Sunday, January 10, 2010♥
didn't i fall deep enough to let you love me again?
didn't i hurt deep enough to let you stop playing games with me?
didn't i cry enough to let to stop making me tears again?
didn't i do more then enough thing to show you that i really love you?
i have enough, enough means enough le!
if crying will make you back with me i don't mind but it won't.
so stop making me cry, i just want live a normal life without you by my side!
i get so pc whenever i heard or saw the bitch name!
i thought i can start this year not thinking of you again.
but i got it wrong le, suan le.
why did i have to hurt myself because of you?
since you don't even love me or even remember me anymore le. :'(
it's that so hard to contact me?
it's that so hard to ans my qs?!
tell me what did i really do wrong to let you hurt and hate me this way?!
you said you don't hate then why didn't you talk to me anymore?
i'm ok to let you hurt if you say i got you hurt deeper but i did not.
i did what i think was right and you think that, that is wrong!
don't ignore me please!
how i wish i could just take my word back.
i didn't meant to said those thing to hurt you de.
bi i'm sorry, so so sorry!! :'(
hiax..
you didn't seem to care what you lost also.
like what i told you, have or not it doesn't matter to you guys also.
just like me to you, have or not also doesn't matter to you de right?
now my head is all stuck with your stuff and just won't get off le.
i wish i could tell you something that i wish to say long ago every time when you online.
i just want you to know everything i did it's for both you and me de good.
and it's hurting you and hating you.
i'm sorry for leaving you without any reason but i really wanna treasure you.
but you just won't let me too!
i'm just like a new toy car daddy brought for your birthday gift.
whenever you like it you play with it and you're sick and tired jiu throw aside,
until you feel like playing with me then you pick it up again.
and after sometime daddy brought you a new one you throw me into the rubbish bin,
and as day past you just simply forget you have me once as your favorite toys.
am i really a toy to you?
if really i am a toy i just wish that your love is true to me.
i just fucking don't understand lor.
just making me jealous or what?!
must you make me feel so hurt or you just want me to hate you?
i didn't say anything what dose that sua make you so dulan at me ma?!
you said it too de i'm nt the one saying it la.
now i rather you say a goodbye and take care to end everything rather then a sua to end things.
at less i know whenever you said a goodbye and take care it's makes me feel that you care,
and not sua!
it's doesn't sound that you care it only make me feel that you hate me. :'(
i miss everything! :'(
can i shout for you whenever i need you again?
i want you to care again i will listen this time.
i miss the way how we hide thing from him.
when you kiss/hug or hold me i will scold you and you will give a pc face and saying it's his fault for being there.
and when i told you to meet him first you came my house giving so much excuse when you want meet me first.
we had so much fun.
i told you everything i don't like about her and scare you will be snatch away from her,
you just simply an my heart down by saying you will always be mine and shouting in cab 'pohleung forever tiongxim to yuhuan'
i've been bully since the day you left me.
you hurt me so deep till it make me do those the thing that i doesn't want too de.
and i treat everything so easy thinking it's just a game it'll be over soon and after that i forget.
duan duan de few words can just hurt me so deep you just imagine how much i love you la.
if i go ... ... you just don't regret everything you did to me, you gonna be so sorry for what you did.
my birthday is coming le i just hope you will remember it.
it doesn't matter you will help me celebrate it or not i just hope you will text or give me a call.
if can i really wish i can spent it with you.
yuhuan hope and pray so hard that you will at less text me.
i just miss the way how yo treat me
DRAW ME CLOSE TO YOU & NEVER LET ME GO.
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