Sunday, February 28, 2010♥
if i know something like this will happen then call me god!
thing didn't turn out the way your want but it didn't turn out the way i wanted too!
so don't be too angry/happy or sad over it..
little thing change my thinking, move my heart.
i shouldn't be looking around, i made my own mood swing!
if i know i won't be looking around le fucker!angry, or should i be saying sorry everywhere??
DAMN!!
really totally spoil mood ok?! fuck!! slap and let you wake up, if you gonna kb agian!
show until so ming sian le still don't dare to say, you're really a gay man.
really have enought of you le ok?
attitude me as and when you like ah, think what?!
now lose le wanna say me bitch?
go think before you anyhow say ok?!
i really can't understand why lor..
not jealouse but i really felt like a fool.
SHAG!!
do i look like a fool?
because of you i get fool by one stupid guy,
finish you start! what the hell la!!
what you guy want from me?!
you're in the wrong but you don't seem to relise it at all.
or you're just pretenting you don't know? fuck la!
don't act ok? i know you know de i gain nothing from you but so?!
you betray your girlfriend and still acting you love her so much? laught!!
what did i do wrong??
must you run or hide when you saw me?
i stold your stuff, thing that don't belong to me at all.
CONFUSE!!
i want you to understand that i don't mean what i say on that day de,
but thing are already over le so let it be over.
don't make yourself suffer just take it as a happy memorise.
i know you hate me but never mind i will never blam you.
i know it's my fault, i'm sorry ok?
DRAW ME CLOSE TO YOU & NEVER LET ME GO.
Blogged @ 6:29 PM
friday went to godma house for chinese new year thing but go there not even half an hour jiu go le due to no mood. walk all the way to my house downstairs alone, crying all the way until my house downstairs de playground then decided to call joey. after that went to find her at point, she was with joanna they all. ton that day went to botak house then went to serangoon eat, eat hao jiu go fusion. saw asyraf and fareez at there too, was so happy to see them. hahax :D asyraf say he miss me!! i miss them alot!! regret quiting school lor but never mind la. :) went home at 6 plus didn't want to go home de but everyone going home so bo bian lor. cab home with joanna and botak, they two went down at the same place and left me alone, I DON'T DARE CAB ALONE LA!! never mind reach home safely. :)
yesterday actually is didn't go out de, didn't really have to mood. but at around 5 plus baobei call and ask me want join ahbee and her to watch movie or not so i tag along also lor, since i so long never go out with her le. actually is watch 6 plus de movie de but baobei scare i'm late so watch 9.30 de. mac then walk walk, only baobei buying thing. me and ahbee wait until leg very tired lor. she keep don't know what to buy. ask me choose then i choose le she say don't like then choose herself. siao de hor?? the movie end at 11 plus la, damn! sway no bus, actually want take bus then change de but by the time i reach serangoon there also de same no bus so decided to cab home. ok this time is really alone all the way lor. =,= good! the uncle talk to me until very bian tai. reach home at about 12.
today as normal, church!! first thing, there is earthquake again le. will be having tsunami, so everyone pray hard that nothing will happen ok?? hiaxx. although today didn't wake up early but it's the first time i reach church so early yah!! :) happy happy but i fall asleep in church again =,= don't know when i then won't sleep lor. should i go for the conference or not lor.. after church pei jie jie and her friend go da bao food then go home. currently nothing to do waiting my stupid baby to go out then go houagang mall meet him.
DRAW ME CLOSE TO YOU & NEVER LET ME GO.
Blogged @ 3:06 PM
Saturday, February 27, 2010♥
you didn't trust in the first place also, so why must i trust you?? what most important in a relationship is trust. you can't even trust me so why make it so difficult for the both of us? you make me double quite alot of time. do you meant what you say? you know how hurt am i when you say those thing to me? you can just fucking don't care of my feeling only knowing you are angry and want to get me right. you just simply can't understand me at all. don't you think you protect me too much le? you should trust me when i say i won't leave. i'm not a kid anymore le, i know what i'm doing and i know what is right or wrong. you say you won't scold me anymore but whenever you are angry you don't know. you make me cried and cried, you not tired i tired ah. for 120 hours we didn't separate, not even one min and you think i will be fine after hearing you say cry also not your business?? ok fine! you wanna hurt me i can always hurt you like how you hurt me. don't forget you are the only one that use to be a hongster ok? wanna hong i won't lose you, wanna hurt feeling you can try me. i'll let you forever remember me. i know last night i'm too hush on you but on the phone you are much more worst then me. you go think hao hao what you did and what you say to me and why will i say those thing to you last night before you say anything to hurt me again.DRAW ME CLOSE TO YOU & NEVER LET ME GO.
