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Sunday, October 24, 2010♥


update, update time~~ :)
early in the morning go church, while in the church text yiling they all see if they wake up already but only mao liangsoon and sweetheart. end church le call fishy but he is awake le so reach home do nothing rotting. just now chat with cheehao daddy awhile, haha :D didn't know he home leave agian. help him make his blog thing then text with him. currently waiting for people to ask me out. night going eat with fishy they all.

stomach ach hope later will be fine. :( i still wanna drink milo :))




i know i did something really wrong, i know i said something really wrong but i'm sure nothing goes wrong, this is the way how i wanted my life to be and i'm really sure of it. nothing gonna change my mind and no one will change my thinking. even if i regreted i won't change. i'm super sick and tired of it. i'm not gonna waste my whole life spenting it with him doing nothing but quarreling. that is not the life that i wanted at all. i told him to change, i gave him time.




i give him all the time he need and cause of him i think i need to go for a check up. think my brain is going to burst at anytime, couldn't think of anything. it hurts alot when i cry or think too much. so must i thanks him for making me like that?! i'm not gonna do that! so don't mistaken that i still want to be with him or what? anyway not me only my mummy dosen't want me to be with him anymore also. mummy said 'wo chong lai mei you kan guo ni ku dao he fa pi qi dao zhe yang ni you shen mer shi ke yi gen wo jiang huo zhe ken ni daddy jiang bu yao zhe yang, mummy kan le hen xin tong ni dong bu dong?' so why must i make my mummy so worried about me?




i'm sure that people that know me long or close with me sure know that i don't easily get angry or give attitude de plus~ alot of people say that after i with him i keep quarrling with him. i wanna be my ownself and i don't wanna be control by other people. my mummy told him don't control me too much cause i don't like the more he control the more i don't wanna listen. so what he did was he control me more, i don't know is he thinking that control me more i will listen.




whatever la, the more i say the more he will get &$%#^& so no point saying anything now. cause i don't intent to get back with him. for those who don't know,, he is running away from me by changing everything that's not related to me.

DRAW ME CLOSE TO YOU & NEVER LET ME GO.

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