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2012-01-31T09:52:00.000+08:00

my birthday and half year of me and precious chalet.

i'm not in the mood of posting all the new year photo up. cause i upload for 3 times already, keep cannot so i shall post it some other time. now the time is 9.48am and i'm so hungry. precious is not around. he has already got 11 and half day off so yesterday went back to work already. but this few days he can go back early. haha :) i'm so lazy to update my blog also, talking rubbish all the way. just ignore what i said.

chinese new year/happy birthday !

2012-01-28T21:54:00.000+08:00

didn't update my blog for so long, i almost forget about it.

anyway celebrated my birthday at tree house vila chalet all thanks to precious, (hope i did not spell wrong) precious and my friend plan a surprise party for me. damn happy de cause everyone get to gather together. it's like so long i meet everyone together le. but still abit disappointed cause didn't get to see those 6r pupil :( but still ok la, i enjoy it alot. love the video that precious made too, so sweet can. *shyshy*

the other happy thing is chinese new year. every year the same routine chu yi went went to ah ma house and bai nian. get to see all my cousin, aunty and uncle. same again everyone gather together. one word to describe FUN! :) playing with my little cousin was really fun too but he is way too noisy and naughty. chu er went to lao gu house not many people go this year and only get to see two of my nieces and one nephew. but still ok la. enjoy it too.

photo will upload some other time. going precious friend already but currently waiting for qioan and sam to come up. so ~ i shall go prepare myself :)

jie jie brought a heels for me.

2012-01-18T14:25:00.000+08:00

few more days to my birthday/chinese new year already, have you all prepare everything? :)

yesterday went to kovan with jie jie daddy and kimmy, jie jie brought a heels for me :) love it alot. mummy say wanna buy dress for me, ask me to wear it on my birthday but until now i still can't find any dress i like de :( and i left with few days only lo. mummy also say wanna buy a laptop for me. treat me so good got reason de, she ask me after chineses new year go work. and it's a must ! ok, fine ~ i shall go work, and stop working at july :) cause that when precious end his army le !! yeah !!

i'm so boring now, any idea what should i do or what can i do? precious watching movie without me :( joking la, he watching with camp mate. nothing to play, nothing to watch, nothing to do and nothing to eat. out of a sudden feel like dancing, can i ? i scare i hurt my back again.

i'm so unhappy about everything. :'(

2012-01-13T14:04:00.000+08:00

i should have look at yesterday horoscopes, last night i feel so terrible. like everything was just according to it, at first i told precious about it then he say won't happen and so i believe him but till evening it really happen and just all the way till 11 plus then everything was back to normal.

how come i feel that my life suck much?! staying at home it's a big change for me already, i even stop shopping. daddy just now say saying that makes my day even worst. although i know it's a joke but seriously i feel so fuck up after that. whole body feel so uneasy, don't know what should i do, where should i throw those anger at? everyday i'm doing the best i can, but somehow i feel that it just makes me more and more lazy.

daddy kimmy and yu pei went out, before they went out they ask me to join them. HELLO ~ you guys are going liberality lehx !! i don't go those place, must be quiet, talk also must talk soft soft. UNLESS if i feel like going then ~ i'll go. and guess what?! they ask me to cook maggie mee to eat lehx ! i've been eating that for like months already ok?! breakfast, lunch, dinner and even supper la. i'm being over abit, i don't really eat that everyday and every time but i really eat alot maggie me le now even i like de mee gorang i also don't like eat le. just imagine that. -,- some time i can eat up two times per day. i'm not those who like eating maggie mee, i start eating it because i started to like one of it. although i like eating noodles but that a difference thing. ask me eat that i rather starved to death. i'm so emotional and mentally hurt, i just need something to fa xie all out. :'(

seriously i feel so unhappy right now, sometimes i don't even know what wrongs with me, what am i unhappy with. am i suffering from depression?

went chinatown

2012-01-11T16:55:00.000+08:00

look at my eyes, it's so scary but so cool right?! i didn't wear any contact lens at all and this picture just turn out to be like this.

yesterday went to chinatown at night and saw jeffrey there, he is about two head tall from me !! omg right?! haha, never thought he would grow so tall de haha, i still remember how he use to compare his height from me. damn cute de la and don't forget his laughter. so glad to know that he is not slacking with those people already. :) *really never see wrong people* anyway brought some chinese new year stuff home too, haha one of them is already half empty le, the kua buhlulu is damn nice can ?! never eat before so sweet de lo. gosh, i must really maintain abit if not those will make my half kg back again. haha. precious ending work already and means i need to get prepare le.

and and and oni is out already, just for you guys de information do not find me or ask me to find him for you guys, cause i already told you all and nobody wanna do anything about it, it's not my problem anymore :)

lost half a kg and back to 38kg !! :)

2012-01-10T11:15:00.000+08:00

look at my cute little big baby boy :)

we didn't did it on purpose, he just lie there and when i turn around i saw this big ribbon on top of his head i just can't stop laughing so i took a picture of it. omg, so cute right?! anyway my birthday coming le oh! and that's mean chinese new year is reaching soon !! but i'm so not looking forward to this year one. :((

oh ya, i didn't have anything for 3 days and i'm not feeling hungry at all, weird right?! totally not hungry lo, make until precious so worry but i'm back to normal now, haha i started to feel hungry last night and i had mac for the first proper meal after 3 days of not taking any food in. and i'm going to have my prata later on. daddy tabao for me :) 3 days without food and i lost 1/2 a kg lo !! so happy i'm back to 38kg kg le. yesterday jie jie and yu pei laugh at me cause i say i don't want any butter cookie cause i have just lost 1/2 kg. people just lose weight must maintain abit ma, cannot mehx ?! out of a sudden i'm just not hungry for 3 days, sure is god know i wanna lose weight so give me this ability not to eat for 3days and yet don't feel any hunger at all. i'm so happy can?! but i know soon i'm gain back my 1/2 kg cause i can't stop eating junk food. you know junk food is much more delicious then proper meal lo. gotta go already my prata going to be cold le. >,^

picture update for mummy's birthday ! :)

mummy birthday !

2012-01-06T14:30:00.000+08:00

ALLO 2012!!

it's a new year and a new start for everyone. :)

didn't post on the first day of 2012, drag until now then post.

it's not that i don't wanna post is kimmy every morning using the lappy to watch show !!

ok anyway today is mummy birthday !!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUMMY !!

although i always scold and quarrel with her but i know deep inside we still care and love each other, but ~ maybe not celebrating with her today cause she is a busy women after she started work. no need cook no need wash cloths no need do house work at all. isn't she lazy?! everything throw to us then we all throw to daddy. end up daddy is like the only one doing all the washing and cooking. poor thing lo, work for so long come home still mush do so many thing. :( iyo, mummy birthday still bad mouth her. haha. later gonna try out make up for kimmy, wanna see if she is weird putting up make up or not. she also very funny de lo, where got girls put make up will weird de, is her person weird weird lo.

giving kimmy my table.

2011-12-29T12:59:00.000+08:00

yesterday kimmy suddenly come tell me she want a table then i she still ask can i give her my table or not, i pause for a moment then she say you thinking then where your thing gonna put and cannot ah but end up i reply her give you lo anyway i also never use. she ask me why i pause, like don't want. haha. actually also good ma anyway i didn't use le, i never study for what need a table. if i want i that time jiu won't change table with my sister lo. the big table is mine ok?! i change and need a table also because i wanna draw. but now also never draw le. :( so i shall give it to her, she also very funny lo. she already start packing everything le la, i told her also must wait for me to buy box first if not my thing wanna put where?!

where you all die?!

