Sunday, January 31, 2010♥
BAD MOUTH DINO TIMEEE~~ >,<
hehe.. uncle i start le hor?? you say can say your bad thing out de ahr? don't regret!! muahaha!! :DD think think think. i will let you know how much bad thing i have for you here.. it' a long long list worr!! from my bedroom to kichen then to level one~~ ^^ bet you're scare le ahrx?? shoulden't give me the chance to say you de lor mr chicken pox~~
you keep nagging me!! i will go eat de just sometime can't remember only ma. like my daddy.. erm kor kor?? younger abit can le hor?? hahax :DD and don't keep call me silly girl lehx. call long liao i really will become silly de lor.
actually i don't really have alot bad thing to say la, :) i think you're a great guy cause the way how you worry about me it really show you care. actually tis part writen alot de but don't know what happen to my blog then publish that time jiu suddenly gone. sorry~~
i think you're gonna be the 3rd one that can make me laugh or smile when i cry. don't understand?? ok,, when i cry no one can make me laugh or smile no matter what de but then that time remember you told me about your sister? yah, i was crying but you make me laugh. :) use to have two more guy that also can make me laugh when i cry de but now me and one of them is like so not close anymore lor and the other one is sooo~~ damn busy la. :'( hmm.. think it's enough le ba right? stupid lor say after i post hao tell him then go see but i have post hao he jiu tired le. =,= it's ok :) anyway goodnight MR CHICKEN POX!!
firstly i wanna say sorry to chester cause i today ps him at serangoon with ling they all. but can't really blam me also la, cause i going meet my family ma also don't know they will so sudden ask me go eat lor. sorry sorry, next time won't le. hmmm.. currently i have nothing to do. ok calling jasmine in a few mins tme after i post my blog. :)
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Blogged @ 11:35 PM
you and me has no link ok?
just reach home from church, waiting for ling to come then go meet chester at kovan mrt. actually meeting joel and jaron also de but they two not free so later go down serangoon meet toon lor, bo bian liang soon too miss me.. going ROM tomorrow still got miss me for what?! >,<
some guys are just too bo liao lor, just now bo tai bo ji like kena scold by some crazy guy at msn la! i don't really get what he talking la, then never say hao hao jiu offline =,= so BLOCK! think i shall not use msn anymore le ba.. so many people kena block by me lo, don't worry don't see me online doesn't mean i block you cause i don't always online also de. i only those i don't know de then very fan keep talking or like just now that crazy guy talking rubbish and i don't get it de then i will block. already not having very good mood liao still make me pu hui. suddenly tell me thing that i don't know de. iya whatever la~
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Saturday, January 30, 2010♥
must i every time put on a mask before i go out? i don't want and wish too.. dino, i will listen, i'll try to smile as long as i can take it but.. if one day i really cannot take it le please don't stop me from crying. i have enough le, really enough le. :'( running away from problem is me, cry when problem come is me! i won't face anything even how much i want i also will run. crying none stop, doing nothing but cry.. all this thing i can't stop de what. keeping thing to myself? yes it's true, as i told some of my friend before i will stop telling my feeling and some of my problem to others le not even jasmine, joanna and heidi le. i'm sorry for not saying anything to you'll. jasmine i know we promise alot of thing to each other but i'm sorry, i really can't say everything out now like i always do in the past. sometime i really won't say til you'll ask de. i don't really know what i want now also, don't really understand what i'm thinking too. thing just too messy around i can't clean up the mess by myself? no matter what i still need someone to support me.. i'm suffering with some stupid stuff here and there the others start again. when will all this fucking rubbish stop?! why must we have feeling? why must we tears when we are sad? why must i feel hurt more then love? i always thought staying with my parents i will feel more love but it's not really true. staying at home will make me stop talking and do more thinking. getting scolding everyday, this is not what i want also? although i don't love you anymore but i really do miss those day when there is nothing troubling me even there is we will also went through it no matter how hard the days is. but thing really change fast say don't