Blogged @ 4:28 PM
Friday, February 26, 2010♥
baby left one more week and that is next friday jiu need go ns le :'( yuhuan goanna miss him so much!!the stupid government snatch him away from me. *&$$@#^^%#@!
nevermind after 2 year fabian chua you will be fully mine le. ;)
didn't meet baby today agian :'(
don't know he got go out hong or not lor.
yesterday keep waking up in the middle of the night la!! *du lan*
maybe baby say de correct,
i can't get to sleep if he is not by my side.
so decided to text baby at 3 plus to see if he is still awake.
and heng ah!!
he haven sleep, he call and chat until 4 plus.
after he hang i still can't sleep.
and finally i slept at 6 plus.
tomorrow and sun maybe can't meet him agian. haix D:
bi i miss you~~
DRAW ME CLOSE TO YOU & NEVER LET ME GO.
Blogged @ 5:33 PM
Thursday, February 25, 2010♥
baby has been staying over my house all the way until this morning he bring me home then go home. for so long the first day we are separate, cause he is sick then go home eat medicine and rest. tomorrow also can't meet him cause i going my godma house for don't know what chinese new year thing. sadded! :'( later going bedok fetch ling then go back serangoon meet ping. gonna practice dance again, haiz.. so tired lor.
DRAW ME CLOSE TO YOU & NEVER LET ME GO.
Blogged @ 4:00 PM
Tuesday, February 23, 2010♥
yesterday went to little indian with mummy and baby.
walk walk saw my uncle and auntie,
don't know why they saw us like saw what lor walk so fast.
walk to city don't know what de shopping mall walk walk.
nothing much to walk also lor.
went to eat, baby so bad la force me eat cong then make me go toilet vomit. *yuck!*
after eating jiu went back home le.
quarrel with baby at night.
so he went down then i followed him down also.
he damn bad de la,
i crying le he still ps me alone at there.
so as normal i went to the same place agian,
sit there for quite long and think.
after that went to find him,
before i walk back to the same place i saw him at play ground walking towards me.
suddenly hug me and cry,
hug so tight la then keep asking him what happen also don't want say.
only ask me don't leave him when he go army. =,=
awhile later jiu ok le.
bi next time won't let you worried le ok?
so that you won't so bai chi go ask people where i am and run around to find me. :)
so that you won't so bai chi go ask people where i am and run around to find me. :)
DRAW ME CLOSE TO YOU & NEVER LET ME GO.
Blogged @ 2:38 PM
Monday, February 22, 2010♥
at baby house.
at my house.
baby watching tv like a kid.
i painted his nail.
on bus going my house. *smsing girls*
at mrt.
i draw bi de hand at church.
me and kimmy draw de, the ugly one is kimmy draw de :)
meet baby at sat went to his house in the morning,
meet his friend eat and slack.
actually is pei joanna they all go the don't know what uncle ringo fn fair de but they say night,
plus i the next day got church so didn't go le.
baby ton at my house til sun then pei me go church.
plus i the next day got church so didn't go le.
baby ton at my house til sun then pei me go church.
after church went to baby house there meet his mummy then meet his friend.
pool then go his house take his then come my house agian.
ton for the 2nd day then later we going little indian with mummy.
actually is baby help me post de but he damn lazy de then end up i post.
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Blogged @ 3:35 PM
Friday, February 19, 2010♥
take my drank photo and video nevermind still post at fb lor.
so many comment la!!
yuan lai i drank de time so cute de ah.. hahax :D
yesterday went to plaza take my ez link, heng got ah!! reach they jiu stop playing le then something happen.. after that went to eat then went back to plaza and sing k. pai seh i k la, i help the guy take out then take out too many. after k we went to play pool agian :) play awhile then go back t serangoon at around 3 plus. slack slack slack. reach home at around 6 to 7 plus.
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didn't post some of the picture if you'll want can go to my jie jie de link and see (cny at ah ma house)
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Blogged @ 9:48 PM
Thursday, February 18, 2010♥
yesterday went to hougang plaza de pool with mao, ahbee and jasmine. play half way jiu go eat and meet ling then go back plaza play agian. then dernise, wilson darling, zhirong and admund came after that. play until 11 to 12 plus go eat agian but jasmine didn't follow cause she go home. slack awhile then admund, zhirong, wilson then dernise go home. so left me ling mao and bee go find darren play lan. shawn was with darren la! *shock* me and ahbee rot inside cause we two didn't play. they play until 5 plus we went to rk house eat. have alot of joke even we are so tired le. actually wanted to take cab home de cause i don't wanna change bus plus very tired le. but end up take bus to serangoon north then take cab. sway thing came, my ez link is lost!! daddy is so gonna scold me le. :'( mao say admund say that de person didn't give back after they pay the money for the billiard. so heng ah, but scare don't have lor. actually going to take today de but super lazy sia. cancell away the meeting with dino also. actually going amk de pool with him de but end up never go also. still don't know later wanna go down seragoon meet them or not lor. feel like going out but so late le plus very lazy lor.
a finally, i know i didn't cry for you..
but i still can't really smile properly and yet i don't know why.
i really hope i can get an ans.
feeling really suck, how long must this feeling stuck with me?
DRAW ME CLOSE TO YOU & NEVER LET ME GO.
Blogged @ 6:28 PM
