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Tuesday, April 28, 2009♥


ya, it's comin to an end of my life !!
everything's GONE !!
maybe it's gone for good ??
i don't care, i have no future no present no past anyway.
i'm just wasting time on my everything !!
even if i'm ending my life now, it make's no diffrence too !!
so why should i carry on and wasting time ??
my mother ke lian ??
ohh, please la..
than who lai ke lian mi ?!
i'm crying, i'm bleeding..
blood driping all over my kitchen, toilet, t-shirt, towel etc..
hurting inside, who knows ??
NOBODY !!
i'm the only one that knows and feel hurt inside, deep deep down in my heart
FUCK !!
i hate the feeling !!
i'm sick & tired of them repeating the same thing over & over again.
it's getting worst everytime.
i don't understand ??
ya !!
i'm just too inmature to understand everything they say.
just scold me anithing your'll like, cos i won't care !!
i'll just do whatever it came to my mind 1st.
i dote my father so much, but from yesterday that thing happen.
i know i can't control myself anymore.
i know i'm too much.
but so what ?!
who force me ??
my parents !!
so what if i cut myself.
yes it's correct, it won't solve anything.
but atless it won't hurt so much as how my heart hurts !!
all she know and say was tell daddy i did this tell daddy i did that and daddy going to scold you.
i don't let your'll understand.
ya, when i don't talk to your'll jiu will feel sorry la.
i don't need it !!
just carry on i won't give your'l prob anymore !!
won't go out, won't use phone, won't watch tv, won't play music so loud at nite etc..
i won't talk to your'l also !!
so don't try to talk to me too !!

yuhuan is GONE !!
H-A-T-E
bayybiiB.Z.

DRAW ME CLOSE TO YOU & NEVER LET ME GO.

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