2011-12-27T16:54:00.000+08:00

look at my cute little precious, this photo look so funny la, like small kids.

anyway did i mention that i had a wonderful christmas present of this year? it was terrible ok?! on christmas day, mummy jie jie and precious take cab home from church. (boyf didn't drive) and when i was going up the cab my hand put at the side of the door and then when precious close the door *bang!* my hand is inside !! shouted very loud and then ask precious to open the door but mummy keep at there 'iyo, ah~ iyo' all that make until precious didn't heard what i say and my hand stuck in there longer. =,= all thanks to mummy la.

now my hand red red and abit blue black lo. so scary right like that hear me say but don't worry my hand is still working. haha ! but very pain, hardly can bend. yuhuan so poor thing hor? :(

anyway time pass really fast, so fast this 2011 is gonna end already. every year there is so much thing happening. people come and go ~ are you the one that will stay or leave? all my girlfriend are meeting lesser already not like when we are young. we meet up as and when we like, happy not happy also meet, to slack or to go out we also meet but now everybody old le. study or working, holiday = working. if people don't need money for everything, guess we will be meeting more often already right? the girls always say meet up soon but the soon is like taking years lo. :( i miss you guys lehx !! new year coming already, i will contact you guys to go out but can you all contact me before i ask you guys and i don't want to be the only person to think where to go or do what. you all de brain is die le or what?!

hmm.. i'm gonna end my post le, because precious going to end work already then i have to bathe all that. this few days my hair like very hard to dry, i use 30 to 45 min to dry my hair lo. so precious ask me to prepare at 5 and the time now is 4.54 already so tata everyone ~ :)

christmas just over ~

2011-12-26T23:19:00.000+08:00

Christmas day just pass and what's next? my birthday !! haha, ok la, it's Chinese new year

and the sad thing is my birthday fall on Chinese new year.

totally sian half la ! :(

didn't really celebrate Christmas also but i went to church.

like first time i own self say want go de lo.

i don't really know what to post also, trying to blog everyday so i will remember what i wanna say or post.

nut every time because of lazy i post other day then forget everything le. :(

guess i'll be ending my blog le ba.

oh ya ! precious brought a new keyboard cause his keyboard spoil.

haha, i am so happy la cause i don't need to use the very hard to type keyboard to post blog le.

but also got bad thing, this keyboard is so difference from any other keyboard lo.

and then again very hard to type but it's better then the old one.

this one need to get use to it.

hmm.. ok, goodnight everyone, i'm sick so need to rest early *so not like me

sore throat again. :(

2011-12-21T15:07:00.000+08:00

so long didn't update my blog le.

haha, every time say must update then end up lazy again.

every time afews days never update i jiu don't know wanna post what.

anyway yesterday went nex shopping with kexin and yiling.

they never complain tired or what ohs !

so not like them right? but still i do more the shopping and they just look.

after that went to serangoon north 107 eat and wait for precious.

done eating with slack about less then 30min i say wanna go le.

cause i really very tired lo!

today i'm sick again, sore throat !!

i don't like sore throat lo, whatever sickness also can but no sore throat, i hate it la!

hope by tonight my throat will be fine cause i wanna eat ~

celebrated x'mas early !!

2011-12-13T12:55:00.001+08:00

we had an early celebrate of x'mas, like a really very early one.

we celebrated on the 10 of this month cause that's the one day when all of us are free.

haha. so x'mas celebrate with my precious.

still not sure going where but heard his friend call and said go for rounding.

x'mas rounding? hmm.. like a not so fun thing but anyway i'm fine as long as i'm with the big baby.

just hang my call talking with him.

he is really a cute one, specially when he laugh on this own after his own joke.

not the joke that make me laugh and it's this laughter make me laugh.

sound so like me lo, yiling they all say i laugh no tone he also the same la.

i ha ha, he ha ha ha.

hahahahahahahahah !!! >,

make myself laugh so mush. *stomach pain*

anyway i forget to take up the food on precious car now no food eat :(

so bian lo, find food myself.

update till here, tomorrow update again cause kimmy friend coming over to my house.

and i still not change yet lo, wait for me to change first then reach hor !

i look so ugly when my hair so messy, no make up like one dead person walking around the house.

nothing better to do.

2011-12-09T16:29:00.000+08:00

i'm at home doing nothing can?!

is like super boring de lo, every time wake up and i will nua all the way till precious end work.

don't know why today so moody do whatever thing also unhappy.

even eat lo !

don't know what to eat and feel so lazy to cook make myself so unhappy of myself.

like stupid right?!

not even chocolate help, what am i going to do?!

sometimes i feel that i'm so lost, like totally no life.

i'm just too lazy la, don't know which of my parents pass thing laziness to me, i so don't like it la !

now i also hardly sleep so much le, if not i everyday sure sleep until at least 3.30 to 4 then wake up.

heng precious today 5 end work and it's gonna be 5 already :)

and that's all for today my boring post.

shopping this few days.

2011-12-07T13:04:00.000+08:00

last few days went to nex to eat and shopping.

and precious brought this hello kitty pillow head for me which i fnd it damn long le.

so happy, in the photo the kitty may look abit lost colour but it's not.

is my cam got problem.

anyway this is not the kitty where you all think that where also got sell de.

this one is the original one.

what do i mean by the original one is behind no other colour and it's normal white.

outside see de all got colour behind if not the ribbon is not red de.

anyway i'm just so happy i got this, my precious baby is so good. :)

at that day jie jie they all spent 400 to 500 plus for a few thing only.

she really know how to spent her money lo, one shop 90 plus.

yesterday went to watch movie with precious at bishan.

went to kovan to find my thing then went to amk hub to eat after that head down to bishan.

finish watching jiu went back my house change then go back precious house.

straight away sleep when reach his house.

don't make me hate you.

2011-12-02T16:27:00.000+08:00

yesterday went out with yiling joey and kexin.

actually jiaxin meeting us also de but she end up not free.

so me yiling and joey meet first went to eat then head to buggis wait for kexin.

kexin is damn slow lo still went to orchard before meeting us. *waste our time*

but we are so heng manage to find kexin dress :)

she look so cute in the dress can't wait to see her with make up on !!

kexin now really like a real women le, she even say wanna go shop some more when we say we wanna go le.

so surprise right?! 0.0

sorry ah photo don't have joey cause we went back earlier then us.

all this was taken when we are on our way to nex.

and ya, we went nex after buggis.

kexin leg was quite small also but abit ba ba. haha.

but ok la, sure will be easy to find her heels de, the only problem is she don't know how to walk in heels. :(

after the shopping meet precious at his house downstairs then went to serangoon eat.

then went back home after that.

friends come and go, i though you were the one that would stay.

never thought you will become like this.

what happen to you, what happen to us?!

you were never like this before, and now you're a totally difference person.

you call those your friend? don't bullshit la.

they will just ruin your life, your teenage life away ok?

ain't we good enough for you?!

how long you know us and how long do you know them.

we understand you and do they?

come on la, don't tell me you gonna live your live with other people help,

having fun all that and throw you friend that go through ups and down with you for years away?!

by giving us stupid excuses and keep lying?!

oh please, don't make me hate you please!

i love my baby G !

2011-11-30T14:59:00.000+08:00

you all just gotta miss my beautiful face :) HAHA!

i've been keep eating like a pig but one thing very heng i won't grow fat.

jealous si bo?! mai jealous ask me how i will teach you :)

yesterday after precious end work he come my house fetch me.

he yesterday very early jiu end le cause go court.

we went to ntuc for food shopping.

after that went back to his house eat, sleep and play. haha.

we both like pig already, everyday eat and sleep the most.

cute si bo?!

cannot say not cute must say cute cause i already say cute le !

really very cute hor?! haha !

anyway is i decorate de lehx ~

you guys really need to envy me alot cause i have this wonderful boyfriend of mine that no one have. :)

although sometime i really feel like slapping him right at his face and ask him to shut up.

but i do really love him alot and it's alot alot.

can you'll imagine that one person that have the ability to change the whole me?

like OMG ok?!

not to better or worst but to someone that really understand how to love and give in.

i admit i'm not someone who will understand my boyfriend very much.

i'm always seeking for attention,

and when i do not get it i'll get really mad and everything could just turn out to be their fault.

just a click !

and that's who i am. a bad temper person.

but to him i'm like a totally difference person.

some may say not good cause it's not the real me but i find like fine.

