Sunday, November 29, 2009♥
what are you trying to say?you know what i will say de.
you made me smile,
you made me wait,
you made me cry. :'(
i'm trying to stop my stupid thinking,
but every time when i'm almost there,
you stop me too.
what you really want?
you can just tell me straight so maybe i won't hurt so much. :'(
i really meant what i say,
but i don't know about you.
maybe you're lying just to cheer me up or what soever?
i'm always speechless when you talk to me.
jie jie told you what i'm thinking and asking what i wanted to ask you.
i tried to stop them but i'm too late.
i regret everything i said,
sometime i really need to grow up and stop crying like a baby.
i said let go and you really did.
so if i say i want you back will you come back?
feeling so confuse inside,
wanted to cry so much but i just couldn't.
how am i going to sleep to night?!
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Blogged @ 10:26 PM
Saturday, November 28, 2009♥
i'm feeling so wronge right now!
having the same feeling everyday at night.
FUCKING HATE IT!
but i just couldn't stop it.
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yesterday ton with hafiz,
i thought he ask me ton for what,
birthday or some other reson but it's not lor!
ok, nevermind.
ko ko said he was tired and did not came down.
then 'b' keep going up his house and down. =,=
so me and hafiz was the only two person at there.
we talk through the whold night?
hahax :D
i think hafiz was drank?
but when i ask him..
me: are you ok?
hafiz: ya, sure!
me: sure anort?
hafiz: really, i'm fine.
me: you dn't look like you're ok lehx, need me to sen yo home now?
hafiz: you're the one that i need to send.
me: whatever!
(awhile later he pull me and hug)
me: are you sure you are ok?
haifz: i'm ok.
me: i think you're drank already. (pushing him away)
haifz: no, i'm not just feel that ... ... ... (he stop talking)
me: feel what?
hafiz: nothing.
i'm just hoping that you won't misunderstood what i mean the other day,
what i mean was the past and not now anymore.
i thought he ask me ton for what,
birthday or some other reson but it's not lor!
ok, nevermind.
ko ko said he was tired and did not came down.
then 'b' keep going up his house and down. =,=
so me and hafiz was the only two person at there.
we talk through the whold night?
hahax :D
i think hafiz was drank?
but when i ask him..
me: are you ok?
hafiz: ya, sure!
me: sure anort?
hafiz: really, i'm fine.
me: you dn't look like you're ok lehx, need me to sen yo home now?
hafiz: you're the one that i need to send.
me: whatever!
(awhile later he pull me and hug)
me: are you sure you are ok?
haifz: i'm ok.
me: i think you're drank already. (pushing him away)
haifz: no, i'm not just feel that ... ... ... (he stop talking)
me: feel what?
hafiz: nothing.
i'm just hoping that you won't misunderstood what i mean the other day,
what i mean was the past and not now anymore.
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Blogged @ 10:07 PM
Friday, November 27, 2009♥
just reach home charge hao phone le,
going out soon..
meeting haifz and his friend! ^^
who say i not meeting him?!
i going ok?
hahax ;D
going bath jiu go out le,
maybe meeting xiao boy first.
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Blogged @ 10:56 PM
yesterday go interview with jasmine,
meet her at laifu house.
we 5 need to reach yeo chu kang mrt there but was late,
all because of jeffrey they all la,
play until jasmine don't feel like going.
jeffrey take laifu mother wig and play.
laifu and other cb de take the 'L' and scare me,
still ask me call him kor kor!
follow my sister friend to the interview place,
after that go mac eat.
we were lost at bukit timah road again =,=
2nd time le lor!!
hate one way road!!
then take bus to clementi mrt.
actually going down serangoon meet ling they all de,
but confrim reach there awhile jiu need go liao lor.
then hafiz call me.
i promise to meet him de but i told him no free again then kena say.
so i bo pian i went to meet him,
waited for him very long la!
at there slack slack awhile then ko ko came down. (so scare!)
talk wih hafiz alot of things,
take picture with him but picture is at his phone.
post it when i take from him.
i bu xiao xin ask dao one qs that i hope i didn't ask dao la!
