Thursday, April 30, 2009♥
feeling really low right now and i don't know why..
AGAIN !!
haix..:'(
again and again i'm sad, i'm angry, i'm confuse and always don't know why !!
i wish i know what i'm thinking but i just can't..
maybe i realy need some councelling ba..
someone that can really help me understand my own feeling..
someone that can share my feeling with and won't be spread around..
is it you don't love me le ??
maybe i'm right,
you really don't love me anymore since the day you two met each other..
i can see the feeling between your'll are getting closer each time..
keeping secret from me,
i may be thinking too much but i don't think so lor..
after that day i start to treasure you more than i ever do,
REALLY !!
but you are no longer mine..
i think i'm just jealouse ba,
but why should i ??
am i really in love with you or it's just a prank that my heart and mind have made ?!
i don't wanna let go of you just like that,
i just wann you to know, ILOVEYOU !!
and my heart is breaking !!
because of her you said those thing infront of me..
my tears keep falling !
i kept quite when i heard those word came out of your mouth..
i just have the feeling that you like her..
don't know for fuck i said those thing to let you si wang of her or whatever shit la !!
this few days my feeling keep going up and down..
it will goo all the way up and come all the way down..
down down down till my heart dies !!
up up up till i've gone crazy !!
mood swing very very fast !!
faster then you can imagine it !!
but most of the time i'm always down..
alway feel like crying but don't know why,
just cry bu chu..
really very xin ku inside..
i'm happy because your'll make me so..
THANKS !!
but whenever i saw .. .. or .. .. ,
i just can't control my feeling at all !!
wish that i can just hang, walk away or even da sheng de ask them to SHUT UP !!
really thinks that i'm goin crazy la !!
ya, i'm right,
i'm bleeding outside, crying inside and hurting both side !!
and nobody knows..
if one day i really forgot your'll,
PLEASE !!
don't make me remember everything !!
i don't wanna be hurt or feel hurt once again anymore !!
please, please, please.
last time de yuhuan has already GONE for good..
just let the new yuhuan go on her life without hate/hurt..
DRAW ME CLOSE TO YOU & NEVER LET ME GO.
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