cause this is the real me when i'm truly in love. :)

baby you just gotta know i love you alot ! miss you damn damn much. sorry for everything that i've done wrong in the past, present or maybe the future? you qi shi just now, i don't mean to make you angry. i'm so sorry that i'm not as understanding as you. i but i really appreciate that you endure all those childishness of mine :) thanks for giving me a chance to be with you. now you make me so desperate for you, so you belong to me and forever will be mine. love you my darling ! <3

as each day past my feeling for you grow ~

pain ah ~

2011-11-29T12:06:00.000+08:00

i've almost forgotten that i have a blog.

keep saying that i will update but keep forgetting it.

last few day have been going to it fair to look for tv and camera.

anyway mummy brought one 40inch tv for our living room at $700 plus. *like finally la*

and kimmy brought a camera too.

actually jiejie wanna buy end up become kimmy buy.

i wanna have one too !

precious say he will buy one for me :) wee ~

precious mummy also going to look for bed sheet also, sea horse !!

cause my back is aching, i'm so not use to sleeping in those normal one i like sea horse the best :)

out of a sudden i'm having pain near my stomach.

not stomach pain not gastric pain.

i'm not sure what pain is it but i can't really move alot so cut short everything i wanted to say.

later will be going precious house alone if his sir say he don't have to go back camp.

seriously i need to go take a rest.

the pain is killing me !! :(

draw me close to you, never let me go
i lay it all down again, to hear you say that I'm Your friend.
you are my desire, no one else will do
'cause nothing else could take your place, o feel the warmth of Your embrace
help me find the way, bring me back to You.

you're all I want, you're all I've ever needed.
you're all I want, help me know you are near.

update for few month back ~

2011-11-17T18:36:00.000+08:00

it's been so long i've updated my blog le.

i'm really lazy doing it lo.

and so far did not delete my blog and fb away but deleted my tagged le.

maybe for the time being i'll leave them alone first.

now update about what i'm doing this few days.

meet up with yiling they all more often le and it's good !

they are what i call true friends. :) *for some reason*

anyway celebrate joey birthday at pasir ris park with joey, zhizhi, mao, eddy, kexin, yiling and mao cousin.

had quite alot of fun before that day meet up with angie for dinner also.

last few days was joanna birthday also but didn't celebrated or say happy birthday to her at all.

so i shall say it here to in case you will see my blog.

Joanna, Happy belated Birthday to you and i'm sorry.

once friend forever will be friend, i know my words are hurtful and so are yours.

when we quarrel or argue always had that someone to ask us forgive each other cause we're good friends.

and so i forgive you, are you going to forgive me it's up to you.

but i'm sure i'll always be your friend whenever you need me :)

today is jasmine birthday and so..

Happy Birthday Jasmine ! :)

this month is indeed a birthday month ah so many people birthday.

few more days is qian turns already. haha.

so many people means more money to be spents le.

i'm totally broke le lo !

and don't forget my birthday coming soon also le, jan 23 must remember ah ! :)

now update how's me and my lovely boyfriend.

this few days we are doing super fine, no quarrel no argue at all. envy me? :)

anyway later we going watch movie and currently he is awake le,

so gonna go accompany him before he say i use com don't care him.

tata ~

i miss him.

2011-10-21T11:57:00.000+08:00

yesterday although had a very unhappy moment but everything was solve after that.

don't worry we did not quite quarrel at all. *swear*

so meet boyfriend at 12 plus going 1, all thanks to his duty.

so he came and fetch me then go his house straight away we both sleep.

today he will be ending work at 5 plus?

can get to see him earlier then yesterday.

anyway the time now is 12 and this sky is like 8 plus already.

can you imagine?

so dark lo, ok now raining already. everyone remember to close your window !!

shiok ah!

maybe will get some rest or even sleep ?

so unforgiven

2011-10-20T18:44:00.000+08:00

i'm sorry.

i know sorry meant nothing at all after i do so much.

but just accept my sorry cause i'm really sorry for what i've done.

i don't even have the face to face you or face thing.

not even dare to look at my phone.

what should i do?!

i can't even control myself even after i was forgiven so many time.

i'm always asking for trust but i'm the one always not giving other people trust.

look how foolish i am!

i'm a friend that anybody can trust and always the one people love.

but when come to relationship the 'he' will always have a thousands thing he don't like about me.

teaching others or even helping others to solve their relationship stuff.

but when it comes to mine, i'm totally lost.

i promise myself to change after he is dead and it seem that nothing have really change in me.

looks like it's really hard to get people love me for who i am.

am i that bad?!

hais. i can't even keep my own promise why should i even say i will keep others promise?

and what's now?

i've deleted away already, i know by deleting it away won't help at all.

i know chances are given lots of time.

i don't need or want any chance anymore.

from the start you know, you know you will get hurt, you know i don't wanna hurt you.

and good, i've hurt you and myself.

i never even shard a tears from the moment you left my side.

what did i do?

deep down i felt so hurt, wanted to cry but just..

#iloveyou

last week.

2011-10-13T10:23:00.000+08:00

gonna update about what i do last week.

went to dog farm with boyfriend and taffy.

taffy was normally so naughty but when at the dog farm she was so guai can?!

thanks to those big dog, i think she was scare.

not only her even i was scare la !

after the dog farm went to nex to let her play around.

i was so afraid that she will bite or bark at other dog but she didn't wor.

haha.

saw one uncle with a chihuahua while waiting for taffy food.

the uncle ask me wanna together breed our dog or not but bobian taffy also not i buy de so much ask yupei.

so take the uncle number but end up yupei don't want.

like very sad la.

i everyday keep thinking of what the uncle told his chihuahua la.

'got girlfriend le but must see people want or not'

like i very bad lo, i didn't even dare to call the uncle say don't want.

boyfriend say buy one more to breed with the uncle but must wait until when :(

last few days went to plaza sing with my parents and two younger sister.

reach there not very long, boyfriend came to join us.

they also can really tahan lo, in daiso almost 2 hour la !

walk until my leg pain lo.

after plaza sing went to nex to eat then home ~

yesterday went to nex to make my phone de thing.

don't know what date usage keep on when i already off it long ago they still charge.

for 3 month i'm paying a totally of 400++ la!

i can buy alot of thing already la, and finally yesterday off le already.

after that went back to boyfriend house waited for his friend to reach and help him fix his com.

after done send his friend back to his camp and reach home at 11 plus.

watch show and went to bed at 12 plus.

later boyfriend ending work at 11.30.

very early again hor?

anyway is cause we going hospital and take report.

after taking report gonna stay at home whole day and watch finish the show !! :)

gonna go eat and then prepare my thing.

real steel

2011-10-07T17:06:00.000+08:00

yesterday went to watch 'REAL SREEL' with boyfriend at bishan.

reach there early so walk walk around then time zone play.

this show was super nice it's even better then transformers la,

so it's a must watch show, don't miss it !

currently i'm doing nothing but later maybe going to sleep if boyfriend still sleeping.

cause today have a nice weather :)

anyway he is now sleeping like a pig la, haha so funny lo.

later at night going out ~

money take away my life.

2011-10-05T11:16:00.000+08:00

listening to song and random to quite alot of song that i use to dance.

haha, damn miss the past where me and my sec school friend will practice our dance at green hall.

(you die i die, you jump i won't jump)

i wanna dance so badly but due to back pain, everything is gone.

tomorrow going to look for job with jasmine, as i promise her.

some place too far some place i don't like, near one all taken.

am i too fussy?

it's all money fault, blame and curse him/her for being a need in human life !

sometime i really regret for quitting school so early, regret for not listening to what philson told me.

now that i have to always stay at home do nothing instead of going to school and study.

admit i don't like to study or work but i'm more afraid of being boring.

till now i don't even know should i get a job or not.

mummy daddy and jie jie is not really about me not having a job.

but i also got reason de what also not i don't want go.

hais, stress !

fuck up people.