love jiu really don't love le. looking at you, as a friend i'm also happy. never regret having you as my ex boyfriend. :) last long yah! hiax.. wish time past really fast for this time. i don't wanna stay at the same spot everyday. i know my temper to guy is not really good aspically to my boyfriend actually i have the same problem to every guy. being hurt of cause i don't wann treat them 100% good la. i don't want to give my whold heart and can never take it back agian. wanna heal a broken heart it's hard you know? and even how you heal it there's alway this scar at there de. just like the scar on my hand if one day it's gone maybe all my hurts will gone too? lol thinking too much le.. yesterday like that heard jinyu and sweetheart say my thing really make me think alot. am i that bad last time and now still got ma? playing around is not really what i want also de, ok.. i'm sorry to all my ex boyfriend that have been hurt by me, truly i'm sorry. actually i have some reason for hurting guy and feel that is fun or what de but anyway i'm wrong jiu is wrong, in the first place playing feeling jiu is not a very good thing le ma. hiax.. but jin yu and sweetheart say de also correct la, i'm just not the girl that every guy is looking for. only i can love you but you can't love me, force me to love you jiu will hurt deeper.. but i'm at least better then last time right? to myself i think i'm really better le. sorry say to say so much but really not feeling so good tis few days aspically today but must thanks to dino.. i didn't told him i was not in a good mood but when he talk really make me laugh. all thanks to his chicken pox! :) hahax :DD get well soon.over due picture
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Blogged @ 4:58 PM
yesterday morning actually is pei ziling go take blood test de but end up she say no need.
then go meet chester at his work place after that went down to serangoon.
ton with my friend then slack slack.
got a shock when baby text me.
but stupid thing is we bo tai bo ji quarrel because of small thing =,=
i got say wrong mehx?
ok if not all guy are the same then tell me what your blog means?
when with her jiu must post those those thing de mehx?
crap lor..
love me is you say de how would i know is it true or not.
iya, whatever la..
i don't wanna sia sway you here also.
but all i can say is sorry lor.
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somehow the feeling is not the same sia.
i'm thinking too much or??
actually i know what you talking la just pretenting i don't know nia.
really don't know what am i thinking sia.
yesterday bu xiao xing delete away milk milk photo.
ya.. i think is ming zong zhu ding de ba.
don't have the fate to even keep the photo hao hao.
never mind i'll just accept it ba.
hmm..
not nothing to do lehx.
maybe going to sleep awhile more ba feeling very tired and my eyes are shuting.
later pei-ing ziling go meet her friend play pool.
not sure who going also,
but scare she can't bomb me up lo.
just for incase call my house don't need call my mummy cause she not at home also.
think i'm the only one will be at home til daddy is back ba.
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Blogged @ 9:15 AM
Friday, January 29, 2010♥
specially for CHESTER :
yesterday went to meet chester and friend.
firstly must say sorry and thanks to him.
cause yesterday my stomach super pain de la,
almost like the time i went to hospital de pain la.
when i was texting chester somehow feel that he is already tired le,
but ask him he jiu say never mind wait for me to sleep then he sleep =,=
dumb dumb i sleep le how to tell you??
so text awhile then i suddenly fall asleep and didn't tell him before hand.
send me 3 to 4 message i didn't reply.
felt so sorry la cause he got work today then must early wake up.
sorry!!
currently sms-ing with him but he reply super slow lor. =,=
don't know is it my phone sot again then late receive or what.
erm..
so far nothing good to post about you lehx.
but got bad de..
that is next time DON'T touch the cactus!!!
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Blogged @ 9:18 AM
Thursday, January 28, 2010♥
yesterday daddy give me one small stupid camera. then this moring mummy take away until i say i want de.
pei pei also want lor.
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afternoon that time daddy and pei want eat bun,
then daddy take out one bun put on the table.
daddy: pei you want the heng duo zhuo wen de or what?
(me laughing at the back)
pei: huh?
daddy: there.. i put on the table liao.
pei: i don't want, i want this one pointing at another bun
daddy: ohh~ you want the nan qing one la?
pei: huh?!
