but anyway i saw her at ave 3 so~ i stop calling her after that.
anyway bby yesterday somwhow quarrel with yiling ex boyfriend at fb.
stupid gay guy that just anyhow ask people to shut up and get lost.
he told "me" bye and "i told him bye back and he ask "me to shut up all that, so weird of him la.
and after bby talk to him he delete me in fb sia and before he do he reply the comment i say him first lohx.
such a gay la !!
anyway back to the point,
after eating sakae we went back to serangoon to meet mao cause she meetinh sulaimun at plaza pool.
but me and bby didn't go cause he was too tired le.
and we both went back home.
actually wanted to send him home de cause he look really tired la.
but end up we take cab,
went to my house first then he go back.
didn't want to sleep when i reach home cause i wanna watch tv and my show started at 2.30
but too tired and i fell asleep. =,=!!
wake up at morning 7 plus but wait for bby awhile and he didn't reply i fall back to sleep again.
ook, i'm feeling abit hungry now le.
food, food please come to me~
i hope everything i ask your answer won't be a i don't know how to tell you.
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Blogged @ 11:06 AM
Wednesday, December 08, 2010♥
i have alot of thing to post but i just can't remember what i wanna say le. :(
anyway i have a super bad dream and i wake up finding mmyself crying.
i'm scare, i admit sometime i said i don't scare or didn't say doen't mean i really don't care.
actually in my heart i care alot !!
sometime i talk unwant hear thing but i don't mean it.
just don't know why i just don't dare to say i care so please try understand?
anyway i dream about something relate to what yesterday night i talk with my bby.
we almost almost quarrel.
i was super fcuk up yesterday night and almost i just kup his call.
i didn't want to hear him explain anything it will only make me more sad.
-hiding the person from the truth is also some kind of lying-
it's not that i'm angry that's why i don't want any explaintion from you, i trust you but no more explaining can?
you said it thing happen for some reason then let it be the past.
i can't do anything to stop it le but at least you told me.
please no more suddenly suprise for me anymore ok?
++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++
yesterday heard some unwanted commet.
i'm ok, i'm fine, i'm really fine with it and it's super fine~
i know i am who i am you are not me so don't anyhow commet other people, like who is the this kind of person?!
sooooo~
i am not you also so i don't have the right to stop you'll de bloody mouth for saying anything bitchy out. :)
althought it's been use to it but no matter what i'm still a girl.
please leave some thinking for me.
i know no point saying anything like trying to explaining to everyone.
people understand me will know i won't do anything like what the feak said.
(you're the one choosing who to trust)
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anyway chat with bby until morning about 5.45 and wake up at about 8.50.
only sleep for few hours lohx.
yesterday night having fever and headache.
don't know why suddenly like that also lohx, think is raining the weather not good ba.
this morning still having abit headache, giddy giddy de la.
anyway bby now coming over my house then must faster go bathe cause he very near my house only. *ubi*
ok ending my post here le.
tata~ :)
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Blogged @ 11:36 AM
Sunday, December 05, 2010♥
yes i did love him once before but it's all in the past now so don't have to worry about anything ok?
i promise my heart won't change and love you my one and only fishy~ *fishy promise* :)
i sometime do may look abit that i care or what but i really don't.
why should i care? i mean i do talk about him but that not concern about him or what.
who the hell will wanna care such a guy like him?
totally a freak! =,=!!
and and and me and him may look loving but in truth we don't and not at all~
sweet talk doesn't apply on me also lohx, i only go for the truth.
and all along i know what he want only.
just a play and everything it's over between us, a game over~ :)
maybe some day i will tell you what happen in between of me and his relationship but it's still not the time yet.
for the time being don't ask ok?
add on, add on~
i love you, really really love you.
I LOVE MY BOYFRIEND, LIM JIN YU~ ;DD
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Blogged @ 11:06 PM
Saturday, December 04, 2010♥
yesterday went to ubi find boyfriend then went to buggis meet his borther and mummy.
eat then went to buy lappy~
after that we head down to serangoon meet joey and yiling at 143.
then went to 147 coffee shop to eat then slack awhile jiu go home le.
today actually going swimming if not jiu go sentosa de but end up didn't go due to rainning lohx.
sian all the way will be rainning le, until monday the sun then will come out. :(
mr sunny please come out before mrs rainny gose~
currently waiting for boyfriend to bathe hao then come find me. :)
sure he will be very slow de so i can slowly play my game~
hmm.. anyway later don't know where should we go lohx, it's still rainning must go somewhere indoor~
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Blogged @ 2:38 PM
Friday, December 03, 2010♥
yesterday actually going eat sushi with boyfriend joey and mao mao de but end up didn't go cause boyfriend was too pig le and don't know what's wrong with his phone, can't even call him.
plus anyway maomao also sick ma.
when boyfriend wake up it's already 3 plus le.
he came my house then we went down to serangoon 147 to meet yiling eat, after that went to meet joey at her house downstair then head down to amk hub to watch..
'My Soul To Take'
the show wasn't nice lohx~
maybe some of you will like but the show is like totally no link at all la.
maybe is i too stupid to understand but ya i really don't.
anyway it was too shocking for me la, where all the bloody thingy come.
gosh !!
don't show me the blood please~ *vomit*
anyway after watching the show meet jimmy at amk mrt then send joey back home first.
then i follow then to do something at some alibaba lan shop.
almost fell asleep there lohx, boring ttm !!
after that jimmy send us back, reach home at 2 plus.
this moring wake up at 9 plus and all thanks to taffy lohx, wake me up just to ask me open my room door for her and it's still ok, cause after letting her in my room i close the door and sleep back.
but when mummy they all back back, shee keep barking la and make me wake up the 2nd time. =,=!!
so due to dulan-ness i don't wanna sleep back anymore le although i'm abit tired.
anyway i'm gonna get prepare so soon cause i'm meeting my babyboy, 2.30 at ubi there and i'm not yet bathe!!
hope i will not be late~ :)
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