hahax :D
i'm not gonna say so don't ask >,<
actually is meet him awhile jiu go le but end up slack until 12 plus.
heng still got bus ah (yupe, got hafiz zai of cause got bus la >,<)
no bus he jiu need send me home le ^^
daddy today very cute la,
he suddenly past my this hello kitty sticker.
by the way the sticker is his but he don't want le. >,<
and the kangaroo on the top left hand side is botak give de.
that day because of the kangaroo he send me home.
hahax ;D
now..
boring!!
never go out today,
actually meeting fabian at night de but..
i don't know why he go bedok,
so meet him other day.
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Blogged @ 12:12 AM
Wednesday, November 25, 2009♥
going for interview later but lazy to go bath >,<jasmine already hao le i still haven bath yet.
hahax :D
meeting jie jie and her friend at chua chu kang de mrt.
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idoit you,
sure don't wanna mia?!
ok lor,
you want play is it?
see who will contact who first lor!
BLEAHX! ;P
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Blogged @ 1:44 PM
Tuesday, November 24, 2009♥
i can no longer smile like how i use to smile,laught like how i use to laught.
if you wanna leave just leave alone,
don't take my heart with you!
if you want jiu take my hand,
let me be with you!
it's hurting too deep :'(
i can no longer hold on to my tears anymore,
so please come back hao bu dao?
i want you to say i love you to me again,
i want you to hug me tighty in your arm again,
teach me how to tell you that i really love you?
bi, i miss you badly!! :'(
why didn't you text me the whold day?
morning 3 plus i'm still awake.
i couldn't sleep at all!
i read everything,
everything you told me.
today whold day keep wanting to go out and i don't know why.
don't wanna go slack,
so actually planed to go out alone.
till i remember today they all got prom night.
so i call joey.
then i remember what's today date.
ahhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!
shut up!
i need to go out!
so,
text almost everyone in my contact.
endded nobody free. :'(
untill lim heng ask me go 202,
ahbee ask me go he house,
xiao boy ask me go find him,
yi jie ask me go watch movie,
kendrick ask me go his school prom night,
darren ask me go his school there.
told lim heng don't want scare saw ah yi,
told ahbee very sian lehx i don't wanna slack,
told xiao boy go his house there also sian,
told yi jie no money,
told kendrick siao ah,
told darren very far.
then talk on phone with shihao then lin heng.
untill around 4 to 5 plus i call hafiz,
hahaz!
finally found dao someone le.
but he say meet at 6 to 7 plus.
end up i wait untill fall asleep then never meet him le. >,<
good thing is i did not cry,
hahax :D
jeffrey i guai bu guai?!
LOL.
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Blogged @ 10:19 PM
Monday, November 23, 2009♥
at hougang mall with bee and ling walk walk.
(crossing over to interchange)
ling: huan take what bus go??
me: 87...
ling: ok
(waiting for bus)
ling: got alot of 80 lor
me: i think 72 then got alot lor.
ling: no la 80.
me: where got?
ling: 80 go two liao lehx then now coming one more
(ling pointing at bus 80 coming in de)
me: ohh.. 72 come two nia. >,<>
ling: sengkang?
me: is it?
ling: don't know lehx, there put de (pointing at the bus)
me: sengkang to where?
ling: don't know?
me: sengkang? (thinking for awhile) sengkang?? (thinking)
me: SENGKANG?! (rush to the bus)
(finally think dao we going sengkang and miss two buses le >,<)
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Blogged @ 11:57 PM
Sunday, November 22, 2009♥
chee hao.
yesterday go amk meet ahbee mummy,
than help joanna makeup then go serangoon slack.
take liangsoon phone take picture.
++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++
i have been waiting for 1 week plus le,
you still haven call or text me.