2011-10-04T14:43:00.000+08:00

some people are just so fuck up you know?!

agree already and did not do it.

don't come please me anything, i fucking won't care. totally won't ok?!

don't know step until what bad luck la. sway lo!

shoo far far away from me hor !

yesterday went ahma house with daddy yupei kimmy and boyfriend.

until late night 11 plus? then went home.

tabao to my house and eat then went back boyfriend house.

last night i was feeling damn suck.

can hardly breath properly feeling damn xinku la.

at first didn't wanna wake boyfriend up cause he need to get up for work at 6 plus.

but end up also wake him up cause really buay tahan le.

boyfriend really very sweet, keep saying wanna wait for me to sleep then he sleep.

i bet he is really tired now.

off to do my thing ~

after a long road.

2011-10-03T15:28:00.000+08:00

rainbow always appear after the big rain.

everything seem to be ok already. :)

yesterday went hospital and visit uncle with mummy daddy yupei and kimmy.

went to fetch mummy first then went to nuh.

uncle seem to be really fine.

still can joke around lo, lol.

my precious boyfriend now going another camp then have meeting awhile jiu end work already.

later maybe going ahma house with daddy and my sister.

anyway this few days keep eat abit jiu full.

is those damn little one lo, don't know what happen.

actually very hungry but see until food jiu already full le.

must take some time out to see doctor.

stress!

2011-09-29T16:32:00.000+08:00

finding a job is like a stress to me also.

lazy to find, can't find the job that i want.

so many problem.

anyway uncle was still in icu, one or two days only is just a lie la !

drag until sunday then can visit him. :(

heartbeat almost stop, everything almost just ended like this.

and my mood keep going up and down this few days.

keep abit jiu angry, i've been giving precious alot of problem and attitude.

i admit i was behaving ridiculous this few days, but i just shouldn't help me.

but my lovely boyfriend is so damn sweet to me.

afraid that i will be hungry at all and don't wanna eat rice.

he brought alot of cup noodle, lollipop, chocolate, ice-cream and etc..

i know, all is junk food but he did buy my fav chicken soup and alot alot.

plus those is eat for fun de his mummy and my parents got cook rice all that de, so don't worry.

too much to say, scare i finish saying then you all get hungry or envy of me.

he is so gonna nag at me already cause he ask me eat but i didn't.

also can't blame, no mood to eat. *feeling so sick*

unhappy thing just keep coming.

2011-09-28T09:33:00.000+08:00

unhappy thing keep coming in my way no matter how i block it still hits me. :(

yesterday was indeed a bad luck day for me.

i can't believe so many thing happen just in a day.

anyway i'm deciding to close or not to close my blog, twitter and fb.

sometime all this is really useless to me or should i say it's not very usefully.

and i don't really needs it anyway ~

i decided to have a blog because i don't wanna have a diary anymore.

i use to have one very interesting one which some of my friend have already seen before.

photo, bookmark sticker and even hand fold heart are inside.

like totally a cool la.

but mummy is always looking into my diary, handphone text and etc.

so i change it to blog because she don't know how to use it ;)

but the longer i have blog the lesser thing i got to post.

maybe i've lesser rubbish and childish thing to say, haha !

twitter and fb is also about the same.

i've been thinking for quite long already, give some suggestion please ~ :(

i really hope my uncle will get well real soon.

mummy don't allow me to visit him and i don't really know why.

and her stupid reason given to me was under 21 years old can't go in. =,=!!

rubbish right?!

but she say she will bring me go if uncle is transfer to normal ward.

but currently he is still in icu maybe today or tomorrow will change to normal ward already.

my hand, his favorite.

2011-09-27T12:08:00.001+08:00

my uncle is in A&E now and i'm right here sitting down doing nothing.

i know even if i go down now i can't get to see him also.

guess people that always read my blog will know which uncle i referring to.

the uncle i always mention about since i was young.

like after that time finally nothing already and now again.

i was super worry, super scare.

although i don't remember everything at that time, trying to reflect thing but everything look so blur.

but i do remember how he hold my hand, the smile,,

my hand was his fav..

i really hope he remember who i am.

all i can do now is to wait, wait wait and wait.

i don't wanna wait !

maybe things are not as serious as i thought but who the hell won't get worry and anyhow think?!

i just wanna say treasure the loved one while they are still around.

don't wait till they are gone and you start to regret it, till then everything is too late.

i admit i was really afraid of him when i was young,

but who won't be afraid, he is a dan ki lehx, *don't know i got say wrong or not*

how would i know what is that when i was young.

awhile he is my uncle awhile he is a god?

awhile normal awhile jump like a child.

his house was full or god, and the whole living room is red.

tell me who of you are not afraid if you were a kids.

when i was older i stop seeing him not even on new year.

his condition wasn't getting any better but worst.

sometime i really regret running away from him when every time he wanted to him me.

now that i wanted to see him, he already don't remember who i am.
keep telling myself to stay strong, just like what bf told me.
no point crying, he won't get better even if i cry.
so much thing so much thing i wanted to say and share to you all.
trying to control my emotion, trying not to cry too.
i sometime i felt really stupid i wasn't that close with him, don't remember much thing in the past.
dislike or even hate him but why am i always crying when i heard his thing.
is it because of concern as a family or guilty and regret, never been good to him for once before?
hate the feeling, hate myself.

everything gonna be alright, right?

just like what you told me when i was young,

'not to be afraid, i am here with you'

blogging at love house.

2011-09-23T23:44:00.000+08:00

currently blogging at precious house, like first time :)

abit not use to it due to his key board.

a ~ wait ah, i think i did at his house blog before, i also complain about keyboard.

haha!

his keyboard is really a hard to press lo, no lie.

i did say that i couldn't blog at my house cause no picture already but i still can at his house blog.

i put my picture all in his com so stay tune for more update ohs ! :)

today stay at love house until about 7 plus then went back to my house and bathe.

then meet qian and sam at my house downstairs.

after that head to loyang.

done praying then back to love house.

currently he is playing game, no no no i should say he all he way playing game.

the stupid soccer !

i'm gonna disturb him until he care me. ;)

i love you more.

2011-09-20T15:16:00.000+08:00

i know i look abit siao siao in this photo but i still look pretty *please agree*

and alot people say nice ok?!

so no bad comment for this photo or i'll be angry !! :)

i was posting something half way but i end up deleting it away, haha.

not important though but it was quite long. *hand tired*

i just wanna clarify everything out on that post but don't seem to see the point now.

but as long as you understand i totally fine with not posting it out or angry, really :)

and of cause i hope you won't get the wrong meaning or unhappy anything?

anyway this post is not for anyone to comment it also.

just letting my beloved boyfriend to know,

no one like quarrel right?

hey, i like that say doesn't mean i quarrel with him or we everyday quarrel hor.

quarrel is sure have thing but our relationship stay very strong ok?

don't believe try knock us down lo. :)

ok, enough of rubbish.

go back to what i wanted to blog for today.

now that i have repost everything i shall make a small post jiu hao. super lazy.

ah, shut up i know i already posted quite long already but that one diffrent ok?!

that one is for my darling and not for you all de.

nah!

here comes the post for everyone.

hmm.. i yesterday went boyfriend house as per normal but we laugh almost the whole day la.

as what you can see from my twitter.

boyfriend is such a joke but also disgusting freak ok?!

always bully me de la. *angry* but still love him lots lots.

he lose to me for the bejeweled so today will listen to whatever thing i say.

haha, yesterday fart at me right? later show you what is die ! muahaha!

nah~ i won't be so mean to my own boyfriend de ok? *angle*

currently i'm talking on phone with that stupid freak of mine, he is now on the way to another camp.

like happy only lo, can early early go home but i'm more happy.

get to see him early plus i can bully him more.

remember i'm still the angle :)

ending today blog here gonna go chat chat with my darling already ~

tata !

get well soon :)

2011-09-19T16:56:00.000+08:00

out of a sudden i feel like blogging but don't know what to blog, haha.

so i on my lappy and wait until now then blog.

everyday doing the same thing.

wake up wait for boyfriend come my house fetch me then go his house, eat, sleep or watch show.

seldom go out also le.

but last few days meet pat sam and qian to watch 'johnny english reborn'

nice and funny show but i laugh mostly because those people are laughing.

heard my sister say there is a part one for that, later shall go look for it.

the first part was call 'johnny english'

like what you heard at the first part of the show last five years he was a excellent spy,

or something like that?

ok anyway my dear little xiao qian is so call sick?

everyone please pray and hope hard she is ok hao bu hao? thanks ah ~

hard time trying out.

