Thursday, November 12, 2009♥
there is time where i really need to be alone.i just hope you will always be the one by my side no matter what.
and wish forever you are mine.
sometime i wish you will hear my when i'm crying,
and come back to me...
people keep asking,
asking why can i love you so much when we don't even know each other long?
how do i feel when i'm with you,
am i happy??
though we know each other just a month plus,
but the feeling is so strong that it's like forever de.
i remember the first day i saw you till the last.
when you first smile at me,
i just can't stop looking at you.
whenever i laugh or smile it will reminds me of you.
all along you have been saying the truth to me yet i did not trust you.
still i said those thing to hurt you,
but you misunderstand me le!
how i wish you could just hear me out.
i don't have too much courage you know?
first time,
second time and that's it i will stop!
stop crying,
stop texting you,
stop calling you,
and stop finding you.
if i can i'll stop missing you,
stop loving you,
stop thinking of you,
and stop wanting you back!
stop whatever between you and me.
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the day before yesterday i meet ling bee and baobeii,
then slack at our "house"
listen song and talking rubbish as normal.
then~
i cried. >,<
sorry to spoil you'll de mood.
ling yi yi say when i'm down she will also be down.
when i'm happy she will also will be happy.
so she ask me to happy.
and i will listen de.
be back the retarded yuhuan. :)
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yesterday i cried again at qian gan pa de song ka.
i went to back, jeffrey and melvin pei me.
jeffrey told me no point crying over a guy that i know i can't get.
no matter how much i cry he won't come back de.
and i promise him won't cry and yes i did not stop crying for the time being.
i won't know when will i cry again. :/
you'll know me very well de,
when problem come all i know is cry and run away from it.
but..
i will stop crying i promise! ^^
DRAW ME CLOSE TO YOU & NEVER LET ME GO.
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