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Saturday, October 23, 2010♥



i wanted to cry out so much, but yet there's no tears coming out. :( i just hope i will just cry out this once and not cry anymore. how can you exactly understand or feel how i am feeling right now?! why or how can people change so fast? it's like just a few min and you're a totally diffrent person that i don't know le. suddenly felt so far to you, i use to understand you alot but don't seem to be now anymore. fucking hate myself for what i done, what did i do to make myself hurt so much? i shall just keep myself single and keep myself away from guy, cause maybe i'm just an extra to you'll.
i thought you understand me but you didn't, i thought you will change and yes you did, you change, totally change to a diffrent person. if i had to cry let me cry alone, i don't need you anymore. i just to rely on you, i'll just have to get thing done on my own now. i really don't need you anymore. *i hope i am* i told myself i will get over, i will get over. but i just keep on going your fb and i really don't know why. maybe i just wanna check on you like i also do. i know i didn't trust you mush too but guess trust is not impotem to the both of us anymore le. guess you don't need me anymore ba, you seem to be more happier now then the time being with me. you don't need to spent any money on me to make me happy, etc.. :) i alway wish that you will never lie to me, wish you will never break any of your promises, wish you will love me like how we started, wish you will still care like how you use to care, wish you won't scold me, wish you will trust me more, wish you will understand me more, hope i was the one you really love but of cause i don't need any of this to come true i just wish you truly love me it's ok not to be forever but just once. but everything is the past already, soon i realise i give you chance but no one gave me. sometime i hope i could just end eveything without anyone get hurt. it's alway been the same, when i was crying or sad somewhere alone and you just simply fell asleep without asking what happen. attitude and attitude is alway what i get from you without fail, when will you really understand how i really feel and what i really want form you? i want more of the love and less of the hurt. forcing and giving excuse is what you only know?! do you know am i really happy or not? you will never care how sad i am. i know time is what i need to give you but don't think you need it anymore le.

DRAW ME CLOSE TO YOU & NEVER LET ME GO.

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