2011-09-16T13:25:00.001+08:00

I had a.hard time feeding taffy every afternoon, all thanks to yu pei. She change her dry food and taffy is so not use to it.
Anyway i'm using my phone to blog. :) it's just a try out and not bad ehs. Haha. Still learning how to use it.

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i pray,

2011-09-15T15:19:00.000+08:00

dear heavenly father i pray that everything goes well.

everyone got one bad news for you all, i have deleted away my private blog.

no why just feel that i don't need it anymore already.

so don't come keep asking me what happen why you all can't get it or what.

i delete already. :)

so from now on whatever unhappy thing that i do not wish to let anyone see de i also will write it here.

so everyone get to see what really happen to me.

*i hope i really do so*

anyway thanks joey for always been there when i needed you.

and i will also smile like i use to be.

below this photo other then joey everyone PLEASE close your eyes, DO NOT SEE !

remember this photo?

my promise :)

make small small in case got those those hua dan one that never close their eyes still purposely go see my photo,

anyway see already cannot laugh hor, i know very ugly!!

this one is very long time de photo already.

bf not feeling well.

2011-09-11T14:56:00.000+08:00

walk up early today cause darling need go bishan pay for the prawning thing on mon.

so went hai bin then went to eat at near by.

after done eating went to my house bathe, actually going imm but darling not feeling well.

so he is not resting or should i say sleeping like a pig now? haha.

so currently i got thing to do so post blog and find thing do until he wake up. *i'm such a good gf* :)

LOVE ~

2011-09-06T09:46:00.000+08:00

seriously is like a sad only lo !

till now i still can't install the stupid phone thingy to my lappy and i can't upload any photo.

plus now didn't take much picture with precious already.

L-O-V-E i love you and you love me ~

L-O-V-E, i love you, you love me, woo !!

L-O-V-E love ~

ok, i'm abit childish but i miss hi-5 ok?!

this is a hi-5 song for those who don't know.

anyway this song keep repeating in my brains and i don't know why.

haha, and that's the reason why i post it out.

hmm.. let's see, today i'm suppose to have my chinese listening but i didn't went for it. >,

yesterday have chinese paper, written i also didn't went for it.

i know my chinses sure gonna fail anyway so i was really tired so, ya, i'm home :)

ok tomorrow i'm having eng paper written 1 and 2. *nervous*

don't worry, eng i sure go for it, i'll do my best !

yesterday precious was supposedly to take half day leave instead of one day to accompany me.

and today plus tomorrow mc de but now everything change lo.

he can't take mc but today half day.

so hope tomorrow he can take mc or whatever to accompany me go for my eng exam.

now gonna go study and then till ten plus go bathe then meet precious le :)

so random

2011-08-29T13:25:00.000+08:00

out of a sudden i feel like posting my blog but didn't know what to post.

anyway me and all my sister is playing the tiny tower like crazy.

although it's very childish but, haha we just keep on playing and now boyf join us.

yesterday wake up early in the morning at 10 plus then went to purple market to eat breakfast with boyf.

had carrot finger, 3 packet lo !! :)

but eat about 2 packet only too full ~

after eating went back home, i wasn't feeling right lo.

stomach keep very pain so at home rest and nua until 2.20 went to bathe.

after everything was done went back boyf house then go take thing together with his parents.

until 7 plus then go off.

meet pat, sam and qian then went to hq.

waited for wei jie, qi chu, shuting, kelvin and pei tong to reach while me and qian went to toilet.

after we go back they all already done le.

so went to their office and they pay their offering.

so me and shuting sit there and do nothing.

after finishing burning we went to serangoon center mac wanted to eat but too many people le.

so went to nex mac but too many people again.

and then went to wendy's, saw ziling there with her friend she didn't saw me at first,

so i disturb her by texting her till then she also didn't relise me siting infront of her so i call her.

after eating went boyfriend house and then sleeppp ~

currently waiting for boyf to finish his facial.

i shall go bathe now and let the little kimmy use the lappy. :)

yiling birthday at sentosa

2011-08-25T14:20:00.000+08:00

baking cookie time !!

uss ~

toilet changing

the little birthday cake ~

although this picture look so unglam but so funny

lao fu zi :)

kong !

yummy ~

vivo ~

such a long period of time

2011-08-24T19:41:00.000+08:00

back to blogging, drag not too long to update my blog ah ~

anyway i'm currently at boyfriend house and he is sleeping like a pig now,

leaving me alone and board T.T

but but but, soon ~ soon i'm gonna wake him up le.

no photo uploaded. blank like a boring but promise will update about yiling birthday celebration thingy.

ok, boyfriend keyboard is really a hard to type de lo !

shall end it here, off to disturb that big silly pig of mine :)

auntie haven visit.

2011-08-12T13:32:00.001+08:00

seriously my blog is dead until cannot be dead anymore.

i'm super lazy to blog la, nothing much to blog also.

plus no picture !!

my phone can't upload thanks to the stupid blue tooth of my lappy.

anyway now that bf change a phone for me i can use the cable to upload le.

so shall be uploading photo up and blog will be updated more :)

but for the time being i still can't cause need to install.

and my very good sister go change her password so now only can go in by another acc.

this few weeks have nothing to busy also, only for exam.

just finish my chinese oral exam, it was damn hard ok?!

like so many ants on the paper la !

fk, i'm sure gonna fail my chinses again :(

and now i'm playing game, later on gonna study le.

oh ya, big auntie supposedly to visit me at 1of this month but till now nothing come out yet.

so i waited till 10 which is normally i came le but still nothing.

today is 12 already lo, although every girl don't like to have visit but this is normal what !

when auntie don't visit it's time to be afraid le.

so now 'm telling you guys, i'm afraid ok ?! *sobx*

ending my post here, gonna go study le.

ah ! it's chilly ~

2011-07-26T10:34:00.000+08:00

seriously i'm so in love with the show until the both of us copy what jermey did.

haha :) damn cute lo. *ahyi shidowo ~*

anyway mummy don't know what happen suddenly say wanna buy lappy for me.

hmm.. which brands should i choose neh?

just now don't know why i didn't on my wireless then still can use for about 2, 3 hours lo.

then just realise i didn't on it then my blog just now type hao le but didn't post. :(

have to repost again, damn lazy la. so cut it short.

currently talking on love he taking half day today.

waiting for mummy to reach home then mum mum ~

off to get some ling gan for my dance.

wait for joey will die ah !

fifi is at my house ~

2011-07-24T04:36:00.000+08:00

the day before yesterday went to buggis with qian and ting ting.

shop around for thing, me and qian brought one pants.

just by one look we like it alot. haha.

anyway yen yen dog is now here at my house, reach here at friday.

sure duper busy that day, cry all almost every min.

i was totally so lost and don't know what to do right after she bark at me.

at first thought she is small and guai won't bark all that de but then i realise my nightmare has come.

she become so unfriendly, don't let me touch her thing at all.

so the only think i can think of is call jinyu and ask for help.

at first ask him to help me contact yen yen brother.

he couldn't reach yen yen brother at first, so nice of him to help me think other way.

and must really thanks her brother for helping out also.

but end up i still keep fifi at my house.

planed to bring her to dog hotel cause i'm really scare of her.

shouldn't have agree to help out, everything turn out so badly.

disturb almost every of my friend to help me.

at night sam and qian come my house to help me out with fifi, she get along quite well with the both of them.

so after afew hours we bring her down for a walk and then meet pat and love.

after awhile put fifi back home then went to eat.

yesterday take care of fifi almost the whole day but tomorrow evening jiu can't take care of her already.

need to go maine birthday chalet.

currently the time now is 4.32 and love is sleeping like a pig.

i'm tired also, feels like sleeping too. *yawns*

anyway just now went to watch movie with qian sam and love after that went to meet pat.

then home sweet home.

dose a person really change that easy?

not even a sorry was said.