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Blogged @ 4:00 PM
Saturday, November 21, 2009♥
this few days keep going out late.
on 19 i meet jiaming, simon and one more guy,
ton with him till moring around 5 to 6 plus meet alan.
fatch him at kovan mrt than go chalton park there.
help him with something.
ask him some qs that i wish i diden't ask dao la.
hiax. sadded. :'(
plus my phone drop into the drain. =,=
still working but more sot liao. ^^
pei him wait for cab then home sweet home at around 8 plus going 9.
than at night 11 plus meeting hafiz at my house downstair de.
but he haven reach so i go opposite meet xiao boy and joshua first.
joshua fatch me in.
then go in pei them watch tv =,=
awhile later then go eat.
kena di siao by them like siao la.
heng awhile later they jiu need go liao.
text koko but he only reply afew.
i told him not meeting liao meet tomorrow then he and hafiz still come.
by the time they reach my house downstair i already sleep le lor.
SORRY!
wake up text koko but he never reply until night 8 plus hafiz called me.
ask me go his house downstair find him.
meet him heidi and one more guy.
they keep calling koko but engaged.
HENG AH!! >,<
stack until 12 plus take the last bus go home.
later meeting joanna 12.30 at amk hub,
helping her to makeup.
then me and ahbee jiu don't know go where le. :'(
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Blogged @ 10:20 AM
Wednesday, November 18, 2009♥
yesterday something bu xing de happen. when we at tua lang gao there my stomach suddenly very pain. pain until can't stand up, talk or laugh. damn pain de la! than shuting jiu keep say call the ambulance. but i keep don't want, then they say pain until like that still don't want go hospital. say until i at there cry. end up they also call. take blood, xtra all that. i scare until siao de la. hoping everything will past very soon. waited very long for everything la. they take turn to pei me, yi yu tell me something, i relies who are the one that really care and not. in there i'm in deep pain and out there she is quarreling with him, i know you can't stop my pain but why quarrel and add my name?? haix. :'( forget it. 29 dec i still have to go hospital. think i'm not going. GH de also never go le, this i think no point going also. by the way next time even if going die le also die die don't call the ambulance. kena scold after i reach home, daddy say make until he can't sleep, mummy say never work still give so much trouble. mummy just scolded me also, keep saying i waste their money. daddy and mummy just quarrel also, then put all the blam to me. until i can't take it liao jiu scold back.
"i know you won't come also de, next time i won't give you problem le!"
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Blogged @ 9:48 PM
Monday, November 16, 2009♥
I'm fully addicted!DRAW ME CLOSE TO YOU & NEVER LET ME GO.
Blogged @ 3:20 PM
at home nothing to do,
kimmy and pei is not fighting at their room.
the poor taffy is there also,
pei bring taffy to my room.
now sitting on my leg.
taffy is scare.
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yesterday at night about 2 plus hafiz suddenly call me.
we talk alot the past time.
then ask alot of qs to each other also.
he ask me today go meet him if can.
but i don't dare alone go,
so i told him i ask lina they all first.
night time he is going to call again! ^^
hahax :D
jasmine i know you're jealous but too bad.
good thing is remember you ^^
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good,
really don't wanna contact me right??
then when you broke up with her le don't come and find me!
understand?!
i'm damn disappointed at you.
mummy, jie, mei mei, di di, kor kor or whatever!
i don't wanna care.
you still want to change the 'G' then choose it yourself!
i'm not going to care.
go care for your fucking girlfriend,
and stop asking my to choose/change other!
dog, dog, dog!
DRAW ME CLOSE TO YOU & NEVER LET ME GO.
Blogged @ 2:23 PM
Sunday, November 15, 2009♥
end church liao jiu go home wait for ling and bee to wake up.end up ling yi yi don't wanna meet :'(
she say ton then tired.
damn sian de lor.
now waiting for jasmine and ahbee mummy to bath hao.
nothing to do jiu play with webcam.
ya the retarded me is doing stupid thing again.
but going to post one picture jiu hao.
if not the joanna will give alot comment again. >,<
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yesterday ping suddenly call me,
guess what?!
she saw hafiz!!!!!
i'm so so jealouse la!!
still gu yi call and tell me.
make me so jealouse la,
ping you wait!
when i saw sufianto first one to call is you!
muahaha!! :DD
heng ping got take his num la,
they talk alot lor,
hafiz still tell her free go out together.
i wanna go with you'll!! :'(
yes!
he heard me, LOL
he ask ping to ask me come along also when going out.
hafiz friend ask ping got any malay girls to intro anort,
then the stupid ping go tell him no but got veron.
what the fuck la!