(me laughing none stop behind)
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wish happy thing keep coming and let me forget about the sad thing.
mao say de super right la.
tao hua yuan keep coming none stop lor. =,=
but i don't want.
if want also want milk milk de tao hua!!
but iya..
nevermind! :)
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Blogged @ 12:19 AM
Wednesday, January 27, 2010♥
my dearest daddy, baby miss you!!
saw someone take the same bag with you jiu suddenly say miss you.
say dao the thing you teach me jiu suddenly say miss you.
do, say or saw something that is related to you jiu will told them i miss you.
if i have keep you with me you jiu won't end up like this le.
but why you will so stupid?!
i hate you!
now who's gonna make me laugh?!
who's gonna make me angry?!
who's gonna snatch my food when i'm eating?!
who's gonna piggy back me?!
who's gonna hold me cross me road?!
who's gonna help m take thing?!
who's gonna pei he me?!
who's gonna replace you in this two years...
why must you so bu ting hua??
i didn't told mummy anything about you.
what if mummy ask dao you lehx?
what am i going to say?
all this is all because of oni la!!
ownself kena jiu hao why must drag chee hao in?!
ahbee say must slowly make him suffer, don't worry i won't beat until he die de.
i'm not so powerful the most i think only let him in hospital nia.
let him go in and out of hospital.
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Blogged @ 12:53 PM
Tuesday, January 26, 2010♥
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daddy you alway told me what happen de,
but this time?
never!!
i kena a shock when i heard jo say.
i wanted to call you and ask all this but it's was all too late le.
i never thought something like this will happen de.
after two week i will go see you de.
qing ai de daddy..
i sill remember is you force me say de.
i miss you calling me baby.
i'm sorry i didn't pass you your thing fast.
i promise i will really find dao can make ourself de and i promise i will put your face one side and mine on the other side de.
all happen de so sudden.
i regret never even say a goodbye before you go plus still give attitude.
from the past til now you never fail to be by my side when i need you.
when everyone was gone you're the one that will stand with me.
miss the fun and joke.
guess i don't have to say much you guy jiu know how close i'm with him le ba.
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Blogged @ 9:15 AM
Sunday, January 24, 2010♥
happy belated birthday to jin yu!
hahax :D
this guy has the same b'day as me ^^
when i first know him, he keep hao lian he 0123 born de then i was like so what? i also ma =,=
he don't believe it at first until i show him my ez link.
we have quite alot of thing same also.
we also very tan de lai ^^
he is a super good guy la, if he is not a hongster maybe i will fall for him wor.. >,<
no la joking only la.
he is just a big brother to me treat me very good.
althought everytime suan me but ok la.
we have the fate to born on the same day so i won't gen him ji jiao :)
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yesterday morning meet jack mao and chee hao at my house downstair.
jack bring us go eat pasta. ^^ thanks jack! :)
after that went back to my house than joanna they all came.
almost kane flour but didn't cause i too li hai le! >,<
shall not say thing part out.
to ; joanna, ahbee, ling, mao, jo, ziling, baobeii and chee hao..
i was not angry just that too xin ku until can't really smile all that.
but~
next time please no flour all that *my hair!!!*
then we went to kovan eat seafood. ^^
after eat hao went to ice pool, meet zhi zhi, tavis, jin yu and laisin there.
played then go back serangoon meet sweetheart.
went to mao hous bath then slack slack then go zhi zhi house watch show.
the stupid tavis and zhi zhi keep di siao us la make until i can't sleep!!
until 6 plus we go coffee shop sit sit talk talk.
all of us laught until like siao la, super funny de.
then tavis, joanna and baobeii went home so the rest of us go 144 slack.
slack until 8 plus ziling, ahbee and jin yu went home then me ling and mao jiu go hougang mall mac eat.
eat untill 10 plus came back my house, now they are sleeping. >,<
anyway i wanna thanks you'll for doing so much. ^^
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one more thing i was over joy when milk milk text me yesterday.
i was really, hoping all that you will text or call me.
waiting and waiting, while i was making up you finally text me! :)
i was like jumping like siao running outside hug jo, smiling none stop telling them you text me.
alhought you didn't said anything that i was hoping you to say de but~
i'm still happy! :)
make me worried and keep thinking how or what will i do if you didn't text me at all?
i believe i still stand a place in your heart.
you still care de, if not you wouldn't have ask so much.
i will not think so much as milk milk ask me not too de.
i said i will listen to you means i will.
i won't think i won't sad.
i'm alright, cause i know you stil care.
with you around nothing will ever go wrong for me.
with you around i won't ever feel sad le.