2011-07-21T15:10:00.000+08:00

i wish to pour out every unhappy thing in my heart.

pretending nothing happen is the only thing you know how to do?!

it's hurts you know?

didn't expect thing to turn out this.

and end up not even a sorry was said. :(

friday fifi (yen yen dog) is coming my house stay over until monday.

cause she is going oversea and nobody help her take care.

hope fifi and taffy won't get into fight.

later 4 plus going down yen yen mummy's shop with yu pei help.

she is doing treatment for her hair.

so now shall get prepare.

happy birthday taemin !!

2011-07-18T16:14:00.000+08:00

TaeMin saeng-il-eul chughahabnida !
nan neol salanghae, oppa ! :) ♥

rain rain go away ~

2011-07-17T15:43:00.000+08:00

abit of rubbish before my blog is dead.

i'm so lazy to blog now adays but i'm trying my best already.

anyway last last night went malaysia with mao, pat and gab.

actually qian and sam going with us de but end up didn't go due to qian eyes. *take care ohs!*

yesterday did nothing much also went to meet qian at mac then meet the rest of the guys go eat.

after eat all went home to bathe then meet up again.

went to fusion after that.

today didn't went church again. :(

hope daddy is not angry about it. (sure he will de)

hmm.. just done bathing going prepare then meet qian at mac again.

sian sia, suddenly rain lo, jitao no mood ! >;(

kitty love ~

2011-07-15T14:09:00.000+08:00

the day before yesterday went to gab at this house there then help sam buy thing.

done with buying this then head down to charlton park to pick saga seed.

cause sam wanted to give qian.

about evening went to qian school with sam to pick her up then head down to kent ridge park.

meet gab and pat there gab gave me a surprise. *i'm so touch*

but thing didn't really go well, i'm really sorry. :(

but i like it alot, thanks for everything ! :) (V)

above in the picture de kitty is he give to me de, she was the one sitting in the middle of the love.

haha, cute uh?

after that we went to somewhere to eat then head home.

i forget where we went to eat already. haha !

yesterday went to gab house then went down to amk.

meet the rest of them there.

slack, eat then went down to serangoon meet ting ting.

went to ecp with sam, qian, ting pat and gab after that went to bedok to eat.

seriously i reach until bedok there i'm like wth.

after done eating everyone went home.

mao, cheer up la ! ;)

let the past be the past, don't bring it to your future .

anyway i brought Dr G. pimple cream.

out of a sudden i know ~

i was rushing for time then the auntie keep tell me this

and that so i don't want hear her talk and then i buy it.

damn small la, it's smaller then my palm ok? and it cost me 20 plus. =,=

iya forget it.

now i need pain killer for my stomach.

don't know why keep stomach ache lo. :(

i won't give up, but will you?

2011-07-13T06:26:00.000+08:00

i take every of your words seriously.

although it was all over now but i keep on thinking of it.

my mind is full of the picture, full of question. why? :(

i didn't wanna ask or talk about it.

i know for sure i'm gonna cry.

take a deep deep breath and cool myself but no use.

i end myself up cry again.

ya, i got no right to say, scold or even ask anything about it but it was so hurting !

i wasn't your who, why should i be angry about it?

there's nothing i can do to stop you, you didn't done anything wrong.

but why do i get a feeling that you're lying?

you told me it's was all about me when you were there and the picture shows?

ya, you were right.

i felt damn disappointed, sad etc..

but other then keeping myself quite and cheering you up after you feel guilty, what can else can i do?

at that point of time wanted to walk away from you, far far away.

and be alone but at another point i'm afraid after i do that you won't wanna contact me again.

everything is fine now.

and other then that makes me can't sleep, the exam also.

i'm having eng oral exam later on at holy high sec 2 o'clock later on.

now damn scare de la.

i'm not scare of the exam just scare about the place.

alone in the school don't know where to walk sure damn weird and alot people looking de lo.

people sure wondering why is the siao zha bor touring in our school.

no people accompany me go.

sad max sia!

after that still need to go find pei, accompany her go make hair.

hmm.. ending my post here should try to get some sleep already.

before the xiao qi guai wake up and scold me.

i won't give up, so will you?

i hit it hard.

2011-07-12T16:20:00.000+08:00

unhappy thing come like no ending. :(

told myself to stay strong, told myself thing will be better.

but guess this is my fate, my life and nothing will change.

actually going to nex with mummy but now not going anymore.

mood went down and felt like crying so much.

ya, this is me.

always crying no matter how small the matters is, i will never change.

how i wish i wouldn't have anymore tears and stop all my nonsense.

i hit until my head half way when i was talking on phone.

i try stop crying so much end up the pain makes me wanna cry.

gosh the pain is now killing me, felt like vomiting. *giddy*

ending it here..

wipe away the tears and start putting up the smile:)

nothing much.

2011-07-11T12:55:00.000+08:00

yesterday early in the morning meet pat and gab, they came to my house and fetch me. then went to gab house awhile then went down serangoon alone to find angie and meet joey at joey house downstairs.

chit chat awhile then head to 109 eat. done eating then went back her joey house downstairs to slack until 5 to 6 plus gab came fetch us all go down to their shop. meet the rest of the guys at there. at there awhile only then say wanna go eat so went to tam there eat but only left afew of us go. angie and joey went home. :(

after eating everyone went home :) but i reach home in the morning.

don't know what happen to me lohx, keep stomachache guess i eat too much chocolate already.
later on meeting angie, accompany her go take things. wondering what time will she wake up sia, sure yesterday she very late then sleep de lo. so in the mean time i guess i shall find someone to go out with. :) cause at home sure boring de lo !!

out with qian :)

2011-07-10T12:57:00.000+08:00

this few day have been keep going out with qian.

ya, we now meet up almost every night but guess today not meeting anymore cause she is sick.

last few days went to fishing with some friends, (too many to say)

yesterday accompany gab to buy some car de thing then facial.

done everything head down to their shop, awhile later qian and sam came down.

they close shop quite early yesterday then went to tpy.

cheer up qian and get well soon ! :)

must remember his 'i will always be there for you' ;)

ok as for today i actually wanna be a good girl go to church and make daddy happy de.

but i reach home at 6 plus then fall asleep.

gab called but my phone was in silent, so damn sway de lo.

didn't go but heng daddy didn't get angry. >,

ending my post here, i going prepare and get done by 1.20 to 1.30.

haha. sure can't make it de.

unhappy thing may you go?

2011-07-07T15:21:00.000+08:00

now still got abit of time shall post something up my blog before it dead again.

after blogging going prepare and go down serangoon meet mao and joey.

whatever you saw just let it go and don't think about it.

it's not good for yourself or for me.

ya, i'm a bitch.

but thing just not how i wanted it to be.

you may thought i'm happy but i'm not at all.

just hope you will get it.

went to plaza sing

2011-07-07T02:29:00.000+08:00

today want to plaza sing to meet joanna, joey, yen yen and angie.

too bad kexin got got class chalet then cannot meet up.

walk walk chit chat until 7 plus went to find gab at bishan then watch movie.

after movie then went to serangoon to find pat and sam.

head home at about 12 plus.

photo .

2011-07-05T03:57:00.000+08:00

this is the photo that we talk at amk just now.

and this photo is taken when we were at fusion.

just wake, when i wake up hear gab call and when i pick up the phone and turn i landed on the floor.

damn pain de ok, i hurt until my hand, even jie jie call i also can't answer her back lo.

currently drinking my milk, watching tv and using lappy going to study awhile more.

everything ended so fast.