V ta la!!
before that i got ask ping to give hafiz my num but ping don't want.
but end up hafiz ask for my num aslo. ^^
but text me de is this friend what the hell lor.
but nevermind la,
this wednesday going meet them!
maine, lina and jasmine don't too be jealouse when you'll saw this post ok?
hahax :D
if wanna come along then text me lor. ^^
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what are you trying to prove or tell me uh?!
you think i will give a fucking damn to it then you're wronge.
wronge, wronge, wronge!
when you want me jiu keep contacting me all that,
like no people care la!
then don't want le jiu totally don't care.
who do you think i am?!
when i call you don't wanna pick up.
text you don't wanna reply.
at msn ask you then say no money.
FUCK!
you think i will believe your fucking story?!
stop your fucking nosence ok?!
i always thought you're the only one that care and know what i want.
bullshit!
because of that fucking girl treat me this way.
fine~
forget it,
i don't wish to talk about it too.
just go on do whatever you like and just forget about me can le.
so stupid to listen to you.
you're just a dog!
today went church wear totally opposite colour with jie jie.so funny la.
then she keep say take picture.
must grow taller she take picture with my untill very xin ku. >,<
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Blogged @ 3:11 PM
Saturday, November 14, 2009♥
crying for so long and finally i smile. :)although i'm a little confuse,
but i know what i really want le.
friend or boyfriend?
it dosen't matter anymore le.
all i want was you to talk to me,
text me whenever you want.
but i still hope you will be by my side.
i thought you know,
but i'm wronge.
you still don't understand. ;/
i over happy yesterday till i can't sleep.
wanted to find some one to talk but no one was free.
till i remember jasmine.
talk to her till 5+ then went to my room.
but i still can't sleep.
wake up at 11+ this moring,
daddy ask why so late sleep still so early wake up.
this is not like me la.
still wishing you will text or call me.
still wishing you will text or call me.
waited and waited..
going ki siao liao lor,
till jasmine ask me to meet her at blk one.
slack slack,
then decided to text you,
but didn't know what to say till shuting give me some idea.
can't stop smiling to myself.
all the way keep smiling till i reach home.
i just won't stop my stupid thinking.
i hope you won't give me any false hope or what.
i'm still waiting.
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Blogged @ 10:05 PM
Friday, November 13, 2009♥
NG photo!!
jiao bin of the day!! >,<
baobeii
me.
ahbee
jo
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Blogged @ 8:43 PM
jo, ling and me.
jo and me.
me and jo, don't we look alike??
me and ling.
saw the stupid baobeii behind me??
me and ling.
hahax :D i like this picture. ling look so cute.
kiss me kiss me!!
ling say i look so fake with that smile. >,<
i look so blur la.
ling are you ok?
peace~
bleahx!
this picture we take until very xin ku la!
ling eating shushi on bus so norti.
ahbee and jo is extra de.
yesteday i meet ling yi yi, ahbee mummy, jo biao mei and my baobeii kexin at amk.
waited for ling and bee to reach then jiu go far east.
help jo to choose prom night de dress.
suan pian shop shop. >,<
end up she choose one pink and white dress.
super nice de la!
i ask her still need think ma,
straight away she jiu say don't think so liao ba.
hahax :D
the dress cost her $80 la.
but also not she pay de.
after shooping jiu went to kfc for dinner.
actually plan to go hougang mall look for jo the heels de but end up very late,
so endded up never go.
then go serangoon change bus.
on the way back i fall asleep on mummy shoulder. >,<
reach serangoon ling bee and jo pei me wait for bus.
when my bus come my phone drop!!
fuck!!
so angry la,
then got one guy help me pick up the small small part.
the funny thing is he take liao never give me.
i also don't know he take for what de lor.
then keep telling his friend spoil liao spoil liao.
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why are you telling me this?
what you wanna prove??
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