ok some random and stupid stuff i found out and did this morning.1. bo tai bo ji one guy message me without name de but end up i know who le.
2. shihao keep don't know he talking about what sia, make me so blur lor.
3. another guy text me without name again, =,= but this time i don't know who is he. i only know his friend.
4. wilfred is once again my stupid baby!! :)
ask me post his thing i also don't know what to say lor.
actually don't wanna post de because like very weird lor but i know he will check so bo pian la.
hmm... post what nehx??
ok, i will meet you when i free de ok? don't worry not i don't wanna meet you is really damn busy ah you see, i still love you de. hahahax!! >,<
erm.. i think i going bath le if not later kena scold by ling and chuanho so ya. bye~
ok another break up! =,= ok i know it's been always the same for me having a boyfriend for a few min/hours or days then a very random break up. i felt so uneasy with the last boyfriend i have. he and the sly are brother then i'm like.. ya what the fuck right? i know i know. {heart breaker} actually don't wanna break at first de but than that day when i was talking to edwin (not the one i just broke up) then he told me something that the other day aaron told me de, they both said the same thing but too difference thing la so i went to do some thinking and i can't come out with any ans at all lor. waste my time thinking! =,= anyway i don't feel any care from him? break le he also never ask why or what so stop the talking. text yi jie and he called, talking to him hoping he will help some but no lor. he is still the same, say what i always accept others then don't want accept him what more i break his record reject him more than ten time. =,= ok now yi jie do you wanna be my boyfriend? LOL! after we hang allan call, over happy! ^^ but today he is abit difference lor. hey you still own me TWO lollipop hor! i say i will post it means i will! and my hello kitty!!
joey say: if i don't trust him then no point being together and if i wanna trust him then give him more time. and my ans was 'whenever i want to trust i don't get the trust'
yi jie say: when guys care i jiu say them very irritating but when they don't i jiu say then don't really love me. and my ans was 'because they care at the wrong time'
before i say break mummy said something to me, it make me really think. what mummy said was true, i'm not young anymore keep changing boyfriend is not good so i'll be staying single ^^ i hope this time i say le will do dao lor. >,<>
no matter how hurt i am i'll just have to keep smiling :'(
someone teach me what to do or how to do?
wanting someone to care is that so hard?
caring someone is that so hard?
i'm having a very hard time for the past 8 months,
i guess only jasmine can understand my feeling.
and now i have to face the pain again but to the difference person?
what the fuck!!
must i always hurt so much after hurting someone?!
i don't really wanna hurt you de.
i know i shouldn't say all this stupid things again,
since i already got bf le,
since i already said to give up le,
since you already don't love me le,
since you already don't need me le,
and since i'm the one saying everything so why should you.
but i really can't help it.
i'm sorry!
just talk to me again.
shout at me, scold me, do whatever thing you want.
just don't ignored me jiu hao.
i'll be happy enough le, really!
ok i have already update some of the thing i have been doing this few days le, so now i'm gonna update you guys about me! ^^ first thing first, i broke up with (s) le. why i broke up with him i jiu don't think there's a need to say le right? >,<>SORRY!
the 2nd thing is gong haven call or text me at all yet! after the message i text you i jiu didn't recieve your reply le. so what now? really don't believe the things i told you? still think that i'm helping simon they all? you said you know everything le but why i ask and you never say? know what?! what do you think you know? you know nothing ok?! if you know than jiu will reply me liao what but you did not lor. you just don't believe what the things i say right? haix. sua la. nevermind, anyway there's nothing i can do also. i've done my best le.
and lasty, thing has been so messy this few days lor. is i'm thinking too much or what? can't really sleep well la, plus the whether is so cold lor. so far didn't told anyone about this except for him particular him~ i've done so much stupid thing and i don't relise it. fuck! what the hell am i thinking? damn! just forgive my every stupidness, show me the reson to live. please~ sorry!
chirstmas eve actually is go watch movie de but end up never go.
today go out with jo mao edmund and desmond.
actually is plan to watch movie de but all sold out le left 10 plus de.
i ask mummy buy me big de elmo then she buy this for me. >,<
iya, it's ok la i still love mummy! ^^
today went out with mummy agian!!
you're should be wandering why i keep going out with her ba?
mummy girl/daddy girl?
laught!!
i'm mummy daddy de precious girl man of cause must go out with them la! >,<
actually is go out with them is better lor.
mummy and jie jie love shopping then daddy is alway the joker!
but i miss last time more (when mummy and daddy will pay for the thing i want)
i bought heels agian!!
siao liao lor mummy wanna throw away some of my shoes le.
too full le, i need more space for my shoes!!
i saw one blue heels at amk de storry damn nice de la.
but i did not buy because mummy say i only can buy one pair.
so i bought another one because i need white de.
i like the blue one alot la!!
last two pair le lehx~ :'(
then heng heng got my size but can't buy!!
i saw another black de also very nice but mummy stop me.
say i got too much heels le. sadded!
tomorrow kimmy they all de cell leader is coming over to my place to have lunch.
so never go raffles le.
this week is almost full for shopping le.
sorry guys can't meet you'll.
if ayone wanna meet me can~
but must go out with my mummy and must tahan me and my mummy shopping le. >,<
cookie for everyone ^^
so beautiful
so unglam
i so high than they is like ...
walao so bu pei her lor.
kimmy knock until her head when we were pushing.
pei what you doing?!
open your mouth and raise your hand!!
smile~ :)
kimmy what's wrong?
too bo liao le.
just look at our face and laught!
i look so aunty. >,<
kimmy look so pc lor and jie jie what you doing?
pei and kimmy where you two looking?
my new brother >,<
blur look.
everyone walk like zombie la.
one straight line. ^^
pei so high.
me and daddy
me and kimmy.
me and pei pei.
GREAT!
what a happy ending.
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bi, all i can tell you is i'm sorry and i'm sorry.
all those qs you ask me just make me feel so pc with you.
i told you before we were together de.
so don't ask me ok?
the more you ask the more i will be angry.
plus you ask de thing is all so stupid la!
you know what i will say de than ask and make yourself sad?!
you are like what the fuck la!
making yourself suffer is that fun?
i don't get it lor, really.
you said you will give me time de.
but why did you everytime can ask me all those stupid thing?
ask~
ask more lor,
you can try de.
and please don't everytime force me to do thing that i don't want!
you know you can't force me de it will only make you suffer nia.
i don't have the mood to say more le.