2011-07-04T19:24:00.000+08:00

just done with my blog, remove thing and now gonna update stuff that i did this few days.

ok as for those who don't know, i have already break with my previous boyfriend le.

not that he treat me not good or feeling fade.

he treat me damn good and i have no reason to say i don't love him at all but ~

i don't think i need to say too clear.

we had a break up, still friend or not is up to his choice already.

say i'm a bitch or whatever i don't mind, i fucking don't give a single damn to it.

cause i know i clear my concen i have told him what i should say.

hope he really understand and doing fine now.

wanna know more then read my private blog :)

ok anyway yesterday meet qian at kovan mac to eat and chill out.

until about evening gab come and fetch me to pat they all de shop.

at there chit chat awhile then went to gab house wait for him to bathe,

then fetch qian then head down to fusion to meet the rest of the guys.

at there till about 2 plus then went down to their so called hq, for their so called meeting. *haha*

after they done talking gab send me and qian home.

reach home talk on phone until morning meet joey joanna and joanna sister at amk hub.

meet yen yen awhile then went to eat.

we chat alot of thing while eating la, girl always is girl.

after done eating meet angie outside hub then went to find yen yen awhile again.

took some photo in toilet then yen yen need go back to work already.

so sad kexin miss out. :(

anyway after that went to void deck to slack awhile then, home sweet home.

i'm a good girl today reach home at 5.30 :)

i'm so proud of myself la !

but partly also because i'm too tired already, whole day didn't sleep at all lohx.

i almost overshot just now, heng suddenly wake up.

long time never post, once post so many rubbish to talk but it's ok.

from now i will try to update very fast :)

ending my post already, my bed is calling me ~

so boring,

2011-06-26T20:47:00.000+08:00

everything ended for the both of us.

no matter it's good or bad, it's the past already.

not gonna say what happen and who break up with who.

lazy to change my blog thing and lazy to update my blog.

i've been going out late this few days and not getting enough sleep at all.

shall only say last night where i went.

actually i was going rounding with angie and friends de but end up i don't wanna go.

so qian and joey came my house find me.

after awhile qian go home then me and joey head down to hougang inter meet joanna for dinner.

then meet gabriel, patrick, kelvin and qi chu.

after eating went to fusion to play pool then send joey they all back.

then eat at 684, after eating went to gab untill this afternoon then reach home.

What summer movies are you looking forward to seeing?

2011-06-25T18:12:00.003+08:00

nah .

ask me anything you wanna know :)

Do you love JustinBieber? :D

2011-06-25T18:12:00.001+08:00

nope

ask me anything you wanna know :)

Midnight cycling @ ECP anyone ?!

2011-06-23T10:29:00.001+08:00

not me :)

ask me anything you wanna know :)

Would you put fake fb r/s with me ?!

2011-06-23T10:28:00.005+08:00

nope.

ask me anything you wanna know :)

What will you do when you're shopping half way and your heels broke ?

2011-06-23T10:28:00.003+08:00

buy another one.

ask me anything you wanna know :)

If you were in a rock band what would you name it?

2011-06-23T10:28:00.001+08:00

don't know?

ask me anything you wanna know :)

photo do the talking. :)

2011-06-23T10:12:00.000+08:00

de en birthday celebrated at soul.

just post afew picture, cause too many le.

pool at the day before yesterday.

other day then update my blog, i'm super lazy.

plus i just reach home.

gonna get some sleep. *sick*

boyfriend later enlist :(

2011-06-14T02:07:00.000+08:00

this is the bottle that i'm talking about that time.

boyfriend say i sure will win de cause i get money just put inside jiu ok le.

but he jiu need pay for our food all that. haha.

anyway boyfriend later going in le, i'm sure gonna miss him so much ~

wonder what am i going to do when he is not around.

later need to get to his ahma house by 7, so now can't sleep.

although mummy say later will wake me up but i still scare i can't get up or late.

boyfriend actually ask me must go sleep de but i say until he let me be awake.

so currently he is sleeping ~

so worry for him la, keep saying he will bu xi guan.

the day before yesterday i went to boyfriend ahma house ton.

actually is go out find jimmy with tavis and zhizhi de but end up didn't go.

so watch show and play all that until morning.

i played his phone game until i fall asleep.

boyfriend damn caring let me sleep for about 3 to 4 hours then he didn't sleep.

until at my house he sleep about 10 mins only.

so after he done his thing then head to my house to let me bathe all that then head down to nex.

watch 'super 8' the show is like bo link de la, everyone is complaining about it lo. *suck*

anyway boyfriend damn funny say wanna watch two show but i stop him so end up watch one only.

after that went to find yiling smoke then head down to serangoon meet joey and zhizhi.

joey pass me t shirt contact lens and kimmy keep longing for de mac coca cola pink cup.

haha. :)

she will will so happy when she reach singapore.

today feeling so uneasy.

not really sure it's because of what.

maybe it's i'm talking on phone with someone else instead of my boyfriend.

i'm gonna miss him so damn muchy ~ :(

What was your favorite childhood toy?

2011-06-14T00:39:00.001+08:00

forget le.

ask me anything you wanna know :)

What's the best thing that has happened to you so far in 2011?

2011-06-13T08:49:00.001+08:00

hmm.. too much, don't know which is the best. >,<!

ask me anything you wanna know :)

at boyfriend house.

2011-06-13T07:47:00.000+08:00

currently at boyfriend house,

just now watching show together now he is playing his game so i use lappy.

now i only can do nothing just play bo liao game.

anyway boyfriend going scdf like real soon le, so this few days keep very busy.

yesterday didn't manage to pass qian her contact lens so hope today can.

i really don't want waste time doing nothing with boyfriend le.

so we not going to sleep and later on going watch show.

hope i don't fall asleep inside. haha :)

anyway boyfriend say wanted to watch two show at a day.

gonna gran his wish. :)

now i'm damn damn hungry de lo, but boyfriend is busy playing his game. :(

ok, ending my post here, i'm abit tired le.

from morning till night :)

2011-06-12T03:46:00.000+08:00

boyfriend damn cute right? don't have to envy me :)

his hair is i help him make de. super cute la >,

anyway today he pass me another lime green coca cola cup.

yeah ~ i got two green le !! :) *happy happy*

yesterday we didn't sleep at all, he meet me in the morning.

actually is i go his house find him de but end up he say come my house.

we spent most of our time sleeping, haha.

plan to go down serangoon buy his scdf de thing de but sleep until too late.

he went home at about 11 plus and currently i'm talking to him on phone.

he always say i use lappy don't want care him but he play game also didn't care me lo !

but boyfriend damn good, because i like green he play ranger with the outfit all green de.

yesterday he damn heng lo, people sell him one hat for damn cheep la.

he this cheater bug.

he going scdf soon le, so sad i'm gonna miss him like hell.

but anyway by then i will got more time for my friend.

gonna meet joanna they all watch ghost show at kexin house soon :)

tomorrow meeting angie take contact lens then meet qian maybe at night.

like finally la, the contact lens come liao.

wait until my neck also long la.

americans military soldiers uses music to torture their prisoners, what music would you rather get tortured without getting sick of it?

2011-06-12T03:33:00.003+08:00

R&B?

ask me anything you wanna know :)

What's the most exciting thing that happened to you today?

2011-06-12T03:33:00.001+08:00

not exciting happen today.

ask me anything you wanna know :)

celebrating father's day :)

2011-06-10T04:18:00.000+08:00

yesterday went to xing wang to eat (at kovan)

because of father's day celebration, we celebrate it earlier cause daddy is not free on next week.

after eating head down to serangoon meet yiling and alvin at 125.

slack until 1 plus went home.

ok now let the photo do the talking, enjoy the photo :)

need to call boyfriend fast cause he is waiting for me ~

anyway i got the green cocacola cup from yiling :)

What's the biggest lie you've ever told and gotten away with?

2011-06-10T02:06:00.001+08:00

forget le.

ask me anything you wanna know :)

we amk for pepper lunch

2011-06-09T04:03:00.000+08:00

today meet yen yen, joey, kexin, joanna and felicia.

actually meeting angie also de but she kena lock at her boyfriend house, no key go out.

so went to amk eat pepper lunch then accompany them buy thing.

after that went walk walk till 6 yen yen go cell group.

so we went play pool.

didn't talk much photo cause we do more on the talking.

after pool me and joey head down to serangoon to meet boyfriend. :)

slack awhile then went to 147 meet zhizhi tavis and one more girl.

after they done eating jiu go home le.