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Blogged @ 12:35 PM
Friday, January 22, 2010♥
sorry for not posting my blog for so many day.
i was really busy or maybe can say i just don't have the mood to post and make it a excuse to stop posting?
thing change so fast..
time never stop moving or should i say it won't stop moving?
time past so fast people change fast too!
*when i just go down serangoon (soccer court)*
*when serangoon slacker are together*
*when wow! no link are still together*
*when i'm still with junjie they all*
*when i'm still with milk milk ( really miss the moment)*
*when we still have sister otuing*
etc..
just don't feel so good this few days. :'(
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although i'm not really in a good mood but i'm doing fine! :)
don't worry :)
the reason is i don't want too many people know about what happen to me this few days.
even how much i say or what they will just think the other way.
yes, it's their mouth what they wanna say i can't stop.
but i really can't take it.
living for so long this is the first time being said til so bad.
should i explain?
haix.. ok..
maybe it's my fault for not explaining anything to you'll.
but i won't explain anything also de.
explain so what?
but i'm sorry for everything i did to you.
and i said it earlier de, i was drank.
i was drank, i was drank, I WAS DRANK!!!
i don't know what i'm doing, i was drank.
you know i was drank but why can't you understand?!
i didn't mean to make those thing out de!
i really didn't mean to de..
i really really very sorry. :'(
rumours spreading everywhere, everywhere i go there's people asking me those fucking qs.
you hurt me more then how much i hurt you ok?!
you may not know how awful i was beng said.
after you read this you can ask them de.
all this thing will never be change le so i must really thanks to you yah!!
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tomorrow is my b'day, not sure to be happy or not.
qs keep coming to me.
will you this will you that?
haix.. :'(
yersterday ton at serangoon with ling, ahbee, botak jin yu and sweethart.
fall asleep at sweetheart leg in the morining >,<>,<>
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Blogged @ 3:34 PM
Saturday, January 16, 2010♥
yesterday:went to serangoon meet ling, and joanna.
ling text me say she meeting jinyu so ask me go hair street there meet them.
so when i reach liao i walk down then before i reach saw jinyu and laising at jinyu house downstair don't know do what.
so i walk towards them anyway i meeting them also ma.
sway thing come liao, just reach jiu kena screen by an bai la!! =,=
i thought what happen lor, yuan lai is jinyu gu yi find thing to do le.
hai dao wo lehx, stupid jin yu!!
after that go 144 wait for joanna then find job.
awhile later go eat then went to kovan agian play pool. >,<
play awhile jiu go back serangoon meet weikang and rebecca.
joanna kena di siao by yat they all damn funny de la.
then sweetheart then jinyu and laising also.
slack slack slack then kena screen again.
went home at around 10 to 11 plus.
today:
yesterday sleep very early lor but don't know why today wake up so late la, 5 plus lehx!
plus is joanna wake me up de if not i jiu don't know what time will i wake up liao lor
actually is going to sengkang meet tyler then he will teach us abit of the working thing de,
but both joanna and me wake up late so never go down le.
tomorrow must go down le, cause he tomorrow last day liao le.
now at home rotting. =,=
this few days will be abit busy so sorry guy don't jio me out for the time being ok?
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hmm.. update some of the things i'm busy with nowadays for some of you. if free mostly will be with ping practice dance. any ex student of xinghua, chalton and parry student wanna join me and heidi for xinghua performance, we need guys!! will be dancing and maybe abit of other stuff. and busy looking for job with joanna. any job to intro?? :)
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Blogged @ 5:53 PM
Friday, January 15, 2010♥
today actually going for interview de but end up me and joanna never go so stay at home lor.
sian dao siao la!!
later going to rot also liao. :'(
yesterday didn't go buggis all thanks to shuaixiong lor.suddenly say not coming find us le so i have to find someone to replace him, last min ok?!
yesterday didn't go buggis all thanks to shuaixiong lor.suddenly say not coming find us le so i have to find someone to replace him, last min ok?!
ya, but nevermind.
i didn'y found anyone also la.
call bing cause he say he end school le but still have dance class =,=
so i tried to call peisheng but didn't on his phone.
call yijie he say he at don't where got bike test.
call damn many people la, but all not free lor. sadded!!
so end up i have to entertain weikang myself.
meet joanna at her house opposite bus stop then go to amk have prata!! ^^
awhile later weikang jiu reach le.
after eating jiu went to k pool, play until ping reach.
after she reach awhile more jiu go bedok meet ling, bee and baobeii, kfc for dinner! ^^
after she reach awhile more jiu go bedok meet ling, bee and baobeii, kfc for dinner! ^^
we have alot of fun in kfc la, laugh until like siao. >,<
then went to ice pool and play agian ^^
crap alot la, pro one side!! >,<
went home at 11 plus.
later going serangoon meet ling and joanna maybe weikang will be coming also ba.
will be dragging wei kang and slack with us le ^^
hmm..
evening don't know wanna meet edwin or not lor.
later don't know zhengyi coming to find me ma??
if too late jiu sorry le worr.
haix.. today alot people ask me g out sia.
don't even know where should i go lor.
my life damn boring de la, no where to go or to do la!
i damn pc with that fucking bitch la.
now then i know she change eveything lor.
she has what right to delete everthing i did for him de away?!
forget it la say liao also pc lor! D:
ok la, i going out soon le.
if not later later agian then kena scold by the stupid joanna.
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Blogged @ 11:31 AM
Thursday, January 14, 2010♥
hello! ^^
actually is ask jasmine wake me up or joanna after she reach home from hq de,
but she didn't lor.
heng me and joanna got prepare as we yesterday say de she mostly won't call de.
so we guess dao le.
didn't call still ok lor, what more is i at plurk saw she waiting for the fucker to wake up.
care only the fucker and forget about us lor.
what a good friend is she hor?!
never we plan hao also le so nevermind.
currently talking to joanna and meow moew >,<
sms-ing with shuaixiong, edwin and bing.
cheer up meow meow!! ^^
yesterday i so late sleep then so early wake up.
today damn alot people spam me message also la.
later going out with joanna wei kang and shuaixiong to buggis.
sorry zhengyi i going out with my friend so not going meet you le.
friday ok?
but don't too late hor i still meeting my friend edwin de.
ok post til here ba.
some happen to ziling then need go bath now.
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Blogged @ 1:37 PM
Wednesday, January 13, 2010♥
somehow i've been control by the this particular. (you know who you are)
i'm not sure i should be sad or to be happy. =,=
should i say you care too much or just don't care about me and that will be the best?
i will listen and that's of cause~ >,<
but don't you think you care too much le??
i told you to stay away from me before i really played you.
i'm not joking take my every word seriously ok!================================================================
stupid baby when i blogging keep spaming me at msn.
keep asking me to entertain you i how to blog sia. =,=
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thanks randy for cheering me up today. ^^
you say you i sad can call or text you de hor.
so i sad i jiu call or text you liao ah, can't say me fan hor! >,<
i gotta shock when you say you everytime read my blog.
i gotta shock when you say you everytime read my blog.
so i shall not post your bad thing le,
joking la i where will say your bad thing you treat me so good.
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today wake up damn late sia, about 5 to 6 plus?
alot sms and miss call lor.
after awhile more joanna called and ask me go sengkang but i don't want,
due to too tired and late le. >,<
watch tv all the way till 7 plus call edwin and chat.
use com all the way till now and again saw something i don't wanna see de agian.
why must you appear everytime when i almost did it?!
ahh forget it.
currently talking to ahbee in msn, talking to joanna on phone and sms-ing with baobeii and the stupid shi hao.
don't know ask me guess what thing la, so hard lor. =,=
today shall sleep early cause i promise edwin i will listen le ^^
edwin i guai hor?
hahax :DD
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Blogged @ 9:51 PM