If you had a personalized license plate what would it say?

2011-06-09T02:41:00.001+08:00

ATTITUDE !! :)

ask me anything you wanna know :)

a normal day.

2011-06-08T05:08:00.000+08:00

yesterday i was sick and boyfriend came my house to accompany me. :)

but he went home damn early lo, ask him stay over he don't want.

but end up he came in the morning eat.

mummy tabao food for us, eat le then went to sleep.

after waking up boyfriend went down buy thing then i went to bathe.

wehn boyfriend came back we went down to serangoon 123 meet zhizhi and yiling.

slack until 12 plus then went home.

reach home talk with boyfriend and use lappy.

didn't watch my show today. :(

by the way i just realise that the time now is 5.05 already and i'm still not asleep yet.

later will be meeting angie, yen yen, joanna, joey and kexin to amk eat.

If you had to come up with a name for a scrumptious desert, what would it be? (I want answers that make me drool)

2011-06-08T03:14:00.001+08:00

hmm.. i don't know?

ask me anything you wanna know :)

got 2012's plans?

2011-06-08T03:11:00.003+08:00

nope.

ask me anything you wanna know :)

What does your average day consist of?

2011-06-08T03:11:00.001+08:00

sleeping :)

ask me anything you wanna know :)

If you were given the money to start a new business, what business would you open?

2011-06-06T02:30:00.001+08:00

hmm.. sell heels ? haha !

ask me anything you wanna know :)

monday is the last day :(

2011-06-06T01:56:00.001+08:00

seriously i don't feel like blogging any more lo, i'm so lazy la.

plus plus plus i got no photo to upload.

like damn plain only lo, see liao also not happy.

all thanks to the stupid bluetooth lo, don't know what happen must update.

then my cable lost, my sister phone also got problem can't send to her. =,=!!

guess i'll be still blogging for some time till the bluetooth is ok.

if not i also don't feel like posting le.

after a few more days i'll be separate from boyfriend le, cause he is going in scdf.

but it's ok, cause i'm so lucky ~

scdf don't have confinement !! :)

so after he go in must see which he go, if heng one day jiu can come out le :)

plus, one day work then two days off.

even if not also sure is 8 to 5.

but time together sure will be lesser also le.

monday please don't come so soon :(

What do you always carry with you at all times?

2011-06-05T02:02:00.001+08:00

handphone :)

ask me anything you wanna know :)

went for prawning instead of movie

2011-06-04T17:05:00.000+08:00

yesterday meet boyfriend and yiling at compass point then cab down to sim lim tower opposite.

boyfriend putting tattoo again.

after done went down to serangoon meet zhizhi.

actually at night plan to go watch midnight show X MAN FIRST CLASS de but zhizhi don't want.

he say wanna watch together with joey, how sweet of him ~ :)

so we change it to prawning at bishan.

my x man gone :(

anyway it was kind of boring at first but after all it was not bad at all.

zhizhi caught the most prawn and i kena bite the most by mosquito. =,=

caught one super small one and one super big.

went home at about 5 plus.

currently waiting for daddy to reach home,

cause he tabao food for me :)

If you had your own country, what would you name it?

2011-06-04T16:40:00.001+08:00

i will name it after my name :)

ask me anything you wanna know :)

i feel so unhappy. :((

2011-06-01T01:55:00.000+08:00

i've stop posting my private blog for very long already.

and i wish i can carry on this way.

cause it means i have nothing that i doesn't want anyone to know de thing.

but guess very soon i'll be updating my private blog and lesser post on this blog already.

not been in a good mood this few weeks?

i feel so suck.

no matter is family, friend or boyfriend everything seem to be getting in my way.

nothing i do makes me right.

today i didn't go out, boyfriend came my house accompany me. :)

just hang up joanna call then boyfriend.

my phone went empty and i didn't call back.

i doesn't wanna quarrel i feel that is mine or his fault.

i didn't know what to do just hope time will pause for awhile and let me had a rest. :/

you never do anything like this before.

somehow you make me feel that you're no longer the same.

you have change.

but .. ..

When you were little, what did you want to be when you grew up?

2011-06-01T00:44:00.001+08:00

nurse :)

ask me anything you wanna know :)

formspring.me

2011-05-31T02:46:00.001+08:00

ask me anything you wanna know :) http://formspring.me/FishballHuan

bad luck month

2011-05-30T09:54:00.000+08:00

the previous post is from formspring de.

i wanna try it out how it will be post on my blog then there ~

haha, ok fine. sound like stupid. i shall post it up everytime but just now forget to press post to my blog.

anyway i wake up damn early this morning.

due to yesterday too tired already so sleep super early.

at 2 plus wake up one time cause have nightmare.

then at 7 plus wake up cause boyfriend called and said he have nightmare.

and guess the nightmare is?

me not really at home sleeping and i'm outside so he call to check.

wake me up still don't believe me. =,=!!

after hang his call he ask me to go sleep then i'm waken up again at about 8.20.

jasmine called and ask me bring her go see doctor cause her eye from yesterday can't open until now.

but end up i didn't cause laifu bring her go.

wonder what's wrong with her eye yesterday also like that call her and she is crying today call me while crying.

nowadays keep got unhappy and sway thing happen.

don't what is this month lo.

faster end this month !!

qian is feeling unwell too but i didn't went to see her yesterday i felt so sorry lo.

but guess i'm going today without jasmine.

hope she get well soon. :)

oh ya, before i end my post..

sorry i can't post any picture up cause my bluetooth didn't update then can't send in.

my cable lost don't know where i put liao.

only can post my webcam picture up, so don't complain !

thanks you very muchy ~

off for my breakfast le, smell so good !! :)

Do you live more in the past or the present?

2011-05-30T09:35:00.001+08:00

present of cause.

ask me anything you wanna know :)

What's your favorite season, and would you live all year in that season if you could?

2011-05-29T01:19:00.001+08:00

summer :)

ask me anything you wanna know :)

everything gonna be alright.

2011-05-28T18:57:00.000+08:00

i didn't keep my promise.

currently my mood wasn't happy at all, i promise to be sweet when i'm awake but thing turn out differently.

i didn't want thing to be in this way de but what to do?!

i was really shock by your loud voice and yet you say you didn't even talk loudly.

anyway yesterday night didn't sleep well at all.

i was turning here and there then end up sleep at living room and wake up with my back aching. :(

now i can't even bend myself la !

anyway get well soon, hope everything is fine for you :) (Y)

accompany bf to put tattoo

2011-05-28T02:29:00.000+08:00

playing with webcam this few days.

anyway i'm talking to boyfriend today accompany him to put tattoo then went to serangoon meet yiling.

eat then went to boyfriend house cause he sick, having high fever.

reach home at 11 plus.

again?

2011-05-27T01:42:00.000+08:00

ok, shall get my blog posting back to normal.

haha, anyway last few day i keep post my past photo cause i have nothing to do plus just let your see.

yesterday meet yi yu, cause she is at my house opposite de block.

and was upset about her boyfriend stuff so meet her then go her house, waited for her to bathe.

talk to her mummy while she bathing, so long since i last saw her mum.

anyway after that went down to serangoon meet joey, zhizhi, beelay and mao.

went home at last bus.

tomorrow accompany boyfriend to put tattoo again.

shall think of something to do tomorrow when at there, if not sure die of boringness de.

yesterday i had a weird dream, super weird one.

but it's ok la, hope it's not like last time where my dream come true.

too scary ~

:))

2011-05-26T01:37:00.009+08:00

this few day bo liao post my past photo, don't laugh while looking at it.

my old photo

2011-05-24T01:41:00.010+08:00

i'm kind of boring so post my last time de photo out.

haha, now look at it like so weird but ok la.

other then no make and now got make up nothing